I stayed home from school today because I don't feel good... *Cough cough* So I had to forfit the computer for all of today but I snuck on anyways to update my precious diary. So I'll be back tomorrow, I can't stay on long today because if I get caught on here I'm in shit. *Thumbs up* See you all tomorrow!
Um... Sundays are so boring.
Well today was interesting. I went out with the family. Well my father and my step-mother... The new SUV is really nice. But as soon as I said "I'm going to love driving this when I get my liscense" my stepmother promptly crushed my 'fantasy' by saying that I would drive only the van... The van is a family vehicle, the van is for people with kids or (I'm sorry) nerds. Needless to say, I was not very happy with my step-mother for saying that and it ruined my whole day. I knew then that today was going to be a stepdaughter vs. stepmother day.
See, sometimes we have these days where we just don't get along! Today was one of those. We stopped somewhere for coffee and I requested a bagel to munch on since I hadn't really eaten much except for a bowl of cereal. The first thing she muttered was "Hmph, toast crumbs." When my father asked what she meant but that I told him that she didn't want me to eat a bagel in the new SUV because I would just end up making a mess. But of course she protested and said "No, I'm just telling you to be careful." Well when we stopped somewhere the next time, guess who was the one who made the mess? Her. She spilled her coffee over the new SUV and said "I didn't spill it!" Um, then how did it get over the seat? I just thought in my head "Now who's the one who made the new car dirty?"
I refused to say anything to her for the rest of the drive until we were on our way home and I asked my father if he was going to hook up the wireless internet tonight. I saw my stepmother shake her platinum blonde hair and my father muttered "no" Then I said "Dibs on the computer when we get home." Because if I don't, then I never get the computer. Especially lately. But she protested by saying I relaxed all day yesterday and never did any of my chores. But I just said "I slept until 3:30, what did you expect? I don't care, I have dibs on the computer." When she tried to speak to me next I totally ignored her by belting out a song that was on the radio. (I have such a lovely voice...not) But she turned the radio off and said "I thought you were going to help your father cook the soup you wanted so much." "No, I never said that..." Well she lost, and she knew it. The rest of the car ride was deathly silent except the radio and my singing.
But, you see, as I was writing this my step-mother was on the phone with her sister complaining about me and how 'she never gets to use the computer'... NOT TRUE! Lately she is the only one who uses the computer with the exception being yesterday because I had no school and was already on it when they got home.
What a lovely home-environem
Well nothing happened today. I didn't even go out with Travis... *Sigh* I actually slept until 4:00pm... That can't be good, considering I didn't even stay up that late. I don't know why I sleep so much! >.<
We got our new SUV today! I declined to go for a ride in because I was playing GuildWars... It so bloddy addictive! Anyways, I'm still tired and tonight is family night so I've got to watch some movies with my family. Yay.... I don't really have anything to write about today, so I'm just babbling on. I hate days like this.
Today was uneventual in a way... I had a test and a quiz >.< I think I did okay on the math test but my french verb test suck! You think it would be easy since I'm in French Immersion but, nope... The worst problem I have with french is grammar and verbs. I speak excellent french and have a good accent but I can't write it worth a damn. I'm so going to fail that class.
But other then that, there isn't much going on in my life right now. I'm hoping to go out to town with Travis tomorrow when he goes to get his new skateboard and that's it. Oh, I have no school tomorrow! ^.^ Yay!
Well today was looooooooooong! I didn't get to sleep until around 2:30 last night and then I still got up at 7:00...ish lol Before I get into my morning classes details, I should probably fill you in on one of my worse habits. I like to eat cereal in the morning with sugar... Or rather sugar with cereal! Lol
So first class at 9:00 was fine but the second class I couldn't stay awake!I tried and I tried but my head kept falling down... >.< Anyways, by the time lunch rolled around and I left to go to work, the sugar started to kick in. I had looooads of fun, even if Travis didn't show up at work today. This also resulted in him getting fired... Bugger >.<
So at work, once the chicken strips were gone, I used the tongs (the ones I was using on the chicken strips) to snap at people who were being slow in deciding what they want. And when I took over for canteen.... Oh boy! ^.^ I still had the tongs and I was dancing and twirling and throwing the things at people. Oh what a day! They all caught it so no worries and I had loads of fun!! I also got one of my coworkers in the butt with the tongs. Yippie! Sugar is my cocaine... -.^
But the afternoon sucked... My teacher told me to either shut up or get out of his class. All because I was taking his advice and asking the person beside me for help. Men... Ughh lol After school I had to walk in the bloody freezing weather for a half hour to Wal-Mart and wait for my dad. I got there are 3:30 and he wanted me to meet him at 4:30.. What is one supposed to do when they got no money and are stuck at Wal-Mart for an hour?! I ate...
So it seems that Travis doesn't have a crush on me but he's not sure if he would kiss me or not... How is that logical? He continues to confuse me and I hate him (not really). So much so that I can't even work side by side with him now... I couldn't get any of the orders right today! It could have been because I was soooo tired but I think it was a little bit of both Travis and my energy. That boy will never cease to amaze me. I actually found myself staring at his gluteus maximus today for the first time... 0.o That must mean somthing! I shall ponder the meaning after I kill my cute kitty!
On a more happy note, I think I'm becoming a little bit of an ET diary whore... I got the idea from [Delladreing] and I'm actually liking it. Now instead of writing all my deeeeep dark thoughts down only when I get tired of carrying it all around in my head, I just write down everything one day at a time... xD Although I will probably still have my deep & dark moments. It's only natural for a crazy and depressed person like mee!
It now seems that I have scratches on my face to go with the rest. Bloody Cat.... But it's so cute!
So while I'm writing this, my hands are a little stiff from being all bloodied and bandaged.... I swear that cat is the devil! Also, don't ever try to cut cheese while holding it in your hands! Not to mention it's bloody cold out and every inch of ground (including the roads) is covered in ice. That being said, Friday I took quite the fall on the ice and I've been in pain ever since. But yesterday it spread from my back to my neck. It's fine when I don't move though... xD
Trish hired a new girl today and I'm to train her so she can replace me on days that I'm sick and don't come to school. Oh, in case you're wondering, I work in the cafeteria at lunchtimes in my school. So anyways, this new girl tries to take orders while I'm taking orders and it totally confuses me to the point where I don't know who's ordered, who hasn't and what dish is for what person! All she was supposed to do was dish the pasta out into the bowls... >.< So needless to say, I was very behind today and since I had forgotten a hair elastic and my hands weren't functioning...
Too Fast
Niente non duole più di realizzando che tutto ha significato a lei, ma lei non ha significato niente a lui.
(Italian)
Nothing hurts more than realising he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him...
(English)
I haven't written in a long time....Not much to say, life sucks, school is boring and "friends" ditched me this weekend. Hung out with the boy next door. *Sarcastic* Yah! ....*Cries* Goodbye elftown....I think....
I gave him my heart and he tore it apart, now he's asking for more. I want to stop the feeling, it has to meaning anymore. I feel so lonely in the world now that he's gone...
~Something I wrote~