ok this is a tiem waster sinc ei have to wait for my friend to get here so i can leave and go have fun and get in trouble and be brought home by the police...agian. at least i don't have to tell them where i live since they already now and all that. but i'm 18 and i can't get in trouble with my folks. thank god. 

well, thats just my life in short....well my day in short. i need to find soemthing better to do than sit here and write to all you ppl who could care less about what i do here at home and on teh streets. but then again it could be trouble....oh well. not lot i don't get in enough troulbe as it is.

*sits and stares blankly at the screen*...........................
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okay i'm out. time to be a torulbe maker. bye

well, here we go again...me sharing my life with a bunch of ppl whou coudl care less. oh well, i guess thats life.

well, i kinda stuck in life right now. nto in school and no life....someone save me plz.

well, as life goes on, the world spins and I STILL DON'T GET THESE DIARIES? WHY DO WE WRITE IN THESE THINGS....I MEAN ITS CRAZY....why do ppl share their lifes on these. i don't want ppl know how bad my life is and that i'm a crazy girl who plays with fire all night long adn loves to have sex. oh wait...crap...you didn't hear any of that..you hear me...none of it. oh man...those vioces in my head are driving my crazy. get them out!!!

well anyways, i'll the voice hang out for a little bit i'll jsut say i have and job and i have no time to be online or on elftown, which kills me b/c all my friends are here. but iw ork at night so i may come home later and get on if i don't pass out once i hit the door. oh well...OH NOT HTE VIOCES ARE BACK...HELP. they tell me to come find you all and burn down your house...or was that elftown houses. oh i don't remember they talk to fast. crap i did it again. AHHHHH!!!!

well, the whole elftown diary thing...i still thing your all nuts but voices in my head think i'm nuts...oh wait...crap...i did it again...can someone help me get rid of these voices. they are scaring me and i think some of you.

well, me and my voices have to go. tiem to get ready for work...joy?! bye bye for now.

alright...its been a few days since i've been back and its been...boring. i want to go back. i had it set...all day was set to a plan. loved it...why...no clue but that;s okay. oh well, i guess being home means i can mess with all you people and talk with the vioces in my head. yes the vioce's never left...they jsut love messign with you all....hahahahhahaha*evil laugh*

i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...i'm home...that's all for now

school is over...life begins....military is going to sux...but i'll get over that....and.....I STILL DON'T GET THESE DIARIES?  WHY DO WE WRITE IN THESE THINGS....I MEAN ITS CRAZY....why do ppl share their lifes on these. i don't want ppl know how bad my life is and that i'm a crazy girl who plays with fire all night long adn loves to have sex. oh wait...crap...you didn't here any of that..you hear me...none of it. oh man...those vioces in my head are driving my crazy. get them out!!!

i'm fine...really. don't worry about me. jsut go one with your life and hope i don't find you adn burn you. crap i did it again. AHHHHH!!!!

well, i still thing your all nuts but so do the vioces in my head think i'm nuts...oh wait...crap...i did it again...you didn't here any of that...you heard me...no....you heard none of it. oh man...those vioces in my head are driving my crazy. get them out!!!
i'm fine...really. don't worry about me. just go one with your life and hope i don't find you, rape you, and burn you. crap i did it again. AHHHHH!!!! help me!!!help me!!!
okay, calm down. get over your seff *smacks slef across the face* okay i'm better. think i got rid of the vioces for now. oh somebody help me?!

oh man. why does this have to happen to me now. can't sleep, won't eat (much) and cna't even tell my b/f whats wrong. oh soemoen help me

i'm cold and wet. i have ben outside almost all day and its been rainign. oh i love the rain so much. but i was at a FFA convention (if you don't know what that is, ask). it was great and had a fun fun time. gotta watch ppl climb up a ear of corn adn try to ride a fake bull and bet ppl up. oh that was great. 

sleepy...sleepy...sleepy...sleepy...sleepy...oh...
hi...i'm sleepy... cna't ya tell. but thanks to all
those who welcomed through my 18th b-day. 
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i feel kinda strange but i turn 18 tomorrow and i'm leaving in 2 months. but then again, why in the hell am i tell you this. some one please tell me what is the piont of these diaries? why am i sharing my life on this. i don't want ppl know how bad my life is and that i'm a crazy girl who plays with fire all night long and loves to have sex. 

oh wait...crap...i did it again...you didn't here any of that...you hear me...none of it. oh man...those vioces in my head are driving my crazy. get them out!!!

i'm fine...really. don't worry about me. just go one with your life and hope i don't find you, rape you, and burn you. crap i did it again. AHHHHH!!!! help me!!!help me!!! 

okay, calm down. get over your seff *smacks slef across the face* okay i'm better. think i got rid of the vioces for now.

i've changed my poll a bit/...so take it again

for anyone else so you all don;t ask me...i'm ready to pas sotu b/c i went to prom and danced the ngiht away...okay and a bit extra but thats none of your business. so i'm tired...drunk well hung over but oh well. but thought i let you all know that i'm half dead.

well i guess i cant' say that life is a ass but its not...i got prom and everything...my night clases and it all sux...wait...crap those vioces again. help me get them out of my head. dam it

what is the piont of these diaries? why do ppl share their lifes on these. i don't want ppl know how bad my life is and that i'm a crazy girl who plays with fire all night long adn loves to have sex. oh wait...crap...you didn't here any of that..you hear me...none of it. oh man...those vioces in my head are driving my crazy. get them out!!!

i'm fine...really. don't worry about me. jsut go one with your life and hope i don't find you adn burn you. crap i did it again. AHHHHH!!!!

what a cold world we must live in. why msut their heart be gray while mine be black. never have i seen such undecided hearts in my life. all gray, only one black, which i my own, and no bright hearts. such a world i live in, but i love it. those cratures are easies destoried but heir own greed and selfishness.