I shall now go rent a wrecking ball to completely tear my house and diary to shreds! HAHAHAH! Why, you ask? Because, simply put... I. Am. A. Moron. Who doesn't deserve the wonderful man she has. So, getting rid of the emo-esque quotes and putting what once was back up again. ^__^


And a special section goes to the love of my life.

Stupid Girl

To The End

Blah. It's been more than a week. S'pose it's time to write again.

Found out last Friday you got laid off. Saturdays aren't busy enough to really need you. All's well, though. All you did was dust and stand around, really. W00t.

Now, back to today. Woke up at eight this morning to get up and do [ nothing ]. You started laundry, watched Ocean's Eleven, and waited. Finally, you got dressed, wandered off to priso- er... "school", and waited around for 2 and a half hours trying to get in line to get a picture taken that you know you'll hate anyway, turn in money that means you'll get to see that soon-to-be-hated picture, and get a schedule that'll pretty much ruin you because of all the damned classes you have.

Sigh.

And because you feel like torturing (not to mention boring) all those who actually care to read this, you'll go ahead and list your classes:

Lame little quiz thing:

1. 1
2. 2
3. Jake
4. Jacqueline
5. Rachel
6. Jamie (mom)
7. Gerald
8. Closer
9. Creep
10. The Farm
11. Do You Know?



3. - The one that you love. True.
7. - The one you like, but can't work out. True... I guess... o.O
4. - The one you care most about. *Sigh* Yeah... Gots ta' look out for teh sister. ^^;
5. - The one who knows you very well. Hehe, true. ^^
6. - Your lucky star. Yeh.. momma' loveses me. ^^;

The song, "Closer" (NIN) is matched with Jake.
The song, "Creep" (Radiohead {I think.. o.O}) is matched with Gerald.
The song, "The Farm" (Aerosmith) tells you the most about your mind.
The song, "Do You Know?" (Killradio) shows how you feel about life.



I guess they're kinda' true. o.O ^^;

Do You Know (Knife in Your Back)

First day of work. Not too bad.

Got into work 15 minutes early. Sue (my supervisor) showed me around again. Two floors, the main floor, and then the office supply display. I spent about fifteen minutes dusting up there. Whee. For the next two hours and forty-five minutes, I colored with new markers that just came in. Used some stencil templates, messed around with the markers some more, and then ate lunch. After lunch, colored some more, cleaned off some picture frames, and then did a prep demo presentation of the markers, then left. Not too difficult a day, but six hours in that place made me tired. Weird, huh?


So... that's it. Now I'm home... Whee. *Yawn* I need a nap... and food.

001: Name: Deidre Christine Jones
002: Nicknames: Deids, Deidwa, Deedee, Ducky, Deeder (ugh… Damn you Amanda…), D.
003: Country: U.S.A.
004: Birthdate: August 29th, 1989
005: Height: 5’6”… Oh… you mean without my heels… Fine… 5’3”
006: Eyes: Blue/Grey/Gold (Pretty, huh? ^__^)
007: Haircolor: Brown and blonde…ish. Leave it to the “all-natural” girl to go and get streaks. :P
008: School/work: I’ll be working at a family owned business called Willamette Stationers. I haven’t had my first day yet, so I dunno what my position will be. ^^;
009: You smoke: Nuh uh. Tried it once, never will again. >.< Blech.
010: Hobbies: Reading, writing, drawing, listening to music, talking on the phone, talking online, talking in general (hey, I’m a teenage girl, what do you expect? :P), music in general, Aerosmith (a.k.a. my GOD *bows* :P ^^), etc.
011: Brothers/Sisters: One little pain in my- er... sister... Age: Pre-Drama Queen (a.k.a. 10)
012: Relationship: In a happy relationship with none other than my beloved Jake (for roughly a year and a half ^^).
013: Piercings: Nope… My ears used to be pierced, but the holes closed. *Sniff*
014: Tattoos: Nope… But I want one! Or… two… hundred… :P Kidding. But at least one of them will be my ode to Aerosmith. ^_^
015: Country to go to: Either Germany or Egypt. ^^ I know, such extremes. o.O :P ^^
016: People you won't talk to: Immature people who insult me or believe they are worth my time.
017: Nicest person you've met: Gah! I couldn’t POSSIBLY name them all! ^__^
018: Person you wish you hadn't met: Bryan… *Sigh*
019: Person(s) you'd like to meet in person: Steven Tyler, Joe Perry, Joey Kramer, Tom Hamilton, Brad Whitford, Nancy, Gerald and Rachel (Double date! :P), Kurt (Yay for slushies! ^^), Claire (W00t for vanity ;D), Rob Thomas, Carlos Santana (Everyone must worship him and his guitar-playing ^_^), and Daffy Duck (Hehe, can’t forget cartoons :P).
020: Person you admire most: Hmm… That’s a toughie… Probably my mom. ^^ She puts up with so much when she doesn’t have to (you know, like me and my sister :P), but she does it because she’s awesome like that. :P ^__^ *Hugses my mommy* :P Yeah, sometimes even as a 16-year-old, I call her mommy. :P
021: Sexiest person alive: Duh! Jakey! *Snuggles*
022: Favorite pajamas: My tanky-top and my plaid boxers. ^^
023: Favorite car: El Camino! ^________^ W00000000000t! ^___^
024: Favorite movie: Hmm.. Right now, it’s probably Willy Wonky and the Chocolate Factory (with Gene Wilder). ^^
025: Favorite CD: Currently, Nine Lives, Aerosmith (of course :P)
026: Favorite city: I dunno. Possibly San Francisco… o.O
027: Favorite plush: Erm.. I dun really have any plushies, but my favorite stuffed animal is my Mohair Bear that Jakey got me… And my signed Stitch. ^__^
028: Favorite cologne: Erm… I dun even wear perfume all that much, what makes you think I have a favorite cologne? o.O
029: Favorite magazine: I dun really read ‘em. o.O
030: Favorite sound: Jake’s voice (especially when he says, “I love you”. ^_^)
031: Favorite TV show: Uhm… I dunno. o.O “Whose Line is it Anyway?” I guess…
032: Favorite writer: I don’t really know. o.O I used to, but… yeah… I dunno. o.O Sad, huh? :P
033: Favorite nickname: Deids (I dun necessarily have a favorite, but that’s the one that gets used most often, so… yeah. o.O)
034: What you're listening to now: Matchbox 20, Mad Season ^^
035: What is under your bed: Erm… carpet? o.O
036: Favorite color: Blue and purple. ^^
037: Favorite song ever: Oh, I couldn’t pick one. ^^;
038: Favorite song at this moment: ”The Farm”, Nine Lives, Aerosmith… I got terminal uniqueness… ^_^
039: Favorite food: I couldn’t choose that one, either. I love most Mexican food, though. ^_~
040: Favorite class in school: I’m not currently in school, but my favorite classes are usually Newswriting and Spanish (w00t for other languages ^_^)
041: Favorite drink: [ CHERRY COKE ] *Drools*
042: Lucky number: Either 5 or 3. ^^
043: Greatest thing about you: My understanding and my tolerance. My worst would be my vanity, I suppose. ~_~
044: Deodorant you use: Secret
045: Favorite shoes: My airwalk open-toe heeled sandals. ^__^ I lubs them. ^^
046: Bedtime on weekdays: I dunno… It used to be 1:00 AM, but lately… o.O
047: Phrase you use most: ”Ehh… *blows raspberry*”. ^^;
048: Most romantic moment: That’s for me to know and for everyone else to… er… not find out… o.O
049: Most embarrassing moment: I’m sure I’ll come up with another one sometime. Right now, they all seem kinda’ matched up, so… heh.
050: Spend time inside or outside: Hah! Outside, that’s funny… I’m a hermit to the end. :P
051: What you do on weekends: I spend the weekend either with the phone attached to my ear (via headset) or with my eyes glued to the monitor… much like now.
052: Class you hated most: Science Foundations! >.< Blargh…
053: Your breakfast: Oftentimes, nothing, sometimes cereal.
054: Pets: Two kitties ~ Raven (mom’s) and Tiny (my baby! ^^), and two rats ~ Holly (mine ^^) and Mrs. Frisby (Jacie’s).
055: Food you really hate: Raw tomatoes or mushrooms.
056: Pet peeves: People who are ignorant and closed minded, and bad grammar and/or spelling. >.<
057: Serious or funny: Depends on the situation, but I generally like a less serious atmosphere.
058: Fast or slow: Again, depends on the situation.
059: Prefer being single or involved: I love to be loved. ^^
060: Simple or complicated: Different aspects of me are simple, and different aspects are complicated.
061: Cremated or buried: Buried, so I can still hold some sort of a physical connection to those on earth.
062: Boxers or briefs: Well… Generally, girls wear panties… o.O
063: Up late or in bed early: Oh, up late, definitely. ^^
064: Light or dark: There are days where I need to bask in the light, and days where the dark is much more comforting.
065: Tall or short boyfriend: Tall (and it looks like I got my wish… My 5’3” to his 5’11”… And you say I’m not short, babe… >.<)
066: Walk in the park or a movie: Depends how I feel that day. ^^
067: Sexy or cute: Either works, because Jakey can pull off either. :P ^_^
068: Hug or kiss: Well, I’m affectionate, so either is wonderful. ^_~
069: Happy or sad: Have you ever heard someone say, “I wish I was sadder,”? I mean, really…
070: Life or death: I respect death, but I like living, so I’ll stick with life. :P
071: Gig or disco: I suppose a gig… o.O
072: Left or right: I'm right-handed, but I wish I was ambidextrous. Better coordination. :P
073: Sausages on top or on the side: On top of what? o.O Generally on the side (unless I make a little breakfast sandwich thingy with toast and sausage and eggs and shtuffs ^^)
074: Shoe size: 11, unless it’s wide, then it’s 10. >.< Blargh… me and my clown feet… >.<
075: What you would ask God: Well, I don’t have a particular question for Him right now… o.O
076: Believe in reincarnation: It’s a nice idea to entertain.
077: Believe in aliens: I believe there may be life on other planets, but that life may just be a few bugs that got stuck in the spacecraft…
078: Your last words will be: ”I love you,” to my significant other.
079: Does true love exist: I don’t really know, I suppose… If you can tell, I don’t usually think too deeply. :P
080: Number of kids you want to have: I’m thinking two right now. Boy and girl.
081: The one thing you can't stand: People interfering with other’s relationships.
082: Best feeling: Complete love.
083: Worst feeling: Guilt.
084: What you're afraid of: Losing the people I love, being alone, and porcelain dolls… Ech…
085: Emotional person: Oh, incredibly. When it’s that time, watch out! Magnified 50 times! >.<
086: Cry during a movie: Er… no. I dun think so. o.O
087: Goal in life: Make others happy (and still manage to make myself happy in the process).
088: Promise you made to yourself New Year's Eve: I dun do resolutions (I always end up breaking them… >.<)
089: Favorite artist: I dun really have one. o.O
090: Animal you would come back as: Either a cat or a snake. ^^
091: Most beautiful part of the body: The eyes. Be it the right person, it could be the perfect sanctuary.
092: Place you'd ask your love to marry you: Personally, I’d want him to ask… ^^;
093: What you think of Elftown: I’m actually thankful for it (and Elfwood ^^;)… If I hadn’t found it, I’d never have found my beloved…
094: Something you miss in Elftown: People who were actually interested in fantasy… Not just cybering. >.<
095: Favorite pick-up line: The best one I’ve heard (well, okay, read) so far is, “I lost my teddy bear, can I cuddle with you instead?” ‘Course, I like it so much because the only person I imagine would say it to me is Jake, so… ^^;
096: Thing you do most on your PC: Stroll mindlessly around Elftown (where hopefully someone’s up for Rping or I have messages), chat on MSN, and listen to music. ^^
097: Weapons you keep in your pocket: Erm… I have a silver pocket knife, but I don’t carry it around with me. Actually, I rarely even touch it anymore. o.O
098: Ethnicity: Erm… Human? :P
099: Age you'd like to be when you die: I’d like to live as long as I could.
100: Closing remarks: "Byyyyyye! I love you!”

You've recently become obsessed with the italicizing and bolding of all your words, and the underlining and redness of the [ SPECIAL ] words.

If you actually read the lyrics, you'll find my face poking through just about everywhere...

Mad Season

Who is your family?: My mom and my sister.
School?: Henry D. Sheldon High School
Drugs: None
Boyfriend: One. :P It’s Jake, of course.
Money: Tengo nada… *Sigh*
Hate: Closed-minded, ignorant assholes. More commonly known as “most of the world”. *Rolls eyes*
Like: Intelligence, love, and Jake. :P
Scars: Well over ten, but they’re all tiny.
Fav Skateboarder: Erm… None.
Fav Store: Barnes & Noble, hands down. I heart books. ^^
Nickname: Deids, Deedee, Deidwa, Deeder, Sissy (Jacie’s name for me -_-), Shishtow (Nancy’s name for me), Insolent pest… :P
Fav Quote: “Insecurity is the shadow of vanity. Vanity is a hard habit to break.” – Deidre Christing Jones (a.k.a. Me) Get it? Haha...? *crickets chirp* Yeah, okay, no. In truth, I don't know what my favorite quote is.
Fav authors/writers: Dean Koontz, William Shakespeare, and more, I’m sure.
Been Drunk: If you consider being tipsy drunk, then yes.
Been turned down: For what?
Been Dumped: I don’t consider the other… whatever-you-want-to-call-thems relationships, so no.
Been Punched: Meh, yeah.
Been in a fight: Meh, yeah.
Been in Detention: Again, meh, yeah. :P
Passed out: Yeah, a couple times.
Cut myself: Meh… next question…
Tried Suicide: Eh…
Been shot: Nope. I’d hope it stays that way..
Been adopted: As far as I know, I’m not, but if I am, that would explain my sister.
Burping Contest: What’s the question there?
Won anything: I have two trophies. And those were for “participation”. -_-
Lost anything: Duh. Everyone loses something.
Lose someone I love: As far as I know, I haven’t… o.O
Wish I was loved: Nope, because I already am. ^^
Have a boy who likes me: I think he does. :P ^^ Of course he does.
Hate school: Meh… I don’t have to worry about it for another month and a half. Right now, “school” is a curse word. -_-
My love life: is still a secret. :P