[Raziel Ahnara]'s diary

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Written about Sunday 2005-08-07
Written: (7048 days ago)

First day of work. Not too bad.

Got into work 15 minutes early. Sue (my supervisor) showed me around again. Two floors, the main floor, and then the office supply display. I spent about fifteen minutes dusting up there. Whee. For the next two hours and forty-five minutes, I colored with new markers that just came in. Used some stencil templates, messed around with the markers some more, and then ate lunch. After lunch, colored some more, cleaned off some picture frames, and then did a prep demo presentation of the markers, then left. Not too difficult a day, but six hours in that place made me tired. Weird, huh?


So... that's it. Now I'm home... Whee. *Yawn* I need a nap... and food.

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Written about Thursday 2005-08-04
Written: (7051 days ago)

001: Name: Deidre Christine Jones
002: Nicknames: Deids, Deidwa, Deedee, Ducky, Deeder (ugh… Damn you Amanda…), D.
003: Country: U.S.A.
004: Birthdate: August 29th, 1989
005: Height: 5’6”… Oh… you mean without my heels… Fine… 5’3”
006: Eyes: Blue/Grey/Gold (Pretty, huh? ^__^)
007: Haircolor: Brown and blonde…ish. Leave it to the “all-natural” girl to go and get streaks. :P
008: School/work: I’ll be working at a family owned business called Willamette Stationers. I haven’t had my first day yet, so I dunno what my position will be. ^^;
009: You smoke: Nuh uh. Tried it once, never will again. >.< Blech.
010: Hobbies: Reading, writing, drawing, listening to music, talking on the phone, talking online, talking in general (hey, I’m a teenage girl, what do you expect? :P), music in general, Aerosmith (a.k.a. my GOD *bows* :P ^^), etc.
011: Brothers/Sisters: One little pain in my- er... sister... Age: Pre-Drama Queen (a.k.a. 10)
012: Relationship: In a happy relationship with none other than my beloved Jake (for roughly a year and a half ^^).
013: Piercings: Nope… My ears used to be pierced, but the holes closed. *Sniff*
014: Tattoos: Nope… But I want one! Or… two… hundred… :P Kidding. But at least one of them will be my ode to Aerosmith. ^_^
015: Country to go to: Either Germany or Egypt. ^^ I know, such extremes. o.O :P ^^
016: People you won't talk to: Immature people who insult me or believe they are worth my time.
017: Nicest person you've met: Gah! I couldn’t POSSIBLY name them all! ^__^
018: Person you wish you hadn't met: Bryan… *Sigh*
019: Person(s) you'd like to meet in person: Steven Tyler, Joe Perry, Joey Kramer, Tom Hamilton, Brad Whitford, Nancy, Gerald and Rachel (Double date! :P), Kurt (Yay for slushies! ^^), Claire (W00t for vanity ;D), Rob Thomas, Carlos Santana (Everyone must worship him and his guitar-playing ^_^), and Daffy Duck (Hehe, can’t forget cartoons :P).
020: Person you admire most: Hmm… That’s a toughie… Probably my mom. ^^ She puts up with so much when she doesn’t have to (you know, like me and my sister :P), but she does it because she’s awesome like that. :P ^__^ *Hugses my mommy* :P Yeah, sometimes even as a 16-year-old, I call her mommy. :P
021: Sexiest person alive: Duh! Jakey! *Snuggles*
022: Favorite pajamas: My tanky-top and my plaid boxers. ^^
023: Favorite car: El Camino! ^________^ W00000000000t! ^___^
024: Favorite movie: Hmm.. Right now, it’s probably Willy Wonky and the Chocolate Factory (with Gene Wilder). ^^
025: Favorite CD: Currently, Nine Lives, Aerosmith (of course :P)
026: Favorite city: I dunno. Possibly San Francisco… o.O
027: Favorite plush: Erm.. I dun really have any plushies, but my favorite stuffed animal is my Mohair Bear that Jakey got me… And my signed Stitch. ^__^
028: Favorite cologne: Erm… I dun even wear perfume all that much, what makes you think I have a favorite cologne? o.O
029: Favorite magazine: I dun really read ‘em. o.O
030: Favorite sound: Jake’s voice (especially when he says, “I love you”. ^_^)
031: Favorite TV show: Uhm… I dunno. o.O “Whose Line is it Anyway?” I guess…
032: Favorite writer: I don’t really know. o.O I used to, but… yeah… I dunno. o.O Sad, huh? :P
033: Favorite nickname: Deids (I dun necessarily have a favorite, but that’s the one that gets used most often, so… yeah. o.O)
034: What you're listening to now: Matchbox 20, Mad Season ^^
035: What is under your bed: Erm… carpet? o.O
036: Favorite color: Blue and purple. ^^
037: Favorite song ever: Oh, I couldn’t pick one. ^^;
038: Favorite song at this moment: ”The Farm”, Nine Lives, Aerosmith… I got terminal uniqueness… ^_^
039: Favorite food: I couldn’t choose that one, either. I love most Mexican food, though. ^_~
040: Favorite class in school: I’m not currently in school, but my favorite classes are usually Newswriting and Spanish (w00t for other languages ^_^)
041: Favorite drink: [ CHERRY COKE ] *Drools*
042: Lucky number: Either 5 or 3. ^^
043: Greatest thing about you: My understanding and my tolerance. My worst would be my vanity, I suppose. ~_~
044: Deodorant you use: Secret
045: Favorite shoes: My airwalk open-toe heeled sandals. ^__^ I lubs them. ^^
046: Bedtime on weekdays: I dunno… It used to be 1:00 AM, but lately… o.O
047: Phrase you use most: ”Ehh… *blows raspberry*”. ^^;
048: Most romantic moment: That’s for me to know and for everyone else to… er… not find out… o.O
049: Most embarrassing moment: I’m sure I’ll come up with another one sometime. Right now, they all seem kinda’ matched up, so… heh.
050: Spend time inside or outside: Hah! Outside, that’s funny… I’m a hermit to the end. :P
051: What you do on weekends: I spend the weekend either with the phone attached to my ear (via headset) or with my eyes glued to the monitor… much like now.
052: Class you hated most: Science Foundations! >.< Blargh…
053: Your breakfast: Oftentimes, nothing, sometimes cereal.
054: Pets: Two kitties ~ Raven (mom’s) and Tiny (my baby! ^^), and two rats ~ Holly (mine ^^) and Mrs. Frisby (Jacie’s).
055: Food you really hate: Raw tomatoes or mushrooms.
056: Pet peeves: People who are ignorant and closed minded, and bad grammar and/or spelling. >.<
057: Serious or funny: Depends on the situation, but I generally like a less serious atmosphere.
058: Fast or slow: Again, depends on the situation.
059: Prefer being single or involved: I love to be loved. ^^
060: Simple or complicated: Different aspects of me are simple, and different aspects are complicated.
061: Cremated or buried: Buried, so I can still hold some sort of a physical connection to those on earth.
062: Boxers or briefs: Well… Generally, girls wear panties… o.O
063: Up late or in bed early: Oh, up late, definitely. ^^
064: Light or dark: There are days where I need to bask in the light, and days where the dark is much more comforting.
065: Tall or short boyfriend: Tall (and it looks like I got my wish… My 5’3” to his 5’11”… And you say I’m not short, babe… >.<)
066: Walk in the park or a movie: Depends how I feel that day. ^^
067: Sexy or cute: Either works, because Jakey can pull off either. :P ^_^
068: Hug or kiss: Well, I’m affectionate, so either is wonderful. ^_~
069: Happy or sad: Have you ever heard someone say, “I wish I was sadder,”? I mean, really…
070: Life or death: I respect death, but I like living, so I’ll stick with life. :P
071: Gig or disco: I suppose a gig… o.O
072: Left or right: I'm right-handed, but I wish I was ambidextrous. Better coordination. :P
073: Sausages on top or on the side: On top of what? o.O Generally on the side (unless I make a little breakfast sandwich thingy with toast and sausage and eggs and shtuffs ^^)
074: Shoe size: 11, unless it’s wide, then it’s 10. >.< Blargh… me and my clown feet… >.<
075: What you would ask God: Well, I don’t have a particular question for Him right now… o.O
076: Believe in reincarnation: It’s a nice idea to entertain.
077: Believe in aliens: I believe there may be life on other planets, but that life may just be a few bugs that got stuck in the spacecraft…
078: Your last words will be: ”I love you,” to my significant other.
079: Does true love exist: I don’t really know, I suppose… If you can tell, I don’t usually think too deeply. :P
080: Number of kids you want to have: I’m thinking two right now. Boy and girl.
081: The one thing you can't stand: People interfering with other’s relationships.
082: Best feeling: Complete love.
083: Worst feeling: Guilt.
084: What you're afraid of: Losing the people I love, being alone, and porcelain dolls… Ech…
085: Emotional person: Oh, incredibly. When it’s that time, watch out! Magnified 50 times! >.<
086: Cry during a movie: Er… no. I dun think so. o.O
087: Goal in life: Make others happy (and still manage to make myself happy in the process).
088: Promise you made to yourself New Year's Eve: I dun do resolutions (I always end up breaking them… >.<)
089: Favorite artist: I dun really have one. o.O
090: Animal you would come back as: Either a cat or a snake. ^^
091: Most beautiful part of the body: The eyes. Be it the right person, it could be the perfect sanctuary.
092: Place you'd ask your love to marry you: Personally, I’d want him to ask… ^^;
093: What you think of Elftown: I’m actually thankful for it (and Elfwood ^^;)… If I hadn’t found it, I’d never have found my beloved…
094: Something you miss in Elftown: People who were actually interested in fantasy… Not just cybering. >.<
095: Favorite pick-up line: The best one I’ve heard (well, okay, read) so far is, “I lost my teddy bear, can I cuddle with you instead?” ‘Course, I like it so much because the only person I imagine would say it to me is Jake, so… ^^;
096: Thing you do most on your PC: Stroll mindlessly around Elftown (where hopefully someone’s up for Rping or I have messages), chat on MSN, and listen to music. ^^
097: Weapons you keep in your pocket: Erm… I have a silver pocket knife, but I don’t carry it around with me. Actually, I rarely even touch it anymore. o.O
098: Ethnicity: Erm… Human? :P
099: Age you'd like to be when you die: I’d like to live as long as I could.
100: Closing remarks: "Byyyyyye! I love you!”

638665  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-08-04
Written: (7051 days ago)



  Lois: Oh, my God, where's Stewie?!
  Peter: He's around...
  Stewie: Ungh! Let me out of this stink-filled, corduroy prison!
  Lois: Peter, that's sick!
  Peter: It's okay, he's outside the underwear.

[ Later... ]


Peter: *Opens pants* Hey, Stewie, you can come out now.
Stewie: Oh, turn off the light! I'm reading a ghost story.




Everyone should [ worship ] "Family Guy".


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Written about Thursday 2005-08-04
Written: (7051 days ago)

You've recently become obsessed with the italicizing and bolding of all your words, and the underlining and redness of the [ SPECIAL ] words.

La da dee dee da... You've lost your mind...


[ Enough of this insanity. ]
 
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Written about Thursday 2005-08-04
Written: (7051 days ago)

If you actually read the lyrics, you'll find my face poking through just about everywhere...



Mad Season

[ Matchbox 20 ]

I feel stupid - but I know it won't last for long
I've been guessing - and I coulda been guessin' wrong
You don't know me now
I kinda thought that you should somehow
Does that whole mad season got ya down?

I feel stupid, but it's something that comes and goes
I've been changin' - I think it's funny how now one knows
We don't talk about the little things that we do without
When that whole mad season comes around

So why you gotta stand there
Looking like the answer now?
It seems to me you'd come around
I need you now
Do you think you can cope?
You figured me out - that I'm lost and I'm hopeless
I'm bleeding and broken, though I've never spoken
I come undone in this mad season

I feel stupid, but I think I been catchin' on
I feel ugly, but I know I still turn you on
You've grown colder now, torn apart, angry, turned around
Will that whole mad season knock you down?

So are you gonna stand there
Are you gonna help me out?
We need to be together now
I need you now
Do you think you can cope?
You figured me out - that I'm lost and I'm hopeless
I'm bleeding and broken, though I've never spoken
I come undone in this mad season

And now I'm cryin'
Isn't that what you want?
I'm tryin' to live my life on my own
But I won't, no,
At times I do believe I am strong
So someone tell me why, why, why
Do I, I, I feel stupid
And I come undone
And I come undone

I need you now
Do you think you can cope?
You figured me out - that I'm lost and I'm hopeless
I'm bleeding and broken though I've never spoken

I need you now
Do you think you can cope?
You figured me out - I'm a child and I'm hopeless
I'm bleeding and broken though I've never spoken
I come undone in this mad season

In this mad season
There's been a mad season
Been a mad season
637879  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-08-02
Written: (7052 days ago)

"You're my world, my life! My cheeseburger, everything!"

Master Gracy portrayed by Nathaniel Parker
Disney's [ The Haunted Mansion ] Outtakes

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Written about Tuesday 2005-07-19
Written: (7067 days ago)
Next in thread: 626664


I [ heart ] Oompa Loompas.


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Written about Monday 2005-07-18
Written: (7067 days ago)

Who is your family?: My mom and my sister.
School?: Henry D. Sheldon High School
Drugs: None
Boyfriend: One. :P It’s Jake, of course.
Money: Tengo nada… *Sigh*
Hate: Closed-minded, ignorant assholes. More commonly known as “most of the world”. *Rolls eyes*
Like: Intelligence, love, and Jake. :P
Scars: Well over ten, but they’re all tiny.
Fav Skateboarder: Erm… None.
Fav Store: Barnes & Noble, hands down. I heart books. ^^
Nickname: Deids, Deedee, Deidwa, Deeder, Sissy (Jacie’s name for me -_-), Shishtow (Nancy’s name for me), Insolent pest… :P
Fav Quote: “Insecurity is the shadow of vanity. Vanity is a hard habit to break.” – Deidre Christing Jones (a.k.a. Me) Get it? Haha...? *crickets chirp* Yeah, okay, no. In truth, I don't know what my favorite quote is.
Fav authors/writers: Dean Koontz, William Shakespeare, and more, I’m sure.
Been Drunk: If you consider being tipsy drunk, then yes.
Been turned down: For what?
Been Dumped: I don’t consider the other… whatever-you-want-to-call-thems relationships, so no.
Been Punched: Meh, yeah.
Been in a fight: Meh, yeah.
Been in Detention: Again, meh, yeah. :P
Passed out: Yeah, a couple times.
Cut myself: Meh… next question…
Tried Suicide: Eh…
Been shot: Nope. I’d hope it stays that way..
Been adopted: As far as I know, I’m not, but if I am, that would explain my sister.
Burping Contest: What’s the question there?
Won anything: I have two trophies. And those were for “participation”. -_-
Lost anything: Duh. Everyone loses something.
Lose someone I love: As far as I know, I haven’t… o.O
Wish I was loved: Nope, because I already am. ^^
Have a boy who likes me: I think he does. :P ^^ Of course he does.
Hate school: Meh… I don’t have to worry about it for another month and a half. Right now, “school” is a curse word. -_-
My love life: is still a secret. :P

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Written about Monday 2005-07-18
Written: (7067 days ago)

Home

Staind

I force myself through another day
Can’t explain the way today just fell apart like everything
Right in my face
And I try to be the one
I can't accept this all because of you
I've had to walk away
From everything

I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
I'm afraid to come back home

Another sleepless night again
Hotel rooms my only friend
And friends like that just don't add up
To anything
And I try so hard to be everything
That I should never take away from you again
'Cause I heard ya say

I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
I'm afraid to come back home

I cannot forget
I live with regret
I cannot forget
I live with...

I'll live through this
I can't see through this
I can't do this anymore

Cause I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
I'm afraid to come back home

Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
I just wish I was back home
Home
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Written about Sunday 2005-07-17
Written: (7069 days ago)
Next in thread: 625449

I [ hate ] spiders. With a [ fiery passion ].

Just wanted to clear that up.
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Written about Friday 2005-07-15
Written: (7070 days ago)

Keeper of lies, speak the truth.
Keeper of age, restore your youth.
Keeper of locks, open the door.
Keeper of love, hate me no more.


If you look, you won't find
the simplicity in complication.


~~ [ Deidre Jones ] ~~


Self-proclaimed: Genius, Goddess, Center of the Universe...
Take your pick.


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Written about Thursday 2005-07-14
Written: (7072 days ago)

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Slip into this abyss...
...and know you'll never return.
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Written about Thursday 2005-06-30
Written: (7086 days ago)

*Yawn* Going on four hours of sleep is tough, even for you.

You're feeling kind of lonely. No real reason why, you suppose. Simply here... No real bearing as to where "here" really is. You're existing. That's about it.

Which is strange, considering you're talking to Jake. Talking to him should make you feel better, but oddly enough, you're still feeling... Well.. in a word, odd.

Obviously you're one of little words. Though, as it's becoming clear, even fewer words would be more acceptable. So this is the end of the complaining and paranoia.

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Written about Tuesday 2005-06-21
Written: (7094 days ago)

· × · I N F O R M A T I O N · × ·
Name: Deidre
Single or taken: I wasn't taken, because no one had me to begin with. I was swept off my feet by someone wonderful, Jakey, and I'm never letting my Jakey go.
Sex: Hang on... *looks down shirt* Yep, female.
Birthday: August 29th, 1989
Brother/sister(s): Just one (thankfully, because I don't think I could handle another one).
Hair color: Brown with blonde streaks. Nothing special, really.
Height: 5'7". Oh.. you mean without shoes. *Sigh* Fine, 5'3".

· × · R E L A T I O N S H I P S · × ·
Who is your best friend?: I think the question is "Who are your best friends?" I have more than one best friend, and I can't very well just choose one to be my "super-mega-ultra-best-friend...thing". So, yeah. Those pretty awesome people are Jake ([Ironballs "the Preposterous One"]) (yes, my boyfriend is a best friend), Nancy ([Kelaria]), Erin, ([Archeress of Mirkwood]), K-San ([Akiame]), Kurt ([WonderTweek]), and lots more. I'd name them, but then we'd never get to the next question. So, moving on.
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: I have a Jake.

· × · S P E C I F I C S · × ·
Do you do drugs?: No... First, I don't like taking pills, I despise smoking, and I hate needles. Oh. And you'll never get me to snort anything intentionally.
What kind of shampoo do you use?: Garnier Fructis, but I'm beginning to think I'm only using it for the smell, though. I think my hair's become immune, or something, because it doesn't work as well as it used to.
What are you most scared of?: Being alone, porcelain dolls, and being alone with porcelain dolls.
What are you listening to right now? Nothing, really. If I'd had something on, it'd probably either be Aerosmith or Darren Hayes.
Who is the last person that called you?: Jake, of course. Or.. wait... Did I call him? o.O Meh, oh well.
Where do you want to get married?: I'd like to get married in Disneyworld, because that would be as magical as a wedding can get. But, I don't HAVE to. I wouldn't kill to do it... Would I? :P
How many buddies are online right now?: 1
What would you change about yourself?: Probably my inability to put myself first. I wouldn't want to be completely narcissistic and selfish, but sometimes I deserve something to go my way. Right?

· × · C U R R E N T · × ·
Clothes: Donald Duck shirt that was signed by practically the whole eighth grade, long sweats that are way to big, and underwear.
Music: Lately, I've been really into pop-type music (mainly love songs from the 90's), and stuff like Darren Hayes. I'm sure it'll pass, and it'll be right back to Aerosmith soon.
Make-up: None, actually.
Annoyance: Not being able to be on the phone past 1:00 AM
Smell: Uhm.. Essence of Just Awake Deidre...?
Desktop picture: My spirit of the sun, that looks pretty awesome.
Book you're reading: The first book of the Diablo series: "Warlord of Blood" by Richard A. Knaak.
CD in player: Nothing, actually... Which is strange, because I'm almost always listening to music.
DVD in player: Mona Lisa Smile

· × · L A S T | P E R S O N · × ·
You touched: My mom. I hugged her before I went to bed last night.
Hugged: Er.. my mom.
You IMed: Jake
You yelled at: Jacqueline (she's practically the only one I yell at... which is kind of unfair)
You kissed: Jake, of course. ^_^

· × · R A N D O M · × ·
In the morning I am: Not awake. I get up sometime around 10 (usually). I never actually wake up until about noon.
All you need is: Inspiration
Love is: Friendship with acceptance and humility tacked on (well put, Clackie ^^)
I dream about: Strange things that don't really matter.
What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Whether or not they have long hair. I like guys with long hair. More accurately, I like Jake with long hair. ^_~

· × · W H O · × ·
Makes you laugh the most: Jakey.. ^_^
Makes you smile: Everyone has the potential to make me smile, whether or not they try hard enough decides if I actually do.
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Jakey. Every time I see him in person, or know he's coming, I get MAJOR butterflies... ^^

· × · D O | Y O U | E V E R · × ·
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: No... not every night. :P
Save conversations: Yep. What if something important or funny was said? Gotta save it.
Wish you were younger: Nahh, not really. I kinda' wish I was older, actually. But, meh.
Cry because someone said something to you?: It depends on who said it and what they said, I guess.

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Written about Sunday 2005-06-19
Written: (7096 days ago)

Feel Good Inc

Gorillaz

Hahahahahahahahahahahaha!

Feel good, sh-shake it, shake it. (8x)

Cities breaking down on a camel's back.
They just have to go 'cos they don’t know wack.
So all ya fill the streets it's appealing to see.
You wont get undercounted, 'cos you're damned and free.
You've got a new horizon. It's ephemeral style.
In a melancholy town where we never smile.
And all I wanna hear is the message beep.
My dreams, they got a kissin` cause I don’t get sleep, no.

(BEEP)

Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Turn forever hand in hand.
Take it all in on your stride.
It is sinking, falling down.
Love forever love is free.
Let's turn forever you and me.
Windmill, windmill for the land.
Is everybody in?

Laughing gas, these hazmats, fast cats,
Lining them up like ass cracks,
Lay these ponies at the track,
It's my chocolate attack.
Shoot, I'm stepping in hotter this year.
Care bear reppin' it's harder this year.
Watch me as I gravitate,
Hahahahahaha.
We're going to ghost town,
This motown,
With your sound in the blink,
Going bite the dust,
Can’t fight with us,
With your sound you kill the INC.
So, dont stop, get it, get it
Until you're cheddar heavy,
And watch the way I navigate,
Hahahahahahahaha.

Sh-shake it, shake it, Feel good. (4x)

Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Turn forever hand in hand.
Take it all in on your stride.
It is sinking, falling down.
Love forever love is free.
Let's turn forever you and me.
Windmill, windmill for the land.
Is everybody in?

Dont stop, get it, get it,
We are your captains in it (feel good),
Steady,
Watch me navigate,
Ahahahahahhaa (feel good). (2x)

Sh-shake it, shake it, Feel good. (4x)

Ahahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaa...
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