[Raziel Ahnara]'s diary

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Written about Sunday 2005-06-19
Written: (7096 days ago)

Feel Good Inc

Gorillaz

Hahahahahahahahahahahaha!

Feel good, sh-shake it, shake it. (8x)

Cities breaking down on a camel's back.
They just have to go 'cos they don’t know wack.
So all ya fill the streets it's appealing to see.
You wont get undercounted, 'cos you're damned and free.
You've got a new horizon. It's ephemeral style.
In a melancholy town where we never smile.
And all I wanna hear is the message beep.
My dreams, they got a kissin` cause I don’t get sleep, no.

(BEEP)

Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Turn forever hand in hand.
Take it all in on your stride.
It is sinking, falling down.
Love forever love is free.
Let's turn forever you and me.
Windmill, windmill for the land.
Is everybody in?

Laughing gas, these hazmats, fast cats,
Lining them up like ass cracks,
Lay these ponies at the track,
It's my chocolate attack.
Shoot, I'm stepping in hotter this year.
Care bear reppin' it's harder this year.
Watch me as I gravitate,
Hahahahahaha.
We're going to ghost town,
This motown,
With your sound in the blink,
Going bite the dust,
Can’t fight with us,
With your sound you kill the INC.
So, dont stop, get it, get it
Until you're cheddar heavy,
And watch the way I navigate,
Hahahahahahahaha.

Sh-shake it, shake it, Feel good. (4x)

Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Turn forever hand in hand.
Take it all in on your stride.
It is sinking, falling down.
Love forever love is free.
Let's turn forever you and me.
Windmill, windmill for the land.
Is everybody in?

Dont stop, get it, get it,
We are your captains in it (feel good),
Steady,
Watch me navigate,
Ahahahahahhaa (feel good). (2x)

Sh-shake it, shake it, Feel good. (4x)

Ahahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaa...
599309  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-06-15
Written: (7100 days ago)

Last day!

Final exams went as follows (for the week):

Spanish ~ Oral Final (Monday): Did okay. Not as bad as expected. 255/300 possible points (B+).

Spanish ~Vocabulary Final (Wednesday): Wonderful. Missed maybe three or four. Expect an A. Anything less will be a disappointment.

Science ~ Biology Final (Wednesday): Pretty well, missed a few, but did fine overall. Expect at least a B.


Whew! End of the year rocks! ^_^ And I brought a pair of pants to school for people to sign... Couldn't find a white shirt. ^^;

This doesn't mean I'm wearing the pants as they're being signed. And yes, I'm wearing clothing, worry not. I be wearing a tanky top (it's a new development :P) and skirt. ^^ It would be bad to wear the pants as they're being signed, because my friends (*coughK-Sancough*) have a strange sense of humor, and might attempt to sign the rear or the crotch of the pants while I would be wearing them. Shame shame, no? :P

Anywho, happy me! Summer is here! ^__________^

Maybe when it's not that time of the month, I'll celebrate properly. Right now, sleep sounds REALLY good. I'll do that when I get home, I think. ^^

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Written about Monday 2005-06-13
Written: (7102 days ago)

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Commandment the First ~~ Thou wilst not fucketh with me when in one of mine "moods".

Commandment the Second ~~ Thou wilst not pester mine friends, or thou shalt suffereth mine torture.

Commandment the Third ~~ Thou wilst burn in hell before thee attempteth to annoy mine significant other.

Commandment the Fourth ~~ Thou wilst beith nice to me, or I shalt returneth thine rude behavior.

Commandment the Fifth ~~ Thou wilst not pester me with rude comments regarding mine appearance.

Commandment the Sixth ~~ Thou wilst not pester me with rude comments regarding mine affirmations.

Commandment the Seventh ~~ Thou wilst become a eunuch before thee pestereth mine comrades (whom beith involved).

Commandment the Eighth ~~ Should thou sendeth me a message, beith sure it contains correct grammar.

Commandment the Ninth ~~ Thou wilst respecteth mine thoughts and feelings (and thou wilst haveth mine respect of thee's thoughts and feelings in return).

Commandment the Tenth ~~ Thou wilst abide by thine Elftown rule: Beith not an asshole.


Idea borrowed from [Akiame]. But she's being pretty awesome, so I won't be hurt (too much). Go see her wiki:
Kate's Campaign of Terror
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Written about Saturday 2005-06-11
Written: (7105 days ago)

You Gotta' Be

Des'ree

Listen as your day unfolds,
Challenge what the future holds
Try to keep your head up to the sky
Lovers they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
Stand up and be counted,
Don't be shamed to cry
You gotta be..

You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold,
You gotta be wiser
You gotta be hard, you gotta be tough,
You gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm,
You gotta stick together.
All I know, all I know
Love will save the day

Herald what your mother said
Read the books your father read
Try to solve the puzzle
In your own sweet time
Some may have more cash than you
Others take a different view
My oh my, hey hey hey

You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold,
You gotta be wiser
You gotta be hard, you gotta be tough,
You gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm,
You gotta stick together.
All I know, all I know
Love will save the day

Time asks no questions, it goes on without you
Leaving you behind if you can't stand the pace
The world keeps on spinning, can't stop it if you tried to
The best part is danger staring you in the face

Remember
Listen as your day unfolds,
Challenge what the future holds
Try to keep your head up to the sky
Lovers they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
My, oh my....

You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold,
You gotta be wiser
You gotta be hard, you gotta be tough,
You gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm,
You gotta stick together.
All I know, all I know
Love will save the day

You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold,
You gotta be wiser
You gotta be hard, you gotta be tough,
You gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm,
You gotta stick together.
All I know, all I know
Love will save the day

Got to be bold. Got to be bad
Got to be wise. Not ever sad
Got to be hard. Not too, too hard
All I know is, love will save the day

You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold,
You gotta be wiser
You gotta be hard, you gotta be tough,
You gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm,
You gotta stick together.
All I know, all I know...
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Written about Wednesday 2005-06-08
Written: (7107 days ago)
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"A Lie So True"


One dark day in the middle of the night,
Two dead boys got up to fight.
Back to back they faced each other,
Drew their swords, and shot each other.
A deaf policeman heard the noise,
Ran over and shot those two dead boys.
If you don't believe this lie is true,
Ask the blind man, he saw it too!
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Written about Tuesday 2005-06-07
Written: (7108 days ago)

1. What is your full name? Deidre Christine Jones, which, if you take the meanings of my name, they mean Welsh (Jones) melancholy (Deidre) follower of Christ (Christine). W00t? o.O
2. What colour pants are you wearing? Blue... But you can't see 'em! I've got a sarong on, too. ^_^
3. What are you listening to right now? Person on the phone...?
4. What are the last 4 digits in your phone number? Numbers.
5. What was the last thing you ate? Hmm.. two ice cream bars (one last night for dessert and one this morning.. cos I FELT LIKE IT! HA! ^^)
6. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? Hmm.. brobably a really pretty (but bright) blue. ^^
7. How is the weather right now? Dunno, I'm not outside.
8. Last person you instant messaged? Uhm... either Erin or Jake. o.O I dun really remember.
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? That they're not a girl...?
10. Do you like the person who sent this to you? I dunno. They never sent it to me. ^_~
11. How are you today? I'm alright. Kinda' bored, but alright nonetheless. Thanks for asking. ^^
12. Favourite drink? CHERRY COKE!!!! *Drools just thinking about it*
13. Who do you have a crush on? Well, you have to promise you won't tell him! <.< ... >.> ... o.o ... ^.^ *Whispers* He's [Ironballs "the Preposterous One"]! But shhh! It's our little secret. ^^
15. Hair colour? Choose one: I'm naturally a brunette, but I was born with blondish hair (that eventually became brown), I have blonde highlights, and if I'm out in the sun a lot, it turns a reddish color. So.. I don't really know.
16. Do you wear contacts? Nope. Even if I wore glasses, I wouldn't wear contacts... I can't touch my eyes. It scares me. Hell, I have problems with mascara and eye shadow, eyeliner... we won't even GO there... *Shudder*
17. Siblings and their ages? One pain in my a- I mean... One sister, age 10.
18. What are/is their full name? Jacqueline Lorraine Jones (Part of me wishes I had her middle name... It's so pretty! ;_;)
19. Favourite month? Hmm.. I can't decide between August and December. August because it's summer (and my birth month), and December because it's JAKE's birth month... and it's.. can you guess?! WINTER! Hey.. alright... o.O
20. Favourite food? Just about any Mexican food. ^^
21. Last movie you watched? Conspiracy Theory with Mel Gibson and Julia Roberts
22. Favourite day of the year? Hmm... I dunno. o.O I suppose I'd have to say December 25th... I'm greedy and I like presents. ^^; 
23. Are you too shy to ask someone out? Maybe... *Hides* ...Meep!
24. Do you like scary movies or happy ending movies better? I'm a sucker for romance and happy endings... ^^; I blame Jake for that though.
25. Summer or winter? Oh, hey, that's not fair.. Those're my favorite seasons! >.< But autumn is the prettiest one in my opinion... ^^ I guess I'd have to say winter. I tend to appreciate the cold weather more than the warm. Because in summer, you can only take off so much. :P
26. Relationships or one night stands? Gah! Relationships, of course! Honestly... What kind of person do you think I am?
27. Chocolate or vanilla? O_________O Chocolate.............. *Drools until an ocean of saliva appears*
28. Do you want your friends to write back? If I send them something, generally the polite thing to do is to respond, of course, I can't always expect that since I don't do it myself sometimes... (non) <--- Kirby looking up and whistling "nonchalantly"
29 Who is most likely to respond? Whoever has the time, I suppose.
30. Who is least likely to respond? Whoever doesn't have the time.. or jerks. :P Kidding.
31. Living conditions? Hang on, lemme check if I'm still breathing... Yep. I'm living.
32. What books are you reading? I'm not at the present time. *Gasp* It must be the end of the world! NO BOOK?! NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!
33. What's on your mouse pad? Uh.. plastic wrap, because it's still at the store. Uh.. 'cos I don't actually own one.
34. Favourite card game? A game called Shaft. Dunno how popular it is, though.
35. What did you do last night? Slept... talked on the phone... stayed up far later than I should have... stuff like that.
36. When's your birthday? August 29th. Why? Were you planning on getting me a present? Keep in mind, I like Aerosmith! ^^
37. What do you do when you first wake up? Turn off my alarm and curse it for disturbing my good dream.

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Written about Tuesday 2005-05-31
Written: (7115 days ago)

*Grumbles* Damn you... I'm still at school... Nyerr. I'll get you back, Jake. ^_~

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Written about Tuesday 2005-05-31
Written: (7116 days ago)

Well, this weekend, you got to see your dad and Jake. You had a great time. Actually went on your first date with Jake (actually, it was your first real date altogether). You two went to Chili's and got some cajun chicken pasta. It was good, but yours was a tad on the cold side. Anywho.

Up for dinner discussion during your date was you and your stupidity. A while ago, you decided to test whether or not your pocket knife was really sharp enough to do any damage. It was, and it did. So, that's what you talked about for a little while. Meh.

Today, around 11:15 or so, they left. You managed to keep from crying. Of course, that's because you spent over an hour last night crying about the fact he was leaving.

You're grateful for the time that was given to you, you really are. But you still wish you had a longer time with him... It seemed much too short.

You don't even know how long you'll be able to talk to him tonight. He's just now (or around now) getting back to my dad's house. His parents are supposed to come pick him up and take him back home. You don't know how long that will take, and so, how much time you're allowed to talk to him is uncertain.



You feel tired, but you don't want to sleep. You don't want to eat. You don't want to be social in any manner.


You just want to be alone for a while.

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Written about Thursday 2005-05-26
Written: (7121 days ago)

9 Things You're Looking Forward To
1.) Seeing Jake (This weekend! YAY!)
2.) Getting out of school (Soooooooooooooooooooon... 2 and a half weeks!)
3.) Trip to Disneyworld (This summer! W00T!)
4.) Wearing my skirts (I'll show 'em to Jakey this weekend... ^^)
5.) Finishing my article for Talisman (Egad.. I'm such a procrastinator.)
6.) The weekend (not just because Jake's coming, but because it's the weekend in general)
7.) Getting money (so I can buy more CDs)
8.) Getting Science over with (Gah.. Hate it with a passion)
9.) Getting my yearbook (I wants to see if I'm in there (aside from my ID pic)! ^^)

8 Things You Wear Daily
1.) Underwear (I would hope EVERYONE wears them...)
2.) Bra (Being jiggly kinda' hurts, if you think about it...)
3.) Shirt (Gotta' cover meself up, don't I? :P)
4.) Skirt/pants (I had a dream once where this particular article of clothing was missing altogether... >.O *twitch*)
5.) Shoes/sandals (Dirty feets no more! :P)
6.) Uhm.. deodorant? (Dun wanna' be stinky. >.< Blech)
7.) Padding for my bra! Kidding... Lip gloss (Shiny lips!)
8.) Ponytail holder (I pracitcally never leave my hair down... :P)

7 Things That Annoy You
1.) People in chat rooms whose first words (or letters) are, "asl?" (Egh... *shoots them all*)
2.) People who talk to me while I'm on the phone with Jake (Damn you all! Can't you see I'm busy?!)
3.) Intolerance and stupidity (Unfortunately, stupidity comes in a neverending supply... >.<)
4.) My computer being a dork (With any luck, it'll be nice once in a while.)
5.) Not having anything to do (This is most common...)
6.) Artist's block (Yerr... I have it right now...)
7.) Writer's block (This too... >.<)

6 Things You Touch Every Day
1.) Water (Shower! Make me all cleany like. ^^)
2.) Food (A growing girl's gotta' eat, doesn't she?)
3.) My hair (I'm always trying to "fix" it.)
4.) Uhm, me? (i.e. showering)
5.) My phone (Always calling Jake. ^^;;)
6.) My bra straps (They always fall off.. >.<)

5 Things You Do Every Day
1.) Talk to Jake (Duh, there's a nobrainer.)
2.) Go on a computer (Another one...)
3.) Miss Jake (AND another one...)
4.) Be lazy (This is something I'll probably do for the rest of my life... That and procrastinate...)
5.) Annoy someone (This is inevitable, unfortunately...)

4 People You'd Want to Spend More Time or Hang out With
1.) Jake (I get to see him soon! Yay!)
2.) Alex (Haven't talked to him in forever... *Sniff*)
3.) Kate (It's amazing how weird we both are... We amaze ourselves.... :P)
4.) Ayriel (We're both manga-possessed and manga-deprived... What can I say?)

3 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over
1.) Dressed to Kill - Eddie Izzard
2.) Nightmare Before Christmas
3.) Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory (with Gene Wilder)

2 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment
1.) "What Kind of Love Are You On" - Aerosmith (Awesome, but suggestive song... :P)
2.) "Ego" - Darren Hayes (It's kind of depressing, but it's a good song.)

1 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With
1.) Jake (There's no one else I'd rather be with... ^_^)

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Written about Thursday 2005-05-26
Written: (7121 days ago)

Chores still left to do:
~ Clean the bathroom (again)
~ Sweep all floors (Jacie/mom can have that one)
~ Wash and dry ALL laundry (almost done)
~ Change litterbox completely
~ Clean up blue room


I decided there were some things that didn't necessarily NEED to be done.. At least, not by me. :P

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Written about Wednesday 2005-05-25
Written: (7121 days ago)

The Mask Beneath the Mask

Why the sigh?
I don't remember that sad smile.
A sharp pang in my chest
As you whisper your goodbyes.
Why do you do this to me?
If only I could hear your thoughts,
I might learn what I've done,
What peace I managed to disturb.

I see in your eyes a sadness;
A hurt that doesn't belong.
Maybe this is because it is my own,
And it simply reflects upon me.
Behind that false pain,
There rests a wicked smile
And a wicked sould to match it.
One that takes comfort in my suffering.

Is the real you alive in there?
Or is the real you exposed,
Hiding the lie I thought was the truth?
Can you look me in the eye
And tell me you don't enjoy my pain?
This is the real you, your wicked smile,
And yours are the eyes that lie so convincingly.
I see you for what you really aren't.



Written: May 17th, 2005, 1:00 A.M.
© Deidre Jones
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Written about Tuesday 2005-05-24
Written: (7122 days ago)

Nyerr.. I desperately need to scan some stuff. >.< I'm never gonna' get around to it, am I?

Yergh.

Meh. Anywho.

Listening to supercool awesomely smexyful Aerosmith... *drool* If there were another man for me (aside from Jake), it would be Steven Tyler (then again, it'd be better if he was like 20 years younger), but I'll settle for relative. ^_~

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Written about Monday 2005-05-23
Written: (7123 days ago)

Alright. Now that we got that out of the way...

I have SO much to do.


Chores
~ Clean my room
~ Clean up the utility room
~ Clean the bathroom (again)
~ Clean the living room
~ Sweep all floors
~ Wash and dry ALL laundry
~ Wash and put away ALL dishes (preferably before dad and Jake arrive)
~ Change litterbox completely
~ Change the rat's cage (hopefully, mom'll do that one)
~ Clean up blue room
~ Vacuum (is that spelled right? O.o) my room


Wow... Maybe I'll get some help with those...


And then there's stuff I need to do the day they're supposed to get here.

Extras
~ Take a shower (wanna be nice and clean ^^)
~ Wear one of the skirts Fran got me (so I can show dad and Jake, but mainly Jake, because they makes me look so pwettymuful ^^)
~ Do my hair all pretty-like (hopefully, mom'll straighten it for me, if not, I'll just put it up in a clip)
~ Brush my teeth (then again, I probably won't eat at all... too nervous! :P I still get butterflies... ^^;;)
~ FIX ALL COUCH CUSHIONS! (They always get all blah-like.. >.<)
~ Find a way to bribe Jacie to be nice (maybe that won't be necessary, though... Dad'll be there, after all... *hopeful whine*)


Wow... I gots SOOOOOO much to do... More than I thought I did. >.O *Twitch* Deadline: 5:00 PM Saturday. Preferred finish time: Sometime Friday night (for all chores, anyhow).

Alright. When I get home tonight, it's time to get to work.

581098  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-05-23
Written: (7123 days ago)

Jake's coming in just five more days!!! ^__________^ I can't contain my excitement!!!!!!


Bweee!





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