the shadows that are haunting me
are deep with in my soul
forever they are trying to take hold
and nothing i can do
and nothing i can say
will ever stop the hurting
will ever make them go away
the twist and writh
and pain me so
i cry at night and wonder
if i'll ever be truely whole
but always are the shadows eating at my soul
they never go away
and i doubt they ever will
you might think i'm crazy
you might think i'm mad
but forever they are calling me
to enter the abyss
and everydays a struggle
trying to resist