yesterday it started out shitty after school, im pretty much forgettin about Julie...i went to the mall with a friend of mine and saw Sara, Courtney, MaryEllen, April..and numerous other people i know..they made us go into all these chick stores and even through victorias secret. i dont know about you but i feel like a pervert when i see thongs laid out on a table..after that we got ice cream and drinks then went to jc pennys then got a big cookie...left the mall with her parents and went back to there place i played Halo with her dad..which wasa good thing..he likes me now...then watched soem of Texas Chainsaw Massacre until she sat on the remote and the dvd player froze up and we couldnt get it working agian..then came home..got on for a while and went to sleep...
do i have a sign on my back that says "use me"?
http://elftown
Today i woke up late..took a shower and got dressed went to school...hoppe
i had some intense training in Martial arts today...i did 20 rolls, crescent kicks..roundho
I had a dream lastnight about donuts...weird huh? i really wanted donuts this morning alot...and i cant find my id anywere..im wondering were i put it.........i saw it monday other then that i dont remember my dad much...i was in a hazz..and no not of smoke.........
Some things have happend recently that make me look at everyone different....d
I cant stand couples being happy and making out in front of me!!!! one is for a reason i can not say....and another just makes me feel fucking lonely........
This weekend i had fun........i met Salem for the first time Friday.......s
-Chris
wow its been a while since i last wrote in here..........
um... this morning my pants fit......now they dont????....um
yesterday i ate a borrito, munchies a coke, and a bowl of cereal. that is all i ate, not even 1 complete meal, no wonder im losing weight, but i havent had hunger pains.........
hmm...not much today, school was normal........
um....yea, today i really didnt do much.....i attacked Sara [dontKIKmeimdown] at lunch, messed with Lauren again, jumped from table to table, tried breaking Ms. Neels overhead, while April [scum buckett] was asking about her sex life, slept in english, was hungry in spanish, and came home, about 5 my rents got back from Arkansas they had been there all week, then i had to get off and fix my pc, it worked for a while, but i bet it will piss me off tomarrow morn. well its about 11 so im goin to bed.
Nothing really happend today, i went to school and tried very hard not to act akward around Shannon, i really didnt talk to many ppl in the morn, and i didnt see Mary at all. Sara wasnt there so i couldnt pick on her, i havent seen or talked to them much since they started playing that stupid game, its like it sucked out their brains or something!!! Anyways all my classes went fine. bored and tired, was the whole day basicaly, even after school, i talked to April [scum buckett] for a lil while, but thats about it, and at the moment im talking to Shannon
you never get to hear what you hope do you? that was my day
i had fun today again, i went to school saw Shannon!!! that was the best part of the school day, everything else was peachy!!, then after school i got some chinese good stuff!! then Shannon called and we talked for a little bit, she came over to do her French project, we did most of it then went into my room and chilled out in there listining to music and playing with the tape recorder, oh!! and we watched Poppy kill a masqito!! i told u my dog was a killer!! then i took a piece of red paper and put it over the lamp and made my room red!! that was cool lookin, she i attacked her on the bed and tried to get her flip flops off so i could tickle her feet, but she has some strong does, and she slapped my ass so hard it still stings!!, then she called her mom at 9:15 and we sat outside and talked until she got here......any days with Shannon are the days i enjoy,
Today the boredom really set in, i did nothing, and my step mom started crying bc i was doin my laundry, thats fucked up isnt it? i always do my own laundry, she said she was tired of me putting clothes on top of the dryier, woooppie they were my clothes!!! anyways if u havent met her then il tell u shes a crazy bitch, um..i have been waiting for Shannon to get home all day so i can talk to her, i miss her alot, and its only been two days!! im pretty pathetic i guess, and im glad theres school tomarrow!! i acually get to see some ppl i havent seen in a while, not that it bothers me not to see them, but some it does, oh and this RO game is getting on my nerves, i cant even talk to some of my friends bc of it, im goin to get rid of it when i rule the world, its making some ppl extremely bored. anyways, im happy i get to see Shannon soon!!! i hope she gets home tonight and calls me........
Today was a boring day, i went to pick up an application for HEB, i was bored the rest of the day, i got asked a wierd question, but im not goin to mention it. well that was the day, night
i had lots of fun today, even though the bestest person in the world left for OK. today and i dont get to see he until monday, maybe sunday. i had fun though, i went to her house at about 9 in the morn, the first thing i noticed is how funny she looks in the morning!! then we went to her room and she layed back down and i climbed up and layed next to her and we talked for about 30 to 45 mins. while we talked i noticed she still had my dog tag on, she had slept with it, that meant alot to me, i dont think anyone has slept with anything i ever gave them on, i always thought they put it on when i was around, but i know Shannon doesnt do that, its always on her. then she took a shower and i watched her put on makeup, she takes forever!!!, she got nervous bc i was watching, i peeked up over the bed rail to spy on her some of the time, she laughed, then we ate, i had a Fajita!!!(thx Shannons mom!!) and she had a sandwich, and we both had a glass of milk, b4 we watched bill and teds exellent adventure we went into her room and i turned on Evanescence's "hello" and danced with her, i had fun she thought it was retarded, then we went back to the movei,during that i took over her slippers and tickled her feet, she got used to it after a while, so i bit her leg, and told her it tasted like chicken!! then we watched final destinations 2, now that was gruesome, i was saying "SHIT!!" through out the movie, i layed on her too, her leg started gettin numb, and i bit her shoulder, muahahahaha *cough* then we finished the movie, after i got off her and tried tickiling her again, didnt work, then we left, and i got a ride home, i gave her a hug and my cd player. then they drove of into the day, and i miss her already :'( but i get to see her soon!!
i didnt have any fun today, i went to Sara and Marys to see them, but Mary left with Drew about 5 mins. later, i had a chance to go but i didnt feel like walking, i stayed with Sara, who i acually went to see, Courtney and JB, but yet boredome set in from the lack of conversation, or lack of anyone caring what was goin on, i got a ride home from JB's mom, stuck here, and yea, no fun at all today!!!! im still in pain and it sucks, ummm..........
I love spring break!!!!!! Today i went with Shannon and Whitney and her bf and his friends to the lake, i rode in the trunk, i fell asleep some of the time, it was so lonely no one to talk to :( , but then i was free and a bright light came raining down upon me and flooded into my eyes, and it BURNT LIKE HELL!!! you try being in a trunk for 30 mins and then opening it and lookin at the sun, if fuckin hurts!!!! then we went to the waters edge and it was cold as hell, i no longer had a lovely bunch of coconuts they were peanuts :'( , then we had a sand fight then me and Shannon went to the playground was having fun then Whitney and her bf joined us, we messed around for a while then went back to the table and ate, layed down for about 20 mins, then went back to the waters edge messed around until about 4 30 and then left, i rode in the trunk again, but this time i got Shannon's PUNK ROCKER SNOOPY!!!! got out about 10 mins later then we went to Shannons house, they left and we played cards, then went to Max's, was there about 30 mins then went back to Shannons, had a staring contest, then rock paper scissors, then thumb war!!! we talked a little bit, then my dad showed up, and she walked me to the car, i gave her a hug, and my day ended there, it was a good day, i will always remember it, Thx Shannon