Yup, you guessed it.. Another one.

LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Deidre Jones
-- Nickname(s): Deidwa, Deids, Ducky, Deeder (garr, Lani... >.<), Dee Dee, D-Chan (from [Akiame]), Hiro (from my friend Tomo (a.k.a. Alysha)) and some that only Jakey can call me. ^^
-- Birth date: August 29th, 1989
-- Birthplace: Medford, Oregon
-- Current location: Eugene, Oregon
-- Eye color: A pwettymous and sexyful blue
-- Hair color: Brown with blonde streaks/highlights
-- Height: 5'3" *Cries* I'm so damned short...
-- Righty or lefty: I wish I were ambidextrous, but I'm right handed (unless I play tennis, then it doesn't matter, but I haven't played in forever)


LAYER TWO
-- Your heritage: Cherokee Indian/Irish/African American/German
-- Your weakness: Having an insatiable need to help others and putting them before myself
-- Your fears: Being alone, being hated
-- Your perfect pizza: Pepperoni and olive with extra cheese... *drools*
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: Hmm... the only thing I can think of right now that I'd like to do in life is to be a mother... A good mother.


LAYER THREE
-- Your most overused phrase: Oh, shut up./What the hell?!
-- Your thoughts first waking up: Sooo damn tired...
-- Your best physical feature: Hmm.. I think either my eyes or just the shape of my figure in general. I might be big, but at least I'm proportional, damn it.
-- Your bedtime: Weekdays, 11:45, weekends, whenever the hell I want. ^^
-- Your most missed memory: I don't really know... I miss some of my friends and my boyfriend (of course), but I dunno about "memories"... *Shrugs*


LAYER FOUR
-- Soda: Cherry Coke
-- Fast food joint: Hmm... I miss In-N-Out Burgers. We don't have those here, but I miss them SO much! *Cries*
-- Single or group dates: Hmm.. I dunno... *grumbles* I've never actually had the chance to be on a date before... >.<
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Iced Tea (but then, that could just be because that's all my mom ever bought)
-- Chocolate or vanilla: *Squeals* CHOCOLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATE! ^___^
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Hmm.. Coffee for me. ^^ Not black though, blech..


LAYER FIVE
-- Smoke: Eww... Did once (experimental thing), never will again. c(< ) Bleh.
-- Cuss: Yerr... guilty.
-- Sing: Hehe, mainly in the shower. :P
-- Take a shower every day: No, I'll admit it. I'm a dirty girl sometimes... *Laughs*
-- Have a crush(es): Yeah, but don't tell Jakey I have a crush on him! It's a secret! ^^
-- Do you think you've been in love: Bwah?! That's a stupid question, of course I am!
-- Want to go to college: Yup, then after college, I can marry my Jakey. *Happy sigh*
-- Like high school: Ehh.. meh.
-- Want to get married: Uhh... didn't I just say that? :P In any case, yes, I do.
-- Believe in yourself: *Smiles and nods*
-- Get motion sickness: I can get nauseous sometimes, but I've never gotten sick.
-- Think you're attractive: Ha! What a silly thing to ask! Haven't you seen me? I'm the queen of sexyness, and if you're gonna' bow to me, get in line! ^_~
-- Think you're a health freak: Bahahahahaha! That's funny! Not in the least.
-- Get along with your parents: Err... yeah, kinda' sorta.
-- Like thunderstorms: Like? No. Love.
-- Play an instrument: I wish.


LAYER SIX
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: Yeah, tonight I tried a little bit of a margarita. >.< Bleh.
-- Smoked: Nope.
-- Done a drug: Agh! Gods, no!
-- Had sex: Nope, still a virgin.
-- Made out: Maybe, maybe not. :P
-- Gone on a date: Mer... No...
-- Gone to the mall: I don't think I have... But then, you can't trust my memory.
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: I don't think I've ever eaten a whole box of Oreo's.
-- Eaten sushi: Never tried it... not too big a fan of raw fish.
-- Been on stage: Egad, no. >.<
-- Gone skating: Nope, lazy and no skates.
-- Made homemade cookies: Nope, but it would be pretty cool if I could.
--Gone skinny-dipping: *Laughs* I'm far too modest.
-- Dyed your hair: No... I cut it though (or rather, my grandma did.... >.<)
-- Stolen anything: Not that I know of, unless I'm a sleepwalking kleptomaniac.


LAYER SEVEN
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: *Blush* No, but it'd be fun if played with the right person... *cough*Jakey*cough*
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: I might've, I dunno.
-- Been caught doing something: Yeah... :P
-- Been called a tease: Hmm.. I don't think I have. I could be wrong though.
-- Gotten beaten up: Mer... we won't go there.
-- Shoplifted: Ehehe... uh... no? *Spotlights surround me* What?! No! 7Eleven will never catch me alvive!
-- Changed who you were to fit in: Mer... Guilty...


LAYER EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: Hopefully around 22 or 23 (that's about the age I should be getting out of college).
-- Numbers and names of children: One boy and one girl, but we haven't thought up names yet.
-- Describe your dream wedding: Oh, gosh, I dunno... As long as I'm marrying Jake, it doesn't matter. ^^
-- How do you want to die: In my sleep, naturally. I don't want to suffer.
-- Where do you want to go to college: Just about whereever that'll accept me.
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: I don't know. Possibly a writer, maybe a child psychologist... ^^ Psychology always fascinated me.
-- What country would you most like to visit: Either Germany or Egypt.


LAYER NINE
In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color: Green
-- Best hair color: Brown
-- Short or long hair: Long. ^^ I looooooooooove long hair on a man, more accurately, MY man. ^_~
-- Height: Taller than me (by how much, I dun care, just as long as Jake never grows to be, like, 10 feet tall).
-- Best weight: Who cares?
-- Best articles of clothing: Hmm... whatever brings out his eyes. ^^ I love his eyes...
-- Best first date location: Anywhere and everywhere, as long as they're there.
-- Best first kiss location: Again, anywhere and everywhere.


LAYER TEN
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: Zero!!! ^^ *is proud of self*
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: At least two.
-- Number of CDs that I own: Too many (but not nearly as many as Jake)
-- Number of piercing: None (my ear piercings healed up >.< Garr..)
-- Number of tattoos: *Whines* Zero...
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: School or city newspaper?
-- Number of scars on my body: Hmm.. good question. I dunno, I did a lot of stupid shi- stuff that got me scars. I.E., sticking my hand in a fan that was set on "High" when I was 5.
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: Lots of things, too many to count. But that isn't a bad thing, because, in my opinion, if you live without regret, you never really experience things.

Bored... more of those lame-o list thingies.

What are you listening to?: The Used, "In Love and Death"
What are you watching?: Erm.. the monitor?
What time is it?: 5:15 PM, PT
What are you wearing?: Black tank top, blue jeans, white bra, underwear (you don't need to picture that :P) and no socks or shoes. Barefoot, bwaha!
Wanna cyber?: Ohh, yeha.. ohh, mmmm, babby, ohh, I whant u 2.... Get the fuck away from me, you sick perverted pedophile.
Hey baby, nice shoes...: Yeah? Well, your crotch can meet them if you really wanna push it.
What're you drinking?: Nothing at the present time.
Eating?: Spree candy. ^^ >.O Sour...
Got both hands on the keyboard?: Yeah, and that's where they'll stay.
You sure bout that?: You sick bastard, you really want to lose vital organs, don't you?
Who are you talkin’ to?: Not really talking to anyone, but I am singing.
What other windows do you have open? None. Simply Elftown, for it has consumed my home life. >.<
How bored are you?: Very. Care to be a victim of torture for the cure?
If you could be anywhere, where would you be?: Hmm... Probably anywhere that Jake was. ^^
Who would you be with?: Uhm, did I not just say Jake?
What would you be doing?: Oh.. nothing...illegal. *Winks*

*Sigh* I've seen better days...

Bliss
By: [Raziel Ahnara]

I love spending hours alone
Just knowing you're here to please, and be my man
Hearing your breath escape your lips
It's all total bliss

Whether it's on the computer, on the phone
You bring a smile like no one else can
All my worries rush away at the lightest brush of your fingertips
It's all total bliss

Thoughts of you bring me to the brink
You fulfill my desires with a simple smile
Heaven is revealed in only one of your kisses
It's all total bliss

Such euphoria, I can't even think
You've only been holding me a little while
Help me discover what I've been missin'
It'll never get better than this

4/2/05

Let It Bleed

Sound Effects and Overdramatics

Lay it Down

Jakey madesh!  ^_^ I wuvvles!

Yesterday's Feelings

~STUPID QUESTIONS~
[Spell your first name backwards]: erdieD
[The story behind your Elftown name]- Raziel Ahnara came from a modern day fantasy story of twin elf siblings. Raziel (the male) and Ahnara (the female) were brother and sister, but I liked their names, so I decided to make it my name. ^^
[Where do you live?]: Oregon
{DESCRIBE YOUR}
[Wallet]: It's a plain one. I wrote on it in silver marker, though...
[Jewellery you wear daily]: Um... none.
[Pillow cover]: Leopard print
[Coffee cup]: Dutch Bros.
[CD in stereo right now]: The Used "In Love and Death"
[What are you are wearing now]: My purple pajamas with a hood on the shirt plus little star on the bottom. And on my pants, there's a little horeshoe, and around it, it says "Lucky to have me". ^^
[In my mouth]: Er.. air? My tongue? What's the correct answer?! I was on the moon! With Steve!
[In my head]: A brain...?
[Eating]: Nothing
[Some of your favourite movies]: Hmm.. Rocky Horror Picture Show, Robin Hood: Men in Tights, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, etc.
[Something you're looking forward to]: Summer... Disney World and a visit to Jakey. ^_^ Yay!
[The last thing you ate]: Jambalya (dinner)
[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]: Being alone and helpless.
[Do you like candles?] Depends on whether or not they're scented, and if they are, it also depends on what scent.
[Do you believe in a thing called love]: I believe in a thing called love, just listen to the rhythm of my heart, there's a chance we can make it now, we'll be rockin' till the sun goes down, I believe in a thing called looooooooooooooooove, ooooooooooooooooooh... Does that answer your question?
[Do you believe in soul mates?]: Hmm... Let's see... A little more than a year ago, I met the one person that turned my whole life around for the better, and we are a perfect match. What does that tell you?
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: But of course. ^^
[Do you believe in forgiveness]: "Forgiveness is the key to our unhappiness." - Affirmation, Savage Garden
[If you could have any animal for a pet]: Hmm... Either a crow, a snake, or another kitty (or two ^_~)
[What are 2 places you wouldn't mind relocating to?]: California (more accurately, whereever Jakey is), aaaaaaaaaaaaannnd... Germany. ^_^
[one of your favorite pig out foods?]: Pepperoni Pizza!!!
[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]: Oh god, yes. I haven't seen my Jakey-bear in 2 and a half months... *sniff*
{In the last 24 hours, have you:}
[Cried:] Almost, but no.
[Gotten sick:] I think I might be sick now. >.<
[Sang:] A little, yeah.
[Eaten:] A little more than 2 hours ago. ^^
[Felt stupid:] Always, er.. I mean.... Uh.. Next question.
[Hugged someone:] Tee hee! Yup. Hugging and poking people ish fun. ^^ I poked my mom earlier, and it made her squirm. It was funny.
[Met someone new]: I met someone new yesterday. His name's Chris. We played a couple games of Shaft, and he beat me. >.< Garr on his luck.
[Talked to an ex]: Ex? What is this ex you speak of?
[Talked to someone you have a crush on]: Yup. Jakey. But shhhh! He doesn't know! ^_~
[Fought with your parents:] Just an hour or so ago... >.<
[Dreamed about someone you can't be with:] No. Unless you mean in a physical sense. Then yeah, all the time. *Sniff* I miss my Jakey!
[Are you center of attention or the wallflower:] I'm no social butterfly, but I'm no hermit, either.
[What type of automobile do you drive]: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Oh, you were serious?
[Would u rather be with friends or on a date:] Hmm... Well, if it's a date with Jakey, then the date. If it's not, then my friends.
[Do you attend church:] Not really. I used to.
[Do you like being around people:] My friends and my loverly Jakey. ^^
[Who have you known the longest:] Uh... *shrugs* Jakey?
[who do you argue the most with:] My mom.
[Who do you always get along with:] Jakey. ^_^
[Who has the coolest sibling(s):] No one, I think. Everyone has a pain in the ass sib.
[Who is the smartest:] Einstein?
[Who is your Hero:] Kirby!!!!!! Dun dun dun duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun!!!

Lookielookielookielookielookielookielookie!

Look at what [Morrigon] maded for mees and Jakey!



I LOVE IT, HON! THANK YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH!

Jakey sent this to you at about 12:30 last night! ^_________^

"If you kissed my cheek once,
I'd return it times four.
If you asked of me why
I'd give you one more.
If you smiled and blushed
A pretty bright red,
I'd kiss not your cheek,
But your cute smile instead.
If you said not a word
I'd say one of two
Would you think
Me too silly
If I said
'I love you'?"

ISN'T HE ADORABLE?! ^________^ *Huggles Jakey*

God, you're selfish...