sometimes it's kinda lonely down here you know

Look at the pattern, can you see what's wrong?
it's supposed to be perfect, but really it's not.

Can you find the flaws, hidden in structured code.
hiding in the pattern, in between the rows.

Now that you know that something's not right,
look at it carefully, in pale logic light.

Don't be sorry, if you can't recognize
the errors and faults, in such a perfect disguise.

Only illogics can find hidden flaws in a straight logic line
Only erratics recognize errors in patterns of a perfect design.

*

http://www.last.fm/music/Carbon+Based+Lifeforms/_/Erratic+Patterns

t'was certainly a bad day. got depressed out of nothing, felt so totally fucked up the whole day and came upon the brink of a nervous breakdown even.
a tad better now but hardly fending of the depression.

on top of that it's almost midnight and I have over 10 pages of translation work left to be delivered in the morning!

sweeet...

gah...

"Once upon a time, I dreamt I was a butterfly, fluttering hither and thither, to
all intents and purposes a butterfly. I was conscious only of following my fancies as a
butterfly, and was unconscious of my individuality as a man. Suddenly, I awaked, and
there I lay, myself again. Now I do not know whether I was then a man dreaming I was a
butterfly, or whether I am now a butterfly, dreaming I am a man."
~Zhuang Zhou

"
Look at the pattern, can you see what's wrong?
it's supposed to be perfect, but really it's not.

Can you find the flaws, hidden in structured code.
hiding in the pattern, in between the rows.

Now that you know that something's not right,
look at it carefully, in pale logic light.

Don't be sorry, if you can't recognize
the errors and faults, in such a perfect disguise.

Only illogics can find hidden flaws in a straight logic line
Only erratics recognize errors in patterns of a perfect design.
"

A police car patroling in Exarchia, central Athens, passing through Mesologgiou cobbled street (considered an alternative place with music, bars etc and lots of youth in the streets, so we can easily assume the police car was sent there to provoke and harass the youth), was confronted by a few young people, shouting to the policemen to get lost. There are a few reports that an empty bottle or a brick was thrown to the police car. The cops went out of the car provoking the youth and one of the pigs shot against one 15-16 year old boy, right on the heart, murdering him in cold blood. The name of the boy that stood up to the cops is Alexandros Grigoropoulos. Anarchists and residents gathered, but riot police forces circled the area. There are hundreds of policemen in the streets around central Athens.

Anarchists gather in squats, universities, and central squares at Greece's largets cities to protest and fight back the police...



although he is with us always from now on, mother earth shall miss alexandros nevertheless.

solidarity, from turkey..





do you see me?

The top score on the list below represents the faith that Belief-O-Matic, in its less than infinite wisdom, thinks most closely matches your beliefs. However, even a score of 100% does not mean that your views are all shared by this faith, or vice versa.

Belief-O-Matic then lists another 26 faiths in order of how much they have in common with your professed beliefs. The higher a faith appears on this list, the more closely it aligns with your thinking.


1. Mahayana Buddhism (100%)
2. Unitarian Universalism (94%)
3. Theravada Buddhism (89%)
4. Liberal Quakers (85%)
5. Taoism (85%)
6. Neo-Pagan (82%)
7. New Age (82%)
8. Hinduism (75%)
9. Scientology (72%)
10. New Thought (69%)
11. Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (66%)
12. Jainism (66%)
13. Secular Humanism (64%)
14. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (63%)
15. Orthodox Quaker (57%)
16. Sikhism (47%)
17. Reform Judaism (42%)
18. Nontheist (39%)
19. Baha'i Faith (36%)
20. Seventh Day Adventist (23%)
21. Mainline to Conservative Christian/Protestant (19%)
22. Orthodox Judaism (18%)
23. Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (16%)
24. Jehovah's Witness (16%)
25. Islam (16%)
26. Eastern Orthodox (6%)
27. Roman Catholic (6%)

Do you know that the names of the goblin and kobold deities "Maglubiyet" and "Kurtulmak" have been derived from Turkish?

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maglubiyet
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kurtulmak

ahahah still a good laugh these are, after so many years since we've first read "On Hallowed Grounds".

Maglubiyet means "DEFEAT"
and Kurtulmak means "TO ELUDE/ESCAPE/RECOVER"

ahahahhah thanks to TSR authors

a pretty good FAQ, thoroughly discussing and explaining the issue; the existence of the God.

http://www.400monkeys.com/God/

:)

what an amazing day yesterday was!

I've got such a job that I haven't been expecting for. I'll be managing a translation bureau beginning next week! wow!

and more; I've talked with a lecturer of paleoanthropology at the faculty I was dreaming to enter and he was quite positive about my intentions, said he will recommend some books; even accepted me to attend the anthropology lessons as a listener this semester to increase my knowledge and encouraged me to apply for graduate degree programme in september after I close my knowledge gap on the subject!

some awesome possibilities awaiting me it seems in the near future ^^

there was some another sweet thing about yesterday but for the time being I shall not speak about it ^^

...keep smiling...

for all those who haven't yet watched "what the bleep do we know" ;

watch it.

well..
ok...

I confess; I'm totally fucked up, my whole life is fucked up, I'm tired of wearing a mask of contentment because I do not wish to upset the moods of the nice people around me, I'm tired of not being able to talk to anyone; mom can not bear it cause she is weak, ok I do not blame her, no one has to be strong for another one; and I do not have a sibling; and my best friend is in america; and I'm alone since my last break-up 3 years ago-

I just wanna SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMM real loud!!!

why is my life THAT complicated???

I'm still paying for my past errors done years ago... come on! I was just a child then!!! I just seem to be so inapt in LIFE ITSELF! everything!!!

I feel so hollow... so out of energy...



yet I shall greet the rising sun this morning...
and let it take my troubles away...

take a deep breath and keep that damn smile on your face!


hope shall prevail...

Monitoring devices, know where you go
Mass media, total control
Digital delight, desire in megabite
Data overflow, virtual suicide
This information, is disinformation
Truth is hidden, knowledge forbidden
The structures of power, will delegate
To speak is to lie, to lie is to collaborate

Refrain :
Information streams, simulating dreams
Interactive mind-control, systematic overflow

Monitoring devices, know where you go
Public mind, propaganda show
Magnetic sleep, network addiction
Be absorbed, science fiction
It's pyschological, diabolical
Societies brainwash, hospital
The sun never sets, on cyber-space
Transmit, receive, log on to interface

x-dream - we interface
soulclipse/turkey 2006

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vt_65Eu3j1Q

how I miss those days...
^^

some beautiful work in here:

http://www.seelenflug.ch/

enjoy

OVER!!!

I'M HOME SWEETIES!!!

^_^

five more days to go dears.
thursday, I'm home :)

mmm military training done in manisa.

now I'm at home till friday,
then I'll head off for the remainder of the duty till january 21st,

to Cyprus border.

love and peace,
Çağrı

ooookay time to go. I'm going to manisa for six months, military training starting on monday.
see you in a month or so friends :)

peace..

^^

yet, I DO love you all ^^

it's my last week folks. at 12th of august I will be gone off to military duty.
so don't worry if I don't answer your messages from then on.

it shall be an interesting experience for me.

la rage du peuple:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mGaMZ2LpdRs