I had a hold.
I was happy, content and in control of life
What happened? It all came crashing down when I least expecting it.
Today was fucking hard.
But I'm okay.
 

You know what? I'm so happy!!! Theres no particular reason why but all I know is its such a great emotion and im never guna let go of it! Yay!! So hyper, happy and smiley! WEEE! XD And if theres one thing i truly hope for its that all my friends and other people feeling down find that confidence to smile and feel happy 2 be just the way they are, I love you all so much! (maybe not the people ive never met but yeah lol)

NO, No, no.. I said I was optimistic!! I am. REALLY I am.

When you think you've found what you want, it slips away.

Right now, in my life, not a lot is happening. It
 seems quite empty and blank. This doesnt have to be a
 negative thing, its just a fact. I can't quite decide how
 I feel about anything or anybody. Its a strange sensation
 and i dunno the answers?

Could we please last one day without picking both our
 own faults and those of other people?? It really isnt
 that hard..

Another absolutely FANTASTIQUE weekend! I loved every minute of it.. on saturday I was in Felton with Caz, Sarah and Emma and that was awesome.. I even won a mini keyboard on a tombola lol! We were drawing faces on the big purple baloons lol, FUN! And we kept chucking them outta the window but they always seemed to land on Sarah's mum's head hehe! Sarah's sisters friend's CANT SING! Argh! They sound like a cats which hav just been stood on lol. NOT GOOD! Anyways.. on sunday I went to T in the Park in Scotland.. it totally kicked ass! I loved it! I saw so many gr8 bands but Green Day, Travis and Kaiser Cheifs were some of the best! :D Woo! Why does it have to be over!! And school AGAIN.. grr.. oh well only 1 more week left...YESH! :P

I thought I'd write a happyful diary entry! I've had a mint weekend with loads of amazing people! I was with: Adam, Sarah, Chris T, Chris W, Zoe and Jamie. Thanks u lot 4 sum good times! I wont 4get them.. not that we actually did anything.. lol. Kinda just wondered around Wooler. Hmm.. magical. Woolerians rock! And Sarah! lol. Love yas xx

Heyho!! Im so sick of bloody coursework! Its driving me around the bend! But luckily its nearly half-term!! Phew!

I photo-copied my hands today lol! I was only supposed to see if my scanner was working but instead I pressed the print button and a A4 sheet with my hands was printed lol! Haha.. was fun! Then I was telling Martin about it and I've agreed to give it to him.. signed woo!! I should start selling them out to people lol! He's giving me one of his hands too, also signed lol! So haha :P

Yay! Anuva 1 of my friends got one of these!!

Message sent to Moon Flower. Elftown loves you and wants to hug you! (Unless this message was an insult or a chain message.) May you have a wonderful night!

Love you Georgie! Missin u loads!

Its not just Elftown that loves her!!

Message sent to .Sweet.Cyanide. Elftown loves you and wants to hug you! (Unless this message was an insult or a chain message.) May you have a wonderful night!

Not done a lot today! Got up really late as usual and then went into Alnwick to see Em! We got out the film, 'Alfie' it was pretty crap! Basically its about a womaniser who realises its not such a good idea after all! The end!

Today...today...today..what have I done today? Was it a good day? Well..today I went to school and it was an ok day. Tiring, boring, educational (lol) and predictable, to name a few words. Ok that makes it sound like a bad day..ah well in some ways it was! Ok, can any1 tell I'm bored lol?? TALK TO ME!

online. tryin 2 suss out elftown a bit more. discovering new things 2 do on the site. v bord bcuz no 1 is on messenger. or eldtown 4 dat matta! tata