[Raziel Ahnara]'s diary

574844 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-05-15
Written: (7132 days ago)

Sense of Humour

The Tension and the Spark
Darren Hayes

You will like my sense of humor
You will be addicted to my smile
Laughing all the while
And I will end each conversation
I will leave the room with upper hand
And you will understand

You will find my scent attractive
You will like my real, engaging eyes
And playful, childlike smile
You will find my style appealing
I will overpower you with wits
And I will be a hit

If only you'd run to me
If only you'd come to me
If only you'd relax upon your rules
And dare to be love's fool
If only you'd come for me
If only you'd run to me
If only you'd relax upon those rules
And dare to be love's fool

Waking up from a coma (tossing, turning)
Sweat has covered my body (my mouth felt dry)
My life flashing before me (nothing much to say)
Still it was so boring (did you hear me sing?)
Only I could adore you (the wind through the trees)
Silently barking orders (rushing up to me)
This is only beginning (don't anger the sea)
Oh, the wave's crashing higher and higher on me

Crash, crash, crash, crash

If only you'd relax upon your rules
And dare to be love's fool
If only you'd run to me
All the blinking lights, noise of eternity (if only you'd come to me)
All the sentences swirling inside of me (you will like my sense of humor)
Inside of me (and dare to be love's fool)
(If only you'd come to me)
I have censored my eyes, I get drawn through my ears (if only you'd run to me)
Redirected desire now
It comes out as tears (you will like my sense of humor)
You know, it comes out as tears (and dare to be love's fool)

You will like my sense of humor
You will like my sense of humor

Ego

The Tension and the Spark
Darren Hayes

I have been contemplating letting go
Of you ego
Thought I’d let you know
You’re getting old

It was so irritating saving face
When I fell from grace
I thought you would erase
Without a trace
But you stayed
But you remained
But you
It’s always about you

I have been quietly edging away
To keep the flames at bay
Make this puppy stay
To limit my use of
Personal pronouns are the death of me
See I just said 'me'
You’re an endless sea of vanity
It’s all for you babe
For you babe
For you
It’s always about you

I have been silently taking offence
And at great expense
As my feelings dent
I’m lickin' my scratches
It serves no purpose, doesn’t gratify
And you’re dissatisfied
And though you’re belly's full
There’s always more room for you babe
For you babe
For you
It’s always about you

573986 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2005-05-13
Written: (7134 days ago)

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The most awesomerest word/name I've ever come up with!!!

SMOOFLE!

571754 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-05-10
Written: (7137 days ago)

Lookie! Lookie at this special cool awesome link!
http://quiz.ravenblack.net/blood.pl?biter=Raziel+Ahnara

566803 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-05-02
Written: (7145 days ago)

Emerenemeh

Translation: I miss you

*Eh-mere-eh-nem-eh

565249 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2005-04-30
Written: (7147 days ago)

Blow Away

Staind

Live in my head for just one day
I see myself and look away
The road is showing now on my face
Soon I'll disappear with
I'll disappear without a fucking trace

Faces that I've seen turn old and grey
I've lost too many friends along the way
Memories I never thought would fade
They fade and blow away

I wish that I could disappear
Unzip my skin and leave it here
So I could be no one again
And never let nobody,
I'd let nobody
I'd let nobody in

Faces that I've seen turn old and grey
I've lost too many friends along the way
Memories I never thought would fade
They fade and blow away

So now the walls are closing in
Because in life you sink or swim
Sometimes these shoes don't feel right in my head
Feel like a book that can't be,
A book that can't be,
A book that can't be read

Faces that I've seen turn old and grey
I've lost too many friends along the way
Memories I never thought would fade
They fade and blow away

564851 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2005-04-29
Written: (7148 days ago)

Realization of the Moment:

Mood is Doom backwards (and vice versa).

564845 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2005-04-29
Written: (7148 days ago)

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One of the best quotes ever...

"Everyone is entitled to stupidity, but you're abusing the privilege."

561715 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-04-26
Written: (7151 days ago)

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That's just mean. My mother and my boyfriend are ganging up on me. There's just something wrong with that alliance. >.<

560638 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-04-24
Written: (7152 days ago)

Spin

Darren Hayes

Governments elected nobody votes
Politically correct isn't that a joke?
We censor music then give children guns
On CNN
Still fightin' to death over Jerusalem
Four letter disease still makes us run
Can't comprehend that you can die from
Love

Can I start things over
And change your mind?
Can I sing a melody
Press rewind
Can I move your feet make your heart skip a beat
Can a simple tune flow through you?

When the music feels like this
When you lose control you gotta go with it
Ten feet high
Flyin' above the sky
Your problems don't exist
When music feels like this

No money left in Africa
Starvin' to death
In Bosnia we close our eyes and hide a nation cries
And In the West
TV Possessed and weight obsessed
The media dissects, infects
We think real life is reality TV

Can I have your attention
And press rewind
When the DJ spins
Will it change your mind?
Can I move your feet
Make your heart skip a beat
Can a piece of me
Flow through you?

When the music feels like this
When you lose control you gotta go with it
Ten feet high
Flying above the sky
Your problems don't exist
When music feels like this

When the music feels like this
DJ take control and grab a hold of me
Spin that wheel
Tell me how to feel
I like the shape I'm in
When music feels like this

Bringin' the beat back
Stompin' the floor
Dancin' like a booty never bounced before
Poppin' to the back beat
Up on the one
Smack Jack
Freakin' now you're overcome

When the music feels like this
When you lose control you gotta go with it
Ten feet high
Flying above the sky
Your problems don't exist
When music feels like this

When the music feels like this
DJ take control and grab a hold of me
Spin that wheel
Tell me how to feel
I like the shape I'm in
When music feels like this

Let the music in
Let the DJ spin
Let the music in
'Coz the music should feel like this
Feel the music

556040 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-04-19
Written: (7158 days ago)

Falling in Love (Is Hard on the Knees)

Aerosmith

You're so bad, you're so bad, you're so
You're so bad, you're so bad

You think you're in love
Like it's a real sure thing
But every time you fall
You get your ass in a sling
You used to be strong
But now it's ooh baby please
'Cause falling in love is so hard on the knees

We was making love when you told me that you loved me
I thought ol' cupid he was taking aim
I was believer when you told me that you loved me
And then you called me someone elses name

There ain't gonna be no more beggin' you please
You know what I want
And it ain't one of these
You're bad to the bone
And your girlfriend agrees
That falling in love is so hard on the knees

You're so bad you're so bad you're so bad
You're so bad you're so bad

Chip off the old block
Man you're so much like your sister
My fantasize it must be out of luck
My old labido has been blowing a transistor
I feel like I have been hit by a fuck

Yeah

I'm Jonesin' on love
Yeah I got the DT's
You say that we will but there ain't no guarentees
I'm major in love
But in all minor keys
'Cause falling in love is so hard on the knees

What are you looking for
It's got to be hard core
Must be some kind of nouveau riche

Is this your only chance
Or some hypnotic trance
Let's get you on a tighter leash

Own it, own it, own it!

You're so bad you're so bad you're so bad
You're so bad you're so bad

You Ain't that good
Is what you said down to the letter
But you like the way I hold the microphone
Sometimes I'm good but when I'm bad
I'm even better
Don't give me no lip
I've got enough of my own

There ain't gonna be no more beggin' you please
You know what I want
And it ain't one of these
You're bad to the bone and your girlfriend agrees
That falling in love is so hard on the knees

I'm Jonesin' on love
Yeah I got the DT's
You say that we will yeah
But there ain't no gurantees
I'm major in love
But in all minor keys
'Cause falling in love is so hard on the knees

Things in bold are my favorite lines. ^_~

555587 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-04-19
Written: (7158 days ago)

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Hopefully, the page'll work...

http://www.electric-manga.com/Error/error.html

555195 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-04-18
Written: (7159 days ago)

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Hmm... to change the house again... or not to change the house again... THAT is the question.......... *dramatic pose*

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