[Xage]'s diary

500796  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-02-20
Written: (7218 days ago)

I am a horrible guy...
I'm not good enogh to be called human...
I dont deserve what i have...
I dont deserve anyone...
Im sorry that I'm not good enogh to be near you...
I am truely...
I truely am...
Sorry!!!!!!!!

387498  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2004-10-22
Written: (7338 days ago)

Vote @ my Poll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Please!??!?!?!??!

361594  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2004-09-24
Written: (7366 days ago)

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246212  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2004-06-06
Written: (7477 days ago)

ODE TO MY SOUL

I don't believe in your God
It's just a waste of time
There ain't no contradiction
There is no doubt in my mind
I don't need your fanatics
To come knocking on my door
It's all a conspiracy
To keep the world at war

So just take me away
I don't need your love
So just leave me this way
It's my choice
It's my voice
I don't need religion

I don't believe in heaven
I don't believe in faith
I mock your crucifixion
That was a symbol of hate
I cannot live or breathe now
You're suffocating me
Lost in the confusion
When will I be free

Chorus

Say all your foolish prayers about me
I don't need help no help at all
Why can't you go on without me
Leave my soul alone

Chorus

Take me away
I don't need your love
I will stay this way
Forever

246211  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2004-06-06
Written: (7477 days ago)

You Rip Out My Heart

VI
I’ve never hated you this much
It was always all about your touch
But loving you has made me weak
Succumbed to choices in my sleep

I want your face out of my dreams
Your voice won’t stop, echoing
I know you way to well today
I think it’s time to separate…

CHORUS
I save you, you save me
Why must we keep playing this game
I know you, you know me
I cannot keep living this way

Why do you have to break my heart
Why must you tear me apart

V2
The choices made inside my head
Whether or not to stay in bed
To love you truly tenderly
Or keep your number out of reach

I want to know what’s in your head
Why you keep aching to see me
I can’t escape I’m in too deep
Inside your wicked fantasy

Chorus

SUB-CHORUS
I can’t live this way
You can’t stay here
I can’t live inside my
Own head

Chorus

142118  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2004-02-12
Written: (7592 days ago)

HI me!!!!!!!!!!! ;p

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