why doth not the angel of death visit my door, i wish to be free of my soul, my pain, my anger, my sorrow! RELEASE ME FROM MY SHELL OF FLESH, TAKE ME NOW UNTO THE BLISS THAT IS OBLIVION!!! i am darkness i am alone i am the one noone loves and yet i am the one for whom all care!! I wish no attention i wish to be in absolute nothingness! CAN SOMEONE END MY SORROW THAT IS MY PAIN AND UNITE ME WITH MY LOVE, without her i am nothing and when she is near i feel everything, happiness that she cares for me, anger that i cannot be there, fear that she will leave me, sorrow that i cant hear her sweet voice! perhaps we shall be together one day in this life or the next! *whispers* (just make my suffering end) *cries* (i only wish to feel nothing and everything i wish to be with her yet i am afraid to see her) (...just make it all stop...) *fades away* *echoes* (it all shall end soon...that i promise my self)

Georgina you are my hope my life and i only hope that one day we can finally cross that accursed ocean and be together and grow old. never forget that ill always love you

for my G

my love for you is like a power
it gives me strength
to make it throught the next hour
for without you my world is blank

my love for you is like a prayer
i no longer focus on my pain
it has delivered me from despair
i no longer cry in the rain

my love for you is like a curse
you are all i think about
you are my world my universe
and you chase out my doubt

i'll love you forever and always
for the rest of time
at least the rest of my days
and im happy i can call you mine

-your Ace

i am alone and heartless today, as with all days. finals are approaching fast and every body sinks into their normal attitude of dispising the ground i walk on because i am a lazy kid who doesnt give a fuck about school yet i ace every goddamn test. why is it that i am bestowed with this curse, please help me find my center peace and give me a reason to want to live through the rest of my destined life.