people suck.
i swear i'm going to go nuts if i have to deal with anymore shit today, and working 40 hours a week blows,
and to everyone that still calls themself my friends here.
sorry for dissapearing. i had some issues to take care of.

i'm not human
but i'm not evil
why can't you just understand that?
just because i have powers
doesn't mean i will use them poorly
yet in your fantisies
you dream to be like me
you yearn for my strenth
but could you ever cope with the responsiblity
your strenth of will has to more than double
could you handel the demons
the voices
the endless torment
could you, yourself refrane for going power mad?
could you ever comphrend what it's like to have your enemy drain the life out of your body
or
to know your destiny is to save people like you
to save the world.

the shadows that are haunting me
are deep with in my soul
forever they are trying to take hold
and nothing i can do
and nothing i can say
will ever stop the hurting
will ever make them go away
the twist and writh
and pain me so
i cry at night and wonder
if i'll ever be truely whole
but always are the shadows eating at my soul
they never go away
and i doubt they ever will
you might think i'm crazy
you might think i'm mad
but forever they are calling me
to enter the abyss
and everydays a struggle
trying to resist