[Raziel Ahnara]'s diary

916975 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2007-03-05
Written: (6475 days ago)

Lateralus is inspiring.

It fills my soul with happiness.

And thoughts of Scott, but that's not so surprising. :P

<333

- Deidre -

915327 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2007-02-28
Written: (6480 days ago)

Title: Here's to the Night
Artist: Eve 6
Album: Horrorscope

So denied, so I lied.
Are you the now or never kind?
In a day, and a day, love,
I'm gonna be gone for good again.

Are you willing to be had?
Are you cool with just tonight?
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well.

Here's to the nights we felt alive.
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's gonna come too soon.

Put your name on the line
Along with place and time.
Want to stay, not to go, I want to ditch the logical.
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well.

Here's to the nights we felt alive.
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's gonna come too soon.

All my time is froze in motion.
Can't I stay an hour or two or more?
Don't let me let you go.

Don't let me let you go.

Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well.

Here's to the nights we felt alive.
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's gonna come too soon.

Too soon...

Here's to the nights we felt alive.
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry.
Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's gonna come too soon.

886711 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2006-12-13
Written: (6557 days ago)

I ruin lives.

Get
over

it.

875047 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2006-11-15
Written: (6585 days ago)

Oookie. ^^

http://artpad.art.com/?j8rcmxam7q0

871744 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2006-11-06
Written: (6594 days ago)

I want you to cry over me.
Die over me.
Even for a moment,
even for a moment.
I want you to hurt over me,
feel like I feel.
I want you to cry over,
die over me, baby,
just one time.

It's so easy for you
to forget about me.

Did I ever mean anything?

871172 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2006-11-05
Written: (6596 days ago)

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool... and a lot of the songs fit with the setting.

Here we go!

Opening Credits:
Right Here - Staind (Sure... O.o)

Waking Up:
Tango: Maureen - Mark and Joanne of RENT (Hahaha. Well, it would wake me up. XD)

First Day At School:
Innocent - Our Lady Peace (Er.. kinda? o.O)

Falling In Love:
These Things - She Wants Revenge (HAHAHAHA! XD It talks about masturbation and denial. Oh, yeah. That's love, alright. XD)

Fight Song:
The Suffering - Coheed and Cambria (I guess that might make sense, but it would make more sense if it were The Velorium Camper II: Backend of Forever)

Breaking Up:
I'll Cover You (Reprise) - Collins of RENT (This makes me wanna cry.. :( Because it's a love song for a lover who died. *tear*)

Prom:
Our Hero's Reprise - Floater (I dunno. XD)

Life:
What You Like - Darren Hayes (Well, I dunno what to make of this one. Because it's technically about pleasing people.)

Mental Breakdown:
A Thousand Words - Savage Garden (XD Well, this is about deception... and getting back at someone. Hm.)

Driving:
Buddha for Mary - 30 Seconds to Mars (Yeah... Makes no sense. XD)

Flashback:
Could I Be You - Matchbox Twenty (Aww... *sad*)

Getting back together:
Policy of Truth - Depeche Mode (That doesn't bode well. O.O It's talking about lying when necessary. O.O)

Wedding:
Separate Ways - Journey (Erp... Uh... I dunno that this is such a great song for a wedding. XD)

Birth of Child:
Strange Relationship - Darren Hayes (HAHAHAHAHAHA! XD Yes. I have a strange rising and falling relationship... with a child. XD)

Final Battle:
Good Girls Go to Heaven (Bad Girls Go Everywhere) - Meat Loaf (Hahaha, yes, the ultimate battle is between the good and bad girls. XD)

Death Scene:
Edge of the Earth - 30 Seconds to Mars (I dunno what to make of this one. O.o)

Funeral Song:
Moonlight Sonata - Beethoven (Makes sense. I would want either this or Ave Maria. They're both so pretty...)

End Credits:
I Can't Ever Get Enough of You - Darren Hayes (Er.. sure. O.o)

865952 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2006-10-21
Written: (6610 days ago)

Next in thread: 865967

Join.

You know you want to.

http://www.heroesmini.com/?ref_id=880859

At least click on the link. *pout*

865606 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2006-10-20
Written: (6611 days ago)

I [dig] it.

857787 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2006-09-29
Written: (6632 days ago)

You should join me.

I needs me some more friends.

And you love me.

Don't you?

http://www.catch27.com/join.php?invite=129641

854909 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2006-09-20
Written: (6641 days ago)

Phantom:
I gave you my music.
Made your song take wing.
And now, how you've repaid me.
Denied me and betrayed me.
He was bound to love you
When he heard you sing.
Christine...
*sobs*

*Echo of Christine and Raoul*:
Say you'll share with me
One love, one lifetime.
Say the word and I will follow you.
Share each day with me, each night, each morning...

Phantom:
You will curse the day you did not do
All that the Phantom asked of you!

That part always makes me cry...

850329 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2006-09-08
Written: (6653 days ago)

[Song]: Soul Meets Body
[Artist]: Death Cab for Cutie
[Album]: Plans

I want to live where soul meets body
And let the sun wrap its arms around me
And bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing
And feel, feel what its like to be new

Cause in my head there's a greyhound station
Where I send my thoughts to far off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place
where they're far more suited than here

I cannot guess what we'll discover
Between the dirt with our palms cut like shovels
But I know our filthy hand can wash one another's
And not one speck will remain

I do believe it's true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you're the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

Where soul meets body
Where soul meets body
Where soul meets body

I do believe it's true
That there are holes left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you're the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

841550 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2006-08-20
Written: (6672 days ago)

Stolen from [moira hawthorne], who stole it from [Cia_mar].
I thought it was cute. ^^

LOVE

Tech Support: Yes, How may I help you?

Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process?

Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first?

Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart?

Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running ?

Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now.

Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off ?

Customer: I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?

Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, "Error - Program not run on external components." What should I do?

Tech Support: Don't worry. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.

Customer: So, what should I do?

Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize Your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.

Customer: Okay, done.

Tech Support: Now, copy them to the "My Heart" directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?

Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.

Customer: Thank you, God.

God/Tech Support: You're Welcome, Anytime.

841183 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2006-08-20
Written: (6672 days ago)

"You haven't the vaguest conception under God of what you ask."

I love that line.

From Interview with a Vampire,. Claudia's new vampy friend Madeline's telling him to make her a vampire.. yeah. ^^; Anywho.

Why am I up at this ungodly hour?

First off, I fell asleep somewhere in the time frame of 12:30 and 1:30 this morning. So.. having only had roughly six hours of sleep, my body felt it was energized enough to start the day!

Oh, and that bad things regarding my current monthly dillema were happening in my sleep.

I've been moving around so much this morning, I didn't think I'd be able to go back to sleep.

There you have it.

This is why I'm up at seven A.M.

...god, I'm tired. >.<

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