i'm cold and wet. i have ben outside almost all day and its been rainign. oh i love the rain so much. but i was at a FFA convention (if you don't know what that is, ask). it was great and had a fun fun time. gotta watch ppl climb up a ear of corn adn try to ride a fake bull and bet ppl up. oh that was great. 

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hi...i'm sleepy... cna't ya tell. but thanks to all
those who welcomed through my 18th b-day. 
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i feel kinda strange but i turn 18 tomorrow and i'm leaving in 2 months. but then again, why in the hell am i tell you this. some one please tell me what is the piont of these diaries? why am i sharing my life on this. i don't want ppl know how bad my life is and that i'm a crazy girl who plays with fire all night long and loves to have sex. 

oh wait...crap...i did it again...you didn't here any of that...you hear me...none of it. oh man...those vioces in my head are driving my crazy. get them out!!!

i'm fine...really. don't worry about me. just go one with your life and hope i don't find you, rape you, and burn you. crap i did it again. AHHHHH!!!! help me!!!help me!!! 

okay, calm down. get over your seff *smacks slef across the face* okay i'm better. think i got rid of the vioces for now.

i've changed my poll a bit/...so take it again

for anyone else so you all don;t ask me...i'm ready to pas sotu b/c i went to prom and danced the ngiht away...okay and a bit extra but thats none of your business. so i'm tired...drunk well hung over but oh well. but thought i let you all know that i'm half dead.

well i guess i cant' say that life is a ass but its not...i got prom and everything...my night clases and it all sux...wait...crap those vioces again. help me get them out of my head. dam it

what is the piont of these diaries? why do ppl share their lifes on these. i don't want ppl know how bad my life is and that i'm a crazy girl who plays with fire all night long adn loves to have sex. oh wait...crap...you didn't here any of that..you hear me...none of it. oh man...those vioces in my head are driving my crazy. get them out!!!

i'm fine...really. don't worry about me. jsut go one with your life and hope i don't find you adn burn you. crap i did it again. AHHHHH!!!!

what a cold world we must live in. why msut their heart be gray while mine be black. never have i seen such undecided hearts in my life. all gray, only one black, which i my own, and no bright hearts. such a world i live in, but i love it. those cratures are easies destoried but heir own greed and selfishness.