*Yawn* Going on four hours of sleep is tough, even for you.

You're feeling kind of lonely. No real reason why, you suppose. Simply here... No real bearing as to where "here" really is. You're existing. That's about it.

Which is strange, considering you're talking to Jake. Talking to him should make you feel better, but oddly enough, you're still feeling... Well.. in a word, odd.

Obviously you're one of little words. Though, as it's becoming clear, even fewer words would be more acceptable. So this is the end of the complaining and paranoia.

· × · I N F O R M A T I O N · × ·
Name: Deidre
Single or taken: I wasn't taken, because no one had me to begin with. I was swept off my feet by someone wonderful, Jakey, and I'm never letting my Jakey go.
Sex: Hang on... *looks down shirt* Yep, female.
Birthday: August 29th, 1989
Brother/sister(s): Just one (thankfully, because I don't think I could handle another one).
Hair color: Brown with blonde streaks. Nothing special, really.
Height: 5'7". Oh.. you mean without shoes. *Sigh* Fine, 5'3".

· × · R E L A T I O N S H I P S · × ·
Who is your best friend?: I think the question is "Who are your best friends?" I have more than one best friend, and I can't very well just choose one to be my "super-mega-ultra-best-friend...thing". So, yeah. Those pretty awesome people are Jake ([Ironballs "the Preposterous One"]) (yes, my boyfriend is a best friend), Nancy ([Kelaria]), Erin, ([Archeress of Mirkwood]), K-San ([Akiame]), Kurt ([WonderTweek]), and lots more. I'd name them, but then we'd never get to the next question. So, moving on.
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: I have a Jake.

· × · S P E C I F I C S · × ·
Do you do drugs?: No... First, I don't like taking pills, I despise smoking, and I hate needles. Oh. And you'll never get me to snort anything intentionally.
What kind of shampoo do you use?: Garnier Fructis, but I'm beginning to think I'm only using it for the smell, though. I think my hair's become immune, or something, because it doesn't work as well as it used to.
What are you most scared of?: Being alone, porcelain dolls, and being alone with porcelain dolls.
What are you listening to right now? Nothing, really. If I'd had something on, it'd probably either be Aerosmith or Darren Hayes.
Who is the last person that called you?: Jake, of course. Or.. wait... Did I call him? o.O Meh, oh well.
Where do you want to get married?: I'd like to get married in Disneyworld, because that would be as magical as a wedding can get. But, I don't HAVE to. I wouldn't kill to do it... Would I? :P
How many buddies are online right now?: 1
What would you change about yourself?: Probably my inability to put myself first. I wouldn't want to be completely narcissistic and selfish, but sometimes I deserve something to go my way. Right?

· × · C U R R E N T · × ·
Clothes: Donald Duck shirt that was signed by practically the whole eighth grade, long sweats that are way to big, and underwear.
Music: Lately, I've been really into pop-type music (mainly love songs from the 90's), and stuff like Darren Hayes. I'm sure it'll pass, and it'll be right back to Aerosmith soon.
Make-up: None, actually.
Annoyance: Not being able to be on the phone past 1:00 AM
Smell: Uhm.. Essence of Just Awake Deidre...?
Desktop picture: My spirit of the sun, that looks pretty awesome.
Book you're reading: The first book of the Diablo series: "Warlord of Blood" by Richard A. Knaak.
CD in player: Nothing, actually... Which is strange, because I'm almost always listening to music.
DVD in player: Mona Lisa Smile

· × · L A S T | P E R S O N · × ·
You touched: My mom. I hugged her before I went to bed last night.
Hugged: Er.. my mom.
You IMed: Jake
You yelled at: Jacqueline (she's practically the only one I yell at... which is kind of unfair)
You kissed: Jake, of course. ^_^

· × · R A N D O M · × ·
In the morning I am: Not awake. I get up sometime around 10 (usually). I never actually wake up until about noon.
All you need is: Inspiration
Love is: Friendship with acceptance and humility tacked on (well put, Clackie ^^)
I dream about: Strange things that don't really matter.
What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Whether or not they have long hair. I like guys with long hair. More accurately, I like Jake with long hair. ^_~

· × · W H O · × ·
Makes you laugh the most: Jakey.. ^_^
Makes you smile: Everyone has the potential to make me smile, whether or not they try hard enough decides if I actually do.
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Jakey. Every time I see him in person, or know he's coming, I get MAJOR butterflies... ^^

· × · D O | Y O U | E V E R · × ·
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: No... not every night. :P
Save conversations: Yep. What if something important or funny was said? Gotta save it.
Wish you were younger: Nahh, not really. I kinda' wish I was older, actually. But, meh.
Cry because someone said something to you?: It depends on who said it and what they said, I guess.

Feel Good Inc

Last day!

Final exams went as follows (for the week):

Spanish ~ Oral Final (Monday): Did okay. Not as bad as expected. 255/300 possible points (B+).

Spanish ~Vocabulary Final (Wednesday): Wonderful. Missed maybe three or four. Expect an A. Anything less will be a disappointment.

Science ~ Biology Final (Wednesday): Pretty well, missed a few, but did fine overall. Expect at least a B.


Whew! End of the year rocks! ^_^ And I brought a pair of pants to school for people to sign... Couldn't find a white shirt. ^^;

This doesn't mean I'm wearing the pants as they're being signed. And yes, I'm wearing clothing, worry not. I be wearing a tanky top (it's a new development :P) and skirt. ^^ It would be bad to wear the pants as they're being signed, because my friends (*coughK-Sancough*) have a strange sense of humor, and might attempt to sign the rear or the crotch of the pants while I would be wearing them. Shame shame, no? :P

Anywho, happy me! Summer is here! ^__________^

Maybe when it's not that time of the month, I'll celebrate properly. Right now, sleep sounds REALLY good. I'll do that when I get home, I think. ^^

You Gotta' Be

1. What is your full name? Deidre Christine Jones, which, if you take the meanings of my name, they mean Welsh (Jones) melancholy (Deidre) follower of Christ (Christine). W00t? o.O
2. What colour pants are you wearing? Blue... But you can't see 'em! I've got a sarong on, too. ^_^
3. What are you listening to right now? Person on the phone...?
4. What are the last 4 digits in your phone number? Numbers.
5. What was the last thing you ate? Hmm.. two ice cream bars (one last night for dessert and one this morning.. cos I FELT LIKE IT! HA! ^^)
6. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? Hmm.. brobably a really pretty (but bright) blue. ^^
7. How is the weather right now? Dunno, I'm not outside.
8. Last person you instant messaged? Uhm... either Erin or Jake. o.O I dun really remember.
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? That they're not a girl...?
10. Do you like the person who sent this to you? I dunno. They never sent it to me. ^_~
11. How are you today? I'm alright. Kinda' bored, but alright nonetheless. Thanks for asking. ^^
12. Favourite drink? CHERRY COKE!!!! *Drools just thinking about it*
13. Who do you have a crush on? Well, you have to promise you won't tell him! <.< ... >.> ... o.o ... ^.^ *Whispers* He's [Ironballs "the Preposterous One"]! But shhh! It's our little secret. ^^
15. Hair colour? Choose one: I'm naturally a brunette, but I was born with blondish hair (that eventually became brown), I have blonde highlights, and if I'm out in the sun a lot, it turns a reddish color. So.. I don't really know.
16. Do you wear contacts? Nope. Even if I wore glasses, I wouldn't wear contacts... I can't touch my eyes. It scares me. Hell, I have problems with mascara and eye shadow, eyeliner... we won't even GO there... *Shudder*
17. Siblings and their ages? One pain in my a- I mean... One sister, age 10.
18. What are/is their full name? Jacqueline Lorraine Jones (Part of me wishes I had her middle name... It's so pretty! ;_;)
19. Favourite month? Hmm.. I can't decide between August and December. August because it's summer (and my birth month), and December because it's JAKE's birth month... and it's.. can you guess?! WINTER! Hey.. alright... o.O
20. Favourite food? Just about any Mexican food. ^^
21. Last movie you watched? Conspiracy Theory with Mel Gibson and Julia Roberts
22. Favourite day of the year? Hmm... I dunno. o.O I suppose I'd have to say December 25th... I'm greedy and I like presents. ^^; 
23. Are you too shy to ask someone out? Maybe... *Hides* ...Meep!
24. Do you like scary movies or happy ending movies better? I'm a sucker for romance and happy endings... ^^; I blame Jake for that though.
25. Summer or winter? Oh, hey, that's not fair.. Those're my favorite seasons! >.< But autumn is the prettiest one in my opinion... ^^ I guess I'd have to say winter. I tend to appreciate the cold weather more than the warm. Because in summer, you can only take off so much. :P
26. Relationships or one night stands? Gah! Relationships, of course! Honestly... What kind of person do you think I am?
27. Chocolate or vanilla? O_________O Chocolate.............. *Drools until an ocean of saliva appears*
28. Do you want your friends to write back? If I send them something, generally the polite thing to do is to respond, of course, I can't always expect that since I don't do it myself sometimes... (non) <--- Kirby looking up and whistling "nonchalantly"
29 Who is most likely to respond? Whoever has the time, I suppose.
30. Who is least likely to respond? Whoever doesn't have the time.. or jerks. :P Kidding.
31. Living conditions? Hang on, lemme check if I'm still breathing... Yep. I'm living.
32. What books are you reading? I'm not at the present time. *Gasp* It must be the end of the world! NO BOOK?! NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!
33. What's on your mouse pad? Uh.. plastic wrap, because it's still at the store. Uh.. 'cos I don't actually own one.
34. Favourite card game? A game called Shaft. Dunno how popular it is, though.
35. What did you do last night? Slept... talked on the phone... stayed up far later than I should have... stuff like that.
36. When's your birthday? August 29th. Why? Were you planning on getting me a present? Keep in mind, I like Aerosmith! ^^
37. What do you do when you first wake up? Turn off my alarm and curse it for disturbing my good dream.

*Grumbles* Damn you... I'm still at school... Nyerr. I'll get you back, Jake. ^_~

Well, this weekend, you got to see your dad and Jake. You had a great time. Actually went on your first date with Jake (actually, it was your first real date altogether). You two went to Chili's and got some cajun chicken pasta. It was good, but yours was a tad on the cold side. Anywho.

Up for dinner discussion during your date was you and your stupidity. A while ago, you decided to test whether or not your pocket knife was really sharp enough to do any damage. It was, and it did. So, that's what you talked about for a little while. Meh.

Today, around 11:15 or so, they left. You managed to keep from crying. Of course, that's because you spent over an hour last night crying about the fact he was leaving.

You're grateful for the time that was given to you, you really are. But you still wish you had a longer time with him... It seemed much too short.

You don't even know how long you'll be able to talk to him tonight. He's just now (or around now) getting back to my dad's house. His parents are supposed to come pick him up and take him back home. You don't know how long that will take, and so, how much time you're allowed to talk to him is uncertain.



You feel tired, but you don't want to sleep. You don't want to eat. You don't want to be social in any manner.


You just want to be alone for a while.

9 Things You're Looking Forward To
1.) Seeing Jake (This weekend! YAY!)
2.) Getting out of school (Soooooooooooooooooooon... 2 and a half weeks!)
3.) Trip to Disneyworld (This summer! W00T!)
4.) Wearing my skirts (I'll show 'em to Jakey this weekend... ^^)
5.) Finishing my article for Talisman (Egad.. I'm such a procrastinator.)
6.) The weekend (not just because Jake's coming, but because it's the weekend in general)
7.) Getting money (so I can buy more CDs)
8.) Getting Science over with (Gah.. Hate it with a passion)
9.) Getting my yearbook (I wants to see if I'm in there (aside from my ID pic)! ^^)

8 Things You Wear Daily
1.) Underwear (I would hope EVERYONE wears them...)
2.) Bra (Being jiggly kinda' hurts, if you think about it...)
3.) Shirt (Gotta' cover meself up, don't I? :P)
4.) Skirt/pants (I had a dream once where this particular article of clothing was missing altogether... >.O *twitch*)
5.) Shoes/sandals (Dirty feets no more! :P)
6.) Uhm.. deodorant? (Dun wanna' be stinky. >.< Blech)
7.) Padding for my bra! Kidding... Lip gloss (Shiny lips!)
8.) Ponytail holder (I pracitcally never leave my hair down... :P)

7 Things That Annoy You
1.) People in chat rooms whose first words (or letters) are, "asl?" (Egh... *shoots them all*)
2.) People who talk to me while I'm on the phone with Jake (Damn you all! Can't you see I'm busy?!)
3.) Intolerance and stupidity (Unfortunately, stupidity comes in a neverending supply... >.<)
4.) My computer being a dork (With any luck, it'll be nice once in a while.)
5.) Not having anything to do (This is most common...)
6.) Artist's block (Yerr... I have it right now...)
7.) Writer's block (This too... >.<)

6 Things You Touch Every Day
1.) Water (Shower! Make me all cleany like. ^^)
2.) Food (A growing girl's gotta' eat, doesn't she?)
3.) My hair (I'm always trying to "fix" it.)
4.) Uhm, me? (i.e. showering)
5.) My phone (Always calling Jake. ^^;;)
6.) My bra straps (They always fall off.. >.<)

5 Things You Do Every Day
1.) Talk to Jake (Duh, there's a nobrainer.)
2.) Go on a computer (Another one...)
3.) Miss Jake (AND another one...)
4.) Be lazy (This is something I'll probably do for the rest of my life... That and procrastinate...)
5.) Annoy someone (This is inevitable, unfortunately...)

4 People You'd Want to Spend More Time or Hang out With
1.) Jake (I get to see him soon! Yay!)
2.) Alex (Haven't talked to him in forever... *Sniff*)
3.) Kate (It's amazing how weird we both are... We amaze ourselves.... :P)
4.) Ayriel (We're both manga-possessed and manga-deprived... What can I say?)

3 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over
1.) Dressed to Kill - Eddie Izzard
2.) Nightmare Before Christmas
3.) Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory (with Gene Wilder)

2 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment
1.) "What Kind of Love Are You On" - Aerosmith (Awesome, but suggestive song... :P)
2.) "Ego" - Darren Hayes (It's kind of depressing, but it's a good song.)

1 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With
1.) Jake (There's no one else I'd rather be with... ^_^)

Chores still left to do:
~ Clean the bathroom (again)
~ Sweep all floors (Jacie/mom can have that one)
~ Wash and dry ALL laundry (almost done)
~ Change litterbox completely
~ Clean up blue room


I decided there were some things that didn't necessarily NEED to be done.. At least, not by me. :P

The Mask Beneath the Mask

Nyerr.. I desperately need to scan some stuff. >.< I'm never gonna' get around to it, am I?

Yergh.

Meh. Anywho.

Listening to supercool awesomely smexyful Aerosmith... *drool* If there were another man for me (aside from Jake), it would be Steven Tyler (then again, it'd be better if he was like 20 years younger), but I'll settle for relative. ^_~