Yesterday was one of the most amazingly odd days...i expected not to come home in one piece...of all the things i was thinking..i wanted Lisa to take out all her anger on me...i caused her alot of pain...and i didnt want to be teh cause and not get my own....i tried to get her to take it out on me....i put her hands around my throat..and she kissed my forehead....i put her hands on my mouth and nose so she could smother me...she carrassed my cheek...i had her hands beat me up...and she laughed....i wanted her to guage my eyes out...and she held me....i love her alot...it hurt when she first told me she hated me....and she has a reason too....i made a big mistake.....i took what i had for granted...and i dont ever want to do that again...Lisa means alot to me and i dont want to lose her...it confuses me that she would rather hold me..than killl me...for what i did...i truly do love her....
Today i woke up and scott ran into me in the hallway..i guess he woke up about the same time..anyways.
i had a lot of fun today...we went to hero records for a concert and it got cancelled by the fire marshal..so i had some peoples come over to my house...we had a small party...it was Mandi, Briana, Hannah, Kb, Chris, Scott, Trent, and i..we had alot of fun...we pooled our money together and went on a food run..watched jeepers creepers and some other stuff...cant really say...i dont remember much..
yea...so Angel told me to write in here so i am...Scotts over at the moment..and hes talking to Angel on the phone..im washing clothes for the show tonight.....an
talked to Lisa from 12:30..to 3..combine that with the time before is about 6 or 7 hours...woot!!
hmm...Today i woke up..washed the car..and then was left home alone until sunday..with virtually no food..or money!!! so..its a game of survival...i talked to Lisa for a little over 3 hours tonight...blah
yea so today i woke up around 12...went to scotts...hung out and talked to angel for a few hours...left with mick and scott and rode to the mall to meet angel..she could go..so we walked around...meet up with Mary..and brendon and porto-matt..an
ok so..im bored nuts agian..the only person keeping me sane at the moment is Angel...shes entertaining to talk to...and yea..i still miss Lisa...i ran out of o.j. and peanuts.....i went to see Anchorman today with vincent....umm
Im sitting here drowning myself in orange juice and peanuts....i tried calling Lisa today around ten..but shes probably out having fun in Padre...so ill try again tomarrow....i miss her like crazy..i hope shes having fun and im going to try to see her as soon as she gets back..
going nuts..missing Lisa....going even more nuts
Last night was the last night i would see Lisa for about a week..she went to south padre for vacation...im going to miss her alot..we had fun last night...we went to alburtsons and shopped..and i said alot of old lady's were sexy and wrinkles turn me on lol...Lisa elbowed me in the ribs..and that really hurt..but im still alive..we talked to an old guy at the register who thought we werent old enough to drink fu fu berry soda....it was good...then we went back to her house and chilled out..attacked each other..flirted
love her
i really dont know what to think or do right now...The fling Lisa and i had is over....she still has feelings for Dale..and i dont know what to do or how to act around her now..its like..there wasnt a limit..and now theres a big brick wall.....Yeste
Well at the end of last week rocked...i hung out with Lisa and she rocks!!! theres more things id like to tell her then that but she wont let me until shes ready...so yea..im waiting on her....shes great....im at her house at the moment...weve had fun today...its Her, Susie and I we tried napping in her bed..that didnt work..then i started picking on them...i had fun....im still having fun..and now im stuck with her lil bro watching him..so i g2g for now...im having a very good day
Well im finaly glad elftown is back up...i was about to go nuts....well heres all i can remember...abo
i had a great day yesterday...i went with Sarah, Emily and my sister to the movies and watched Garfield...Emi
i had fun today..i had a kick-ass time..i saw Salem at the mall..met Heather for the second time..dont think she remembers me...Matt made an ass of himself at the mall..by yelling "I cant get it up!! it never gets hard!! its always soft!!" the funny thing was he got stopped by a security guard and some dude...they thought he was mad and yea he was talking about his hair.. i hung out with Scott..Mik and Carl..had fun..mik is jumpy and hes a talker but not a walker....Carl is kick-ass..hes awesome...him and Scott went around shooting each other in the front yard...and Scott is just Scott..
i saw Krystal and Jackie there too....
I need to find something to do tomarrow..i dont want to stay home and be bored and since i am leaving on wensday for arkansas and wont be back until the fifth i want to spend some time having fun....
ok this weekend.......
well today was an interesting day..i got my life threatened...b
i had a great weekend!! friday i went and spent time with Janis and we had alot of fun..we went to the mall and then i bought her dinner to partially pay back what i owe her witch i could never pay her back no matter how much i make... then we went to hastings and got some movies and messed around with the instruments..t
ok the damage toll is one dropped hotdog!! for my first day..oh and a ruined bun...the first day was pretty easy exept for cleaning the popcorn popper i dont like that much.....it takes way to long...the fun part is the floors there all greasey and buttery you can slide to were you are going...like when i get someone water or poweraid i slide to the fridge...its fun...but theres alot of hectic work to be done...break was nice...had bush's chicken...its good..then back to work....i made 40+ dollars last night and i will do the same today and tomarrow...so im good....