last day of school 2day.all the girls were crying and we were all emotional cus we're all emotional..........*sniffle*

should i ? shouldn't i?why not?who'ld miss me?who'ld care?whats the point of it all?

what do i do?
what am i?
why can't i stop?
who needs me?
why can't i find the courage 2 end it all?
i wish i was loved or cared 4

difficult     me & my best friend in the world had an arguement and although we're talking its small talk.i need him soooooooo much and i can't seem to open up 2 him.everytime i do sumthing i'm in the wrong with him,myself,everyone else....etc etc.
why am i even writting this u ppl don't give a dam.
what do i do?i'm gonna lose him.....i can't let that happen.....he's everything 2 me.

why even f**king bother?

hey me again....we who did you expect in my diary?lol
well i'm really confussed,i fancy lads but resently i've been attracted to girls,ppl who know me know i hate homophobes so its not like i'm bothered if i'm bi or whatever,its just that i can't tell what these feeling are or how strong they are(or could be).i just wish i knew what these feelings are.

hello all.i doubt any of you will read this so i'll ramble on and on and on and *trails off*
well yesterday was fun except i'm worried about [I stabbith ye] cus i know how depressed he is but i don't know how to help him all i do is make him feel worse .....what to do? what to do? how do you help a broken heart thats supposed to be whole,that only one person can fix?
they can't get together but they can't be apart its killing them both.........any ideas??????please help



anybody?