Well today was looooooooooong! I didn't get to sleep until around 2:30 last night and then I still got up at 7:00...ish lol Before I get into my morning classes details, I should probably fill you in on one of my worse habits. I like to eat cereal in the morning with sugar... Or rather sugar with cereal! Lol
So first class at 9:00 was fine but the second class I couldn't stay awake!I tried and I tried but my head kept falling down... >.< Anyways, by the time lunch rolled around and I left to go to work, the sugar started to kick in. I had looooads of fun, even if Travis didn't show up at work today. This also resulted in him getting fired... Bugger >.<
So at work, once the chicken strips were gone, I used the tongs (the ones I was using on the chicken strips) to snap at people who were being slow in deciding what they want. And when I took over for canteen.... Oh boy! ^.^ I still had the tongs and I was dancing and twirling and throwing the things at people. Oh what a day! They all caught it so no worries and I had loads of fun!! I also got one of my coworkers in the butt with the tongs. Yippie! Sugar is my cocaine... -.^
But the afternoon sucked... My teacher told me to either shut up or get out of his class. All because I was taking his advice and asking the person beside me for help. Men... Ughh lol After school I had to walk in the bloody freezing weather for a half hour to Wal-Mart and wait for my dad. I got there are 3:30 and he wanted me to meet him at 4:30.. What is one supposed to do when they got no money and are stuck at Wal-Mart for an hour?! I ate...
So it seems that Travis doesn't have a crush on me but he's not sure if he would kiss me or not... How is that logical? He continues to confuse me and I hate him (not really). So much so that I can't even work side by side with him now... I couldn't get any of the orders right today! It could have been because I was soooo tired but I think it was a little bit of both Travis and my energy. That boy will never cease to amaze me. I actually found myself staring at his gluteus maximus today for the first time... 0.o That must mean somthing! I shall ponder the meaning after I kill my cute kitty!
On a more happy note, I think I'm becoming a little bit of an ET diary whore... I got the idea from [Delladreing] and I'm actually liking it. Now instead of writing all my deeeeep dark thoughts down only when I get tired of carrying it all around in my head, I just write down everything one day at a time... xD Although I will probably still have my deep & dark moments. It's only natural for a crazy and depressed person like mee!
It now seems that I have scratches on my face to go with the rest. Bloody Cat.... But it's so cute!
So while I'm writing this, my hands are a little stiff from being all bloodied and bandaged.... I swear that cat is the devil! Also, don't ever try to cut cheese while holding it in your hands! Not to mention it's bloody cold out and every inch of ground (including the roads) is covered in ice. That being said, Friday I took quite the fall on the ice and I've been in pain ever since. But yesterday it spread from my back to my neck. It's fine when I don't move though... xD
Trish hired a new girl today and I'm to train her so she can replace me on days that I'm sick and don't come to school. Oh, in case you're wondering, I work in the cafeteria at lunchtimes in my school. So anyways, this new girl tries to take orders while I'm taking orders and it totally confuses me to the point where I don't know who's ordered, who hasn't and what dish is for what person! All she was supposed to do was dish the pasta out into the bowls... >.< So needless to say, I was very behind today and since I had forgotten a hair elastic and my hands weren't functioning...
Too Fast
Niente non duole più di realizzando che tutto ha significato a lei, ma lei non ha significato niente a lui.
(Italian)
Nothing hurts more than realising he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him...
(English)
I haven't written in a long time....Not much to say, life sucks, school is boring and "friends" ditched me this weekend. Hung out with the boy next door. *Sarcastic* Yah! ....*Cries* Goodbye elftown....I think....
I gave him my heart and he tore it apart, now he's asking for more. I want to stop the feeling, it has to meaning anymore. I feel so lonely in the world now that he's gone...
~Something I wrote~
So excited!!!!!!!
~!~*~!~Misery~
Here is a snatch of a sotry I wrote. It sort of goes along with my mood....except the end.
I wish I could have seen his eyes one last time, before death's icy cold hands tore hime away from the pains of this world. His muscels relaxed and he sagged to the ground. How cruel the mind of every curseded man must be to cause grief such as this. Tears flowed silently down my cheek before I plunged the cause of my pain into my chest. The life slowly drained from me as a blurry and hazed figure ran towards me. In my last moments of life I shouted out to the figure. " When shall we 3 meet again..." That was all that came out of my mouth before I too sagged to the ground as I listened to the screams of my son.
Tell me what you think!??
My new quote I just made up,
"Pity me for my misfortunes, but do not envy me for my joys."
Take whatever meaning out of it you want to.