I dont really keep a diary, but i feel i need to write this down.
Becca i feel like ive torn you apart, and im sorry, i love you very much. Lately ive been feeling that what i did my not have been the right thing to do. I made you stretch you heart into two directions, and made you choose, which i really didnt want to do, im sorry. Becca your the only person who can really make me truly happy, and i want you to feel the same way. I love everything about you, the way your so curious about things, and you could take the most serious thing and turn it into something funny, the way your eyes wonder when you are thinking, i love the feel of you in my arms, i love spending time with you even if we havent got to spend any outside of school yet, i love the feeling of your soft lips pressed against mine, i love how you think making out in the rain is romantic (Personally i think anything involving water is romantic), i love the way you can say or do anything spontanious, i love the way you act when your embarresed, i love protecting you when someones chasing you, most of all i just love you for you. I would tell you that everyday if you wanted me too. I care for you alot, more than you think, I just love being with you, you can ask Mary, shes always hearing about it. Just one day dont be surprised if i walk up to you and just take you away so we can be alone for a little bit. We havent had anytime alone since that friday night. Becca i love you, be good, you can talk to me about anything, im always here for you.
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