I am a A Mithril Dragon!

Hey, I took the http://dragonhame.com online Inner Dragon quiz and found out I am a Mithril Dragon on the inside.

In the war between good and evil, Mithril Dragons take the side of the noble and good....
When it comes to the powers of Chaos vs. those of Law and Order, your inner dragon walks a fine line between Law and Chaos....
As far as magical tendancies, Magical spells come as natural to the Mithril Dragon as breathe from it's body....
During combat situations, a true Mithril Dragon prefers to defeat opponents by the use of spells and other tactics....
Mithril Dragons build and dwell in castles of crystal, high in the mountainous regions. A Mithril Dragon is honest and gentle.'
Mithril Dragons are armored with highly reflective scales. To see one in bright sunshine has the effect of looking at a multi-ton, 150 ft. long disco ball.'
They tend to smile frequently but rarely laugh aloud. Mithril's dislike violence. A Mithril Dragon is very selective when choosing close friends, but is generally admired by all. A Mithril Dragon leads a very quiet and unobtrusive life. Never judgmental, the great Mithril Dragon's feelings run deep and true. Mithril Dragons mate for life.
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This Dragons favorite elements are: Mithril, Earth, and Courage

well what can i say?....apart from why are you reading this?
nothing interesting ever happens to me.i'm more bothered about what happens to you then what happens to me so why are you still reading?why do you still care?

i'm all depressed so i thought instead of moaning i'ld put a nice pic up



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Nathan goes into hospital on thursday............as usual i'm the only one worrying.Not his parents or him,i'm the one worrying ,he means so much to me.
and he knows it......because he'll probably read this.
best of luck mate and any time you want me to visit i'll be there..............except on saturdays and sundays...thats a besides the point.
love you lots mate and i'll always be there for you
*hugs *

too emotionally unstable 2 be strong
not strong enough to be emotionally stable

emagine we all have an island.we all sit in the middle of our islans and the world around us effects us.if we are pushed or the world effects us we move closer 2 the edge (water).
i have an island that is 2 small for me and i am balancing on my island and whenever anything little happens i am almost pushed over the edge which is why everything effects me more then everyone else.with the it takes a big thing 2 push the near the edge but 4 me my whole lifes on the edge which is why i can't stop crying

sat at home,all alone,nothing to do,nothing 2 say,what am i supposed 2 do,why r u reading this anyway?...............................................tlk 2 me please

i am nobody
    nobody is perfect
           therefore i am perfect

.and the sky went black as if it was night.then the clouds went as if they were the same colour as the sky on a cold winter night.the rain poured from the sky and did not seem to want to stop intill the world was rained under and there was not one drop of water left in the heavens.with all this darkness and quietness there was but one thing that stood out.the thunder and lightining ripping the sky apart with its shocking light and mighty noise..no one could miss this stop.


thats the kind of storm i want

my poems are now in sarah's poetry
please take a look.

well i went 2 ollies party............what a f**king waste of time,it was a nightmare...it wasn't a party it was a "lets be homophobic spitful moronic jerks fest"....i am so sick of the morons round here.....none of us deserve the abuse we get and we only get it cus we're brilliantly different(has 2 tell self that so i don't cry)....well it was a shamble....and i almost hit some body cus u know i'm the weird one for seeing beauty in 2 people being happy..........i hate them all so much.....they don't deserve/need/want/ this so why...........no really why?

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oh yay i get 2 go 2 [-ollywood-]s party 2nite i'm going with [I stabbith ye] and [Assimilation].we're 15 and 16 and we're gonna be at a party full of pi**ed 13 year olds (me and [I stabbith ye] don't drink)
we're gonna be just sat there 4 two and a half hours watching some dumbass kids that hate u get totally wrecked................i'll write in this later so u know how crap it was.......................stupid [-ollywood-]

i want a storm, a scary frightening and sky spliting storm.......the ones in the middle of the day that still manage to turn the sky as black as my soul
i want it to cleart the air,then i'll be able to breath properly.the weathers to close and has been for a long time...........i good storm should clear it..rather then the pittyful couple of drops we get now and again

i love animations plz send me some if you find some good ones



this is to show me that everyone will find someone that and i like these pics. look at it dance.tehehe

i want a storm, a scary frightening and sky spliting storm.......the ones in the middle of the day that still manage to turn the sky as black as my soul

i'm a believe that stories, poems and artwork can give strong messages and paint images of there creators.....i also write poetry but i would rather a few people read it before i put it on my page.........please email me to tell me what you think .thankyou for your time.so here we go:

MY LOVE AND HATE
if you hurt him you will see,
my knife plunging into thee,
and ye wicked blood shall spill,
as it is my want and will,
and ye shall die and i shall be,
forever happy and merry,
then your soul shall rot aswell,
as you forever burn in hell,
and as you suffer all this pain,
never will you hurt him again,
he is my love,my world, my all,
if i were to lose him i would fall,
and meet you in that hell foreve,
but i shall forget him never,
but if my heart goes black and cold,
know this message till your old,
i will never be at rest,
because my friend i am the best,
you can't defeat or stop or kill me,
i am here and thats how it shall be,


DARKNESS

so if it comes,
ad devours my soul,
and pierces my mind,
and burns through my heart,
what am i to do?,
hurt myself and my friends?,
let my body become a weapon?,
and let this hatred grow?,
so if i cannot let this happen,
let the darkness take me on,
because in the end,
it'll be the one,
running in fear,

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leave me here to contemplate,
all my anger pain and hate
walk away and let me be,
i know you want whats best for me,
but all i need is time to think,
to stop the feeling of my heart about to sink,
so leave me be and here i'll stay,
to live and fight another day,

MY ROOM
as i sit here in my room,
i think of all my hate and gloom,
and down my window ran the rain,
so i thought of my tears and pain,
then i thought of you, you see,
and how happy your love makes me,
so i forgot all my hatred and sorrow,
and thought of the joy when i see you tomorrow,
so i shall leave you to contemplate,
the way to get rid of all ones hate,
so you can sit there in our room,
and think of all your hate and gloom

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you loved and lost,
you tryed and failed,
you gave 100% and got back nothing,
you wanted someone and still do,
you wished on a star and it burned out,
you needed a friend and you got me,
and all i could do waswrite this stupid poem,

INNER UGLYNESS

on that godforsaken morn,
the son of satan he was born,
the tortured soul then grew and grew,
and his hatred entered you,
and your heart and mind went black,
but you couldn't give that damm curse back,
so you tortured many more,
so as i sit here on the floor,
i beg you please,to stop the cruelty,
and to show your inner beauty,
but i doub't this will be the case,
so i shall leave without a trace................

HEARTACHE
theres no cure,
it doesn't go away,
if its true and hits your heart,
its with you for eternity,
you don't get over it,
you take it with you,
you cry because of it,
your heart hardens,
and you lose your faith in love,
if this all happens to you remember.........
how ever bad the pain is,
theirs someone for everyone,
just hope and believe,
and when you find it.........hold on to it

TERRIFIED
i can hardly breath,
theres nowhere to run,
noone to turn to,
its behind me,
smothering me,
pulling me down,
all i can sence is the fear,
it can't be much longer,
intill it catches and kills me,
at least then i can stop running,

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i doubt you mwill ever read this,
i know how much you don't care,
so why even waste your time,
on the sparks that were never there?
so burn this note like all the others
leave me here to cry
but be different to me compared to them,
atleast tell me goodbye,
so leave me and everyone else
that cared for you before,
and know that your not welcome here,
once you walk out that door,

A POEM

i can't find the words,
to tell you how i feel,
as i try to write you a poem,
i just can't seem to think straight,
i want to tell you the truth,
but the words are stuck in my mind,
unable to escape out my mouth,
i doubt you would even listen,
if i told you anyway,
so i'll keep my thoughts
and you keep yours
and we'll both keep living the lie
because neither of us want to listen

IT'S KILLING ME

thepain within is growing strong
and i can't seem to stand it
it hurts me so but its not my fault
i didn't want or plan it
i hate it its killing me
i grow weaker every day
i wish i knew why it picked my
am i being made to pay
for a crim i've not commited
i'm innocent can't it see
that i've done nothing wrong
but still its killing me

GOODBYE
the leaves are turning golden
and soon they will all fall
then i must be departing
but know i love you all
its not my fault i'm leaving
and i care for you so much
but i'll be gone forever
and i can't keep in touch
so as i leave i'll tell you
i hate to go away
i wish i didn't have to go
but there really is no way
that i can stay here with you
the leaves fall on the ground
so shut the door behind you
i wish i could stick around