im still trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me cuz i have almost drivin some very close to my heart to kill herself i feel like im the one who should be tryin to kill them selfs not her she doesnt deserve that like last nite i was almost walkin in the middle of the road cuz i wanted to get hit thats how bad i felt about hurtin that person and so i ask my self y am i like this y am i like my god damn father i dont want to be like him so y ask what the fuck is wrong with me that i could hurt the person that i didnt want to hurt my im such an asswhole and i fucking hate myself and probably will never like my self again i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself