[Raziel Ahnara]'s diary
I've kissed someone..
01. [X] on the cheek.
02. [X] on the lips.
03. [X] on their hands or fingers.
04. [X] in my room.
05. [X] in their room.
06. [X] of the opposite sex.
07. [X] of the same sex. (relatives dont count)
08. [X] a little younger than me.
09. [X] a little older than me.
10. [X] with black hair.
11. [_] with curly hair.
12. [X] blonde hair and blue eyes.
13. [_] with red hair.
14. [X] with straight hair.
15. [X] shorter than me.
16. [X] with a lip ring.
17. [X] who I truly love/loved.
18. [_] who was drunk.
19. [_] who was high.
20. [X] in the morning.
21. [X] right after waking up.
22. [X] just before bed.
23. [X] late at night.
24. [_] who I had just met.
25. [_] who I really didn't want to kiss.
26. [X] just talking not dating.
27. [X] on a bed.
28. [_] in a graveyard.
29. [X] at school.
30. [X] against a wall.
31. [_] at a show.
32. [X] at the beach.
33. [_] at a concert.
34. [X] in a pool.
35. [X] who was/is a good friend.
36. [X] in the rain.
37. [_] with an std.
38. [X] in the shower
39. [X] in a car/taxi/bus.
40. [X] in the movies.
41. [X] in a bathroom/laund
42. [X] in the dark.
43. [_] on a roof top.
44. [X] under water.
45. [_] while driving.
46. [_] a stranger.
47. [_] more than one person at once.
48. [X] crying.
49. [_] goodbye forever.
50. [_] when I was drunk.
51. [_] who didn't speak english.
52. [X] in a hot tub.
36/52, and I didn't even count relatives. O.O 'Course, most of those were either Jake or me being all motherly-like to my friends... ^^;
"Vanity is just narcissism with a hint of insecurity."
Missing: </i>
A- Available?
Nope. I have the most wonderful boyfriend in the world.
B - Best Friend?
I'm stuck between Rissa and Drew. Unless you count teh boyfriend. :P
C - Crush?
Yeah, Jakey. ^^ But shh! Don't tell him.
E - Easiest Person To Talk to is?
Rissa, Drew, Jake
F- Friday or Saturday?
Friday's are fun. ^__^
G-Gummy bears or worms?
Psh! Gummy bears!
H - Hometown?
Springfield (Living with the Simpsons. HA HA!)
I - If You Could Move Would You?
I doubt it. Unless I were going to live with Jake, then hell yes. XD
J- Jesus much?
Er... no. Not majorly religious.
K - Kids?
Someday. Maybe two.
L - Longest Car Ride?
Hmm... Probably from San Leandro, California to Salt Lake City, Utah.
M - Milk Flavor?
Plain...? o.O
N - Number Of Siblings?
Just one
O - One Wish?
To make everyone happy.
P - Phobia(s)?
Pediophobia - Fear of dolls (namely porcelain)
Q - Favorite Quote?
"I can't get ze fucking trees - Damn! I vill kill everyone in de vorld." -- Eddie Izzard, imitating Hitler
R-reasons to smile?
A bunch. :P
S - Song You last heard?
These Things - She Wants Revenge
T - Time You Woke Up?
About 7:10 this morning.
U - Unknown Fact About Me?
I love everyone except myself.
V - Vegetable You Love?
Cucumbers, I guess (and not for the dirty reason either e.e).
W - Worst Habit?
Giving up too much and leaving nothing for myself.
X - X-Rays You've Had?
(Funny how X can only really be a couple of things... XD) As for number, Iunno. For what? Hip, teeth, head (MRI), arm, ankle
Y - Yummy Food?
CHOCOLATE. O.O
Z - Zodiac Sign?
I'm a VIRGIN! XD Virgo. :P
There was snow today!
O.O
How crazy is that?
It snowed last night, and there was snow on the rooftops this morning. And then it snowed again while I was at school! CRAZY STUFF! But then it stopped shortly after second period started, so no early release for us. Sad day, no Snow Day. u.u *crying in my soul*
Written about Tuesday 2006-01-31
Written: (6870 days ago)
Stolen from [SilverBlue82]. Where on earth did you find this, John?! It's awesome. XD
Before the MySpace frenzy.
Before the Internet & text messaging.
Before Sidekicks & iPods.
Before MIKE JONESSS
Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX.
Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night.
WHEN LIGHT UP SNEAKERS WERE KOOL
When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.
When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing.
When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie.
When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans.
When 2Pac and Biggie where alive.
When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever.
Way back.
Tag.
Get Over Here!!!! means something to you.
Hide-n-Go Seek at dusk.
Red Light, Green Light.
Heads Up 7 Up.
Playing Kickball & Dodgeball until your porch light came on.
Hopskotch.
Slip-n-Slides.
Tree Houses.
Hula Hoops.
Reading R.L. Stine's Goose Bumps.
The annoying Nano Pets & Furbies.
Running through the sprinklers.
Crying when Mufasa died in the Lion King.
Happy Meals where you chose a Barbie or a Hot Wheels car.
Getting the privelage to sit in the front seat of the car.
Drinking Sqeeze It "Squeeze The Fun Out Of It"
Wait.
Watching Saturday Morning Cartoons in your PJ's still wrapped up in your Garfield comforter.
Hey Arnold, Doug, Rugrats.
The original Power Rangers
Or what about:
The Secret Life of Alex Mac.
Ren & Stimpy.
Double Dare.
Rocko's Modern Life.
AAAHH!! REAL MONSTERS.
Wild & Crazy Kids.
Clarissa Explains it All.
salute your shorts(CAMP ANAWANA)
Are You Afraid of the Dark?
The original cast members of all that.
Kenan & Kel.
doug.
magic school bus.
flash forward.
pete and pete.
legends of the hidden temple.
hey dude.
dinosaurs.
pinky and the brain.
blossom.
hangin with mr.copper.
wishbone.
Where in the world is Carmen San Diego?
bill-nye the science guy.
kablamm.
Who could forget Snick? & Nick @ Nite with Bewitched, I Dream of Jenie, The Facts of Life & I Love Lucy.
Where everyone wanted to be in love after watching The Wonder Years.
or nick jr. with face :-)
gulah gulah island
little bear
under the unbrella tree
the busy world of richard scary
the adventures of winnie the pooh
Kool-Aid was the drink of choice.
Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school.
Class field trips.
POGS
When Christmas was the most exciting time of year.
When $5 seemed like a million, & another dollar a miracle.
When you begged to go to McDonalds for dinner everyday.
When Toys R Us overuled the mall.
Go back to the time when
Decisions were made by going 'eeny-meeny-mi
Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming 'do over!'
'Race issue' ment arguing about who ran the fastest.
Money issues were handled by whoever was banker in 'Monopoly'.
It wasn't odd to have two or three 'best' friends.
Being old referred to anyone over 20.
A chance to skate as a couple at the local roller rink was like winning the lottery.
Scrapes & bruises were kissed & made better.
It was a big deal to finally be tall enought to ride the 'big people' rides at the fair.
When playing Nintendo was the hardest thing ever.
When Ninja Turtles ruled the world.
When Lisa Frank was the raddest thing ever.
When a candy bar at the grocery store was the highlight of your day.
When coupons collected all year could get you a prize in your class auction.
When the only thing you cried over was your mom being late to pick you up.
When stress was addition and subtraction.
When friendships were as complicated as who's house to sleep over and who's to TP
When shaving cream was just meant for play.
When a first kiss only lead to cooties.
When valentines day meant cards for all.
When birthdays were a class event.
When a friend moving away was the saddest day of your life. (Yeah, that's still no good)
Who would have thought you'd miss the 90's so much?
Written about Monday 2006-01-30
Written: (6871 days ago)
"The Sun and the Stars"
I'll wish upon this forlorn star
and you'll find me here, praying
for a little piece of your love.
I would give anything to feel your
loving gaze, to feel your lustful
touch. I wish you were mine.
I'll hope with every ounce of my
soul that you'll notice my fervent
glances in your direction. I would
do anything to make you laugh, and
I would share with you everything if
it made you happy. I love you.
Maybe you and I aren't meant to be,
but I'll hope and pray that we are.
I would give you the sun to make your
day brighter, and the stars, to make
your nights shine. Even if I cannot
be with you, I'm here for you.
Your smile is the perfect Valentine.
Written for the Valentine's Contest. ^^ What do you think?
Letters to Cleo
10 Things I Hate About You
[I Want You to Want Me] (Originally done by Cheap Trick)
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'm beggin' you to beg me.
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'll shine up the old brown shoes, put on a brand-new shirt.
I'll get home early from work if you say that you love me.
Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Feelin' all alone without a friend,
you know you feel like dyin'.
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'm beggin' you to beg me.
I'll shine up the old brown shoes, put on a brand-new shirt.
I'll get home early from work if you say that you love me.
Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Feelin' all alone without a friend,
you know you feel like dyin'.
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Feelin' all alone without a friend,
you know you feel like dyin'.
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'm beggin' you to beg me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.
Floater
Glyph
[The Sad Ballad of Danny Boy]
(Danny?)
(Danny boy!)
(Danny?)
That's right my name is Danny Boy,
and I like to drink at night.
I go down to the pub, wherein I buy myself a pint or three
I like to go out drinking, 'cause beer it is my life,
until I come home,
and lay eyes upon my darling wife.
Say,
Oh Danny won't you go home earlier tonight?
You're daughter doesn't know you,
You're giving us a fright when you say...
Say, somethings wrong with anyone who's not like me.
With you the violence just comes so easily.
You never learn, I have to teach you constantly.
With you the violence just comes.
Hush now.
You know my name is Danny Boy,
and I'll buy another round.
Then off to the market when this place closes down.
'Cause I say drinkings always done when the sun's up in the sky.
Sun is always up somewhere, it's your turn to buy.
And I say,
Oh, Danny won't you go home earlier tonight?
Your son he doesn't know you...
And you're giving us a fright when you say...
Say, somethings wrong with anyone who's not like me.
With you the violence just comes so easily.
You never learn, I have to teach you constantly.
Hush now.
Hush now!
Hush nowww.
Yeah...
Sleep.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Floating child sleep.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Floating child sleep.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Floating child sleep.
Sleep.
Sleep.
This is affectionate.
Floater
Burning Sosobra
[Exiled]
Oh, to be so rested that we can withstand these long years.
We sweat in the wilderness,
carving and sqeezing the fat from the land.
From the birth of the sun god at mornging,
we struggle beneath him, breaking our hands.
Yeah, there is no rest for us,
There'll be no peace for us,
Not one second's rest for us.
We have been here so long.
Though our numbers may be small, there's more of us.
Rot you will and fertilize our dirt for us.
This is our home.
Yeah, we're on our way home,
on our way home,
yeah, on our way home.
While you are warm and safe
Just think of us shivering, beautifully brave.
Fear all that patience we've saved.
Know that we're coming back...
Black Sheep who've formed a pack.
Do you hear our footfalls creeping back up to your walls?
Creeping back home!
Though our armies may be less, there's more of us.
Yeah, rot you will and fertilize our dirt for us.
This, too, is our home.
Yeah, we're on our way home.
We're coming home
Tired of being cold,
And we don't care if your doors are closed.
Well, once upon a time, we were drinking from the golden flask.
Well, once upon a time, when the sun would shine, we could bask.
But now that's all gone.
Why do we live in exile?
We come out at night.
We love the night.
We know it's all downhill from here.
We know we're right, we know we're right!
We know it's all downhill from, all downhill...
Ahhh, ahhh,
Ahhh, ahhh....
Knock, knock...
We're back!
Listening to Floater.
Floater
Burning Sosobra
[Colorblind]
The rolling green of hills,
The swaying blue of sea,
Red is the shade within you,
Black is the space in me.
We dive beneath the grass
Under sephirothic tress,
Show me I'm only blinded
By my own apathy.
Oh my kingdom comes, my will is done.
This thing I know.
While God grows silent, I grow violent,
Breaking all the things that I need whole.
And while all I love grows distant,
Yeah, I keep on pissing on the lessons I so much need to know...
So my turn goes.
So my turn goes.
The swaying hills of green,
The rolling sea of blue,
If you say life is beautiful,
Then I guess it must be true.
In a grave beneath the grass,
Remember how I chose to be,
Made peace with all the things I used to hate,
Except for me.
As, oh my kingdom comes, my will is done.
This thing I know.
Yeah, as God grows silent, I keep grow violent,
Breaking all the things that I need whole.
While all I love grows distant,
Yeah, I keep on pissing on the lessons I so much need to know...
So my turn goes.
So my turn goes.
Again.
Floater
Burning Sosobra
[Independence Day]
Well, you trust no one and you can never rest.
Trust anyone and they will strike while you're sleeping.
And just as the sun must keep on seeking the west,
Everything you love will always be leaving.
Yeah leaving...
And the fireworks explode, lighting up my way.
Painting up the sky on my Independence Day.
I've watched this world roll on, and I think I might stay.
Yeah, I'd like to stay.
Now tell me...
Was he the one while I was gone who kept you busy?
Did he come in my place?
Could he make you dizzy?
And I suppose that I got a little boy inside,
And in every woman's man is a little boy that died.
Stone jumping, looking at the ocean.
I've got no direction,
But I'm in motion.
And I've got my mind,
I've got my music,
I've got my soul... until I lose it,
Right on!
Oh, right on...
And I still remember everything,
I still remember living like an idiot.
I remember, ohhh... I remember...
And I still remember everyting...
Under the embers I'm still burning.
I'm still, still...
Well, and you, you trust no one and you can never rest.
Trust anyone and they will strike while you're sleeping.
And just as the sun must keep on seeking the west,
Yeah, everything you love will always be leaving.
Leaving...
And the fireworks explode, oh, lighting up my way. My way...
Painting up the sky on my Independence Day. Yeah, on my day.
I've watched this beautiful world roll on, and I think I might stay.
Yeah, I'd like to stay.
I caught myself listening to Staind earlier today, and heard a song that reminded me of a friend of mine.
One of my best friends seems to have adopted the misconception that none of his friends care about him, despite that it's a well-known fact that we love him to death.
So, Drew, this one's for you.
Staind
14 Shades of Grey
[Fray]
I know that it never goes away
All I feel, everything I'm not today
So I try and I try to make everything right
I don't feel like I'm doing it, it affects me
You wouldn't listen even if I told you
Who the fuck am I to say?
You're too busy with the lies they sold you
Another cure to fix your day
Open wide for all the shit they feed you
While the TV defecates
And blindly walk wherever they will lead you
While the edges slowly Fray
I know that everything can change
What I need is to open up again
So never again will I look back in vain
Cause today's not the past
I don't need to relive it
You wouldn't listen even if I told you
Who the fuck am I to say?
You're too busy with the lies they sold you
Another cure to fix your day
Open wide for all the shit they feed you
While the TV defecates
And blindly walk wherever they will lead you
While the edges slowly Fray
Are you satisfied?
I've given all I can
And are you pacified
Or do you want more from me?
You wouldn't listen even if I told you
Who the fuck am I to say?
You're too busy with the lies they sold you
Another cure to fix your day
Open wide for all the shit they feed you
While the TV defecates
And blindly walk wherever they will lead you
While the edges slowly Fray
I've learned that this life's not just a game
Just a line between the pleasures and the pain
You wouldn't listen even if I told you
Who the fuck am I to say?
You're too busy with the lies they sold you
Another cure to fix your day
Open wide for all the shit they feed you
While the TV defecates
And blindly walk wherever they will lead you
While the edges slowly Fray
FREE SPEECH, THE WAY THEY LIVE, WHERE THEY WORK, AND WHO THEY MARRY.
SUCH PECULIAR THOUGHTS AND WILD IMAGINATIONS.
You Might Be a Google Slut If...
1. Your home page setting on your browser is set to "www.google.co
2. You scoff at other search engines publically, stating all the wonderful reasons google is the best. [True]
3. You check google every day to see if they added something cute to their logo. [False]
4. The thought of a world without google makes you want to cringe and crawl into the fetal position and suck your thumb. [False]
5. You can use the word 'Google' in a sentance as a verb and it makes sense. [False]
6. You visit Google more than 5 times in a day. [False]
7. Your desktop wallpaper on your computer is a screenshot of the Google start page. [False]
8. You own ANY merchandise that bears the Google logo. [False]
9. You actually PAID for said merchandise because you respect the company and would NEVER steal from THEM... [False]
10. You believe if it is found on Google, then it must be real. [False]
11. You talk to more than one person about what you found the other day... [True]
12. Whenever you are posed with a question of any type that you do not know, you seek the wisdom of the all powerful all knowing Google Gods... [True]
13. You are actually getting angry with me for poking fun at the Google Gods... [False]
14. You believe that google is the devil incarnate, but dammit you just can't stop looking at all the loverly pictures it can show you. [True]
15. You figured out how to turn safe search OFF. [False]
16. You have ever clapped with glee after doing a search and finding a TON more than you expected. [True]
17. You have ever gotten so bored, that you did image searches on random words like, 'floof' 'jugonga' 'dookey' or any other funny sounding word. [True]
18. You are not suprised when SEEMINGLY innocent words like 'spunk' brings up a ton of pornographic pictures. [True]
19. You can type the url of google faster than you can type your name. [True]
20. Your answer to 'why not libraries' is " uh.. hel-LO? GOOGLE? DUH!" [True]
Hm. Only 10/20. Only a minor slut. :P
(Stolen from [nokaredes])
Take your middle name, spell it backwards. Then, take your mother's maiden name (last name before she was married) and spell that backwards next. That is your jedi name.
Enitsirhc Yawollah ([Raziel Ahnara] - Christine Halloway)
Nayr nameloc ([nokaredes] - Ryan Coleman)
Nayr Ch'nom ([Ironballs "the Preposterous One"] - Ryan Monch - "I put the apostrophe there to make it a little easier to pronounce ... I'm obviously not a human jedi ^^")
Toille Regaw ([WonderTweek] - Elliot Wager)
Enna Snikral ([ツ Molly] - Anne Larkins)
Anitsirhc Hcirobrab ([Jewl] - Christina Barborich)
Cool, huh? ^^
If you try it, send me what yours is. ^^
Written about Friday 2006-01-06
Written: (6895 days ago)
I just found the greatest pictures.
Bask in the awesomeness, damn you.
And if you don't know who they are, I'm going to kill you. *rage* @.@
In order:
- Steven Tyler
- Joe Perry (duh)
- Tom Hamilton
- Brad Whitford (again, duh)
- Joey Kramer
Please tell me no one is stupid enough to NOT know who they are. e.e