got my ingrown toe nails taken out...lots of blood and tissue and ripping noises...but great entertainment.
ive been used yet again...and it hurts like hell.....i need to get out of here and find someone that will truly care about me.....this shit is what makes me so ready to leave....im moving again for those of you who even care.....but for some im not even a presence....an
Today was good some parts....other
TODAY WAS AWESOME!! let me say that again TODAY WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!
well yesterday i went to the mall with Lisa and Angel...we saw Callie's Joe and a few other ppl i knew....we played a sit down shooter and what not...i had fun.....then Lisa sat me down and interrogated me..i thought it was cute the way she was acting...i would get up and walk away...but she would always come after me...until i walked to far..then i just turned around and walked back...i couldnt stay away...then we just sat there..they played on the star thing on the floor..then we saw richard...talk
Today i got up reformated the pc and reinstalled every thing, talked to angel and lisa on the phone, then went shopping with Mandi, we came back to my house watched a movie and talked alot..played with the blowgun and cookie, then messed around on the pc while i cooked pork chops, got made fun of...she left, got on the pc, talked to lisa, angel, whiitnie, and Mandi on yahoo...angel burst out with a bunch of shit, got me irritated, Mandi seemed really calmed..and i was embarassed....
mii wedding to Whiitnie
Whiitnie(10:21:50 AM): hey kristen
Whiitnie(10:21:56 AM): kristin*
Kristin (10:22:01 AM): uh hey
Whiitnie(10:22:01 AM): dont leave!!
Whiitnie(10:22:01 AM): lol
Kristin (10:22:04 AM): y
Whiitnie(10:22:08 AM): ull see!
Whiitnie(10:22:09 AM): lol
Chris (10:22:10 AM): lol ok..whose teh pastor?
Kristin (10:22:10 AM): i gotta find a brace
Kristin (10:22:15 AM): for my knee
Whiitnie(10:22:15 AM): lol
Whiitnie(10:22:16 AM): ii cant be
Yvonne (10:22:17 AM): so when is ur wedding starting?
Kristin (10:22:18 AM): i cant hear u
Kristin (10:22:21 AM): u know that
Kristin (10:22:23 AM): brb
Whiitnie(10:22:28 AM): HURRY!!
Whiitnie(10:22:34 AM): we are having a wedding here lol
Chris (10:22:45 AM): lol
Chris (10:22:55 AM): we are just waiting on someone to become pastor
Whiitnie(10:23:08 AM): holli
Whiitnie(10:23:14 AM): haha
Kristin (10:23:35 AM): high
Whiitnie(10:23:39 AM): kristin
Whiitnie(10:23:42 AM): u wanna be pastor?
Whiitnie(10:23:43 AM): lol
Kristin (10:23:49 AM): hell fuckin no
Whiitnie(10:23:52 AM): lmfao
Whiitnie(10:23:53 AM): please!
Chris (10:23:54 AM): one sec
Kristin (10:23:58 AM): who r these people?
Chris (10:24:07 AM): hi im Chris
Kristin (10:24:08 AM): Whitney??
Whiitnie(10:24:11 AM): me and chris(mii fiancee)
Whiitnie(10:24:16 AM): and his friend
Kristin (10:24:16 AM): ohh
Whiitnie(10:24:17 AM): adn you
Kristin (10:24:18 AM): ur Chris
Kristin (10:24:19 AM): lol
Chris (10:24:22 AM): father of her baby!!
Whiitnie(10:24:23 AM): yah
Whiitnie(10:24:24 AM): lmfao
Chris (10:24:24 AM): yea i am
Whiitnie(10:24:27 AM): haha*
Kristin (10:24:34 AM): whos the other person?
Whiitnie(10:24:34 AM): kristin be the pastor
Whiitnie(10:24:35 AM): please!
Yvonne (10:24:36 AM): what's the baby name?
Whiitnie(10:24:38 AM): his friend
Chris (10:24:39 AM): brat
Whiitnie(10:24:44 AM): no it aint!
Kristin (10:24:47 AM): lol
Kristin (10:24:51 AM): omg
Chris (10:24:51 AM): i thought that what it was
Kristin (10:24:51 AM): lol
Kristin (10:24:53 AM): ok
Kristin (10:25:03 AM): yall want me to be the female pastor?
Chris (10:25:07 AM): yes!!!
Whiitnie(10:25:07 AM): sure
Whiitnie(10:25:08 AM): lol
Kristin (10:25:17 AM): yes
Kristin (10:25:18 AM): ok
Kristin (10:25:24 AM): ill be the fuckin pastor
Whiitnie(10:25:28 AM): lmfao
Yvonne (10:25:29 AM): lol
Chris (10:25:29 AM): lol
Chris (10:25:35 AM): pastors dont curse!
Whiitnie(10:25:38 AM): haha*
Whiitnie(10:25:41 AM): this one does
Kristin (10:25:41 AM): but someone is gonna have to carry me to the alter
Whiitnie(10:25:41 AM): lol
Kristin (10:25:42 AM): i do
Kristin (10:25:44 AM): im special
Kristin (10:25:45 AM): lol
Whiitnie(10:25:56 AM): ::carries kristin to the alter::
Chris (10:25:57 AM): fucking pastors think they rule the earth
Whiitnie(10:25:59 AM): hapy!!
Whiitnie(10:26:04 AM): happy*
Kristin (10:26:06 AM): lol
Kristin (10:26:11 AM): my knee ahhhhhhhhhhhh
Kristin (10:26:15 AM): ok
Whiitnie(10:26:18 AM): hurry up dork!
Whiitnie(10:26:19 AM): lol
Kristin (10:26:19 AM): i dont rule
Kristin (10:26:23 AM): im just special
Whiitnie(10:26:24 AM): i got a baby on the way
Whiitnie(10:26:25 AM): lol
Whiitnie(10:26:30 AM): too much stresss!!!
Chris (10:26:33 AM): lol we only got 9 months
Whiitnie(10:26:38 AM): haha*
Whiitnie(10:26:40 AM): exactly
Kristin (10:26:41 AM): what
Kristin (10:26:45 AM): im lost
Whiitnie(10:26:52 AM): start the damn thing
Whiitnie(10:26:52 AM): lol
Yvonne (10:26:53 AM): so when is the pastor going to start
Chris (10:26:58 AM): now!!
Whiitnie(10:27:10 AM): ...?
Kristin (10:27:13 AM): oh
Kristin (10:27:14 AM): lol
Chris (10:27:17 AM): yea thats yoru que
Kristin (10:27:18 AM): dearly beloved
Whiitnie(10:27:31 AM): haha* this is fucked up!!
Kristin (10:27:35 AM): we r gathered here to day to join Chris and Whitney
Chris (10:27:37 AM):
Whiitnie(10:27:42 AM): lmfao
Kristin (10:27:42 AM): in holy matchramony
Kristin (10:27:44 AM): lol
Whiitnie(10:27:51 AM):
Yvonne (10:27:54 AM): lol
Chris (10:27:58 AM): she said matromony wrong!! this is a bad sign!!
Whiitnie(10:28:04 AM): haha*
Kristin (10:28:04 AM): Chris repet after me
Kristin (10:28:06 AM): hahaha
Whiitnie(10:28:06 AM): oo shit up
Kristin (10:28:09 AM): leave me alon
Whiitnie(10:28:10 AM): shut*********8
Whiitnie(10:28:11 AM): haha*
Chris (10:28:11 AM): shit up?
Whiitnie(10:28:15 AM): haha
Kristin (10:28:32 AM): LOL
Kristin (10:28:33 AM): OMG
Chris (10:28:37 AM): theres another bad sign!! she spelt repeat wrong!!
Kristin (10:28:38 AM): LOL
Whiitnie(10:28:39 AM): im nervious!!
Whiitnie(10:28:41 AM): can you tell
Whiitnie(10:28:42 AM): haha
Chris (10:28:50 AM):
Kristin (10:28:57 AM): SHUT UP
Whiitnie(10:28:57 AM): ...?
Whiitnie(10:28:59 AM): haha
Kristin (10:29:01 AM): LEAVE ME ALONE
Kristin (10:29:11 AM): OK
Kristin (10:29:16 AM): CHRIS
Kristin (10:29:23 AM): TELL THIS TO WHITNEY
Whiitnie(10:29:36 AM): hah*
Kristin (10:29:36 AM): BABY I WANNA BE UR SPURM DONARER
Kristin (10:29:36 AM): HAHA
Whiitnie(10:29:38 AM): lmfao
Whiitnie(10:29:41 AM): OMG!
Chris (10:29:48 AM): Whiitnie BABY I WANNA BE UR SPURM DONARER
Kristin (10:29:52 AM): HAHA
Whiitnie(10:29:54 AM): haha
Kristin (10:29:55 AM): HAHA
Yvonne (10:29:56 AM): haha
Kristin (10:30:01 AM): WHITNEY TELL CHRIS
Kristin (10:30:08 AM): UR GONNA HAVE ALL 100 OF HIS KIDS
Chris (10:30:12 AM):
Whiitnie(10:30:27 AM): chris UR GONNA HAVE ALL 100 OF HIS KIDS
Chris (10:30:29 AM): thats alot of sex
Whiitnie(10:30:32 AM): LOL
Whiitnie(10:30:35 AM): too many chaps
Yvonne (10:30:36 AM): lol
Kristin (10:30:37 AM): LOL
Kristin (10:30:41 AM): OK
Whiitnie(10:30:43 AM): im getting scared
Whiitnie(10:30:46 AM): kik
Whiitnie(10:30:48 AM): lol*
Chris (10:30:49 AM):
Kristin (10:30:50 AM): CHIRS U MAY KISS UR BRIDE
Chris (10:30:55 AM):
Whiitnie(10:31:03 AM):
Chris (10:31:04 AM): how much are we paying this pastor?
Whiitnie(10:31:06 AM): we are married
Whiitnie(10:31:09 AM): its free!
Kristin (10:31:14 AM): 5000000 DOLLARS
Chris (10:31:16 AM): no wonder the service sucked
Whiitnie(10:31:18 AM): haha u wish
Yvonne (10:31:23 AM): WOW you two are finally married
Kristin (10:31:25 AM): hell naw my services cost
Whiitnie(10:31:28 AM): haha
Kristin (10:31:37 AM): yay im a sister in law
Kristin (10:31:38 AM): lol
Kristin (10:31:39 AM): haha
Whiitnie(10:31:41 AM): you can have half the cake we dont mess up ::wink:: and come to this party with me
Whiitnie(10:31:43 AM): haha*
Chris (10:31:50 AM): wooot...i love ya baby!!! lets have hot wild sex now!!
Whiitnie(10:31:54 AM): haha*
Whiitnie(10:31:57 AM): oo baby!!
Yvonne (10:32:02 AM): so where the party going to be at?
Kristin (10:32:04 AM): yeah
Whiitnie(10:32:05 AM): lol
Chris (10:32:08 AM): i got the saddle ready
Yvonne (10:32:13 AM): lol
Whiitnie(10:32:14 AM): lmfao
Whiitnie(10:32:15 AM): aww!
Chris (10:32:29 AM): you got the jumper cables and oil?
Whiitnie(10:32:34 AM): lol
Whiitnie(10:32:35 AM): yah
Chris (10:32:54 AM): wooot!!! now no one leave
Kristin (10:33:00 AM): MAMA SAID I CAN COME WHITNEY
Whiitnie(10:33:05 AM): ))))))))))))))))))))))
Whiitnie(10:33:08 AM): WAIT
Whiitnie(10:33:09 AM): YOU CAN!
Chris (10:33:25 AM): have you found out were your moving yet!?!?!?!?!?!
Whiitnie(10:33:46 AM): NOPE!
Kristin (10:33:49 AM): lol
Whiitnie(10:33:52 AM): as soon as this baby is born
Chris (10:33:53 AM): thats crappers!!!
Yvonne (10:34:00 AM): lol
Chris (10:34:01 AM): 9 months!!
Kristin (10:34:04 AM): yeah
Whiitnie(10:34:05 AM): lmfao
Whiitnie(10:34:06 AM): yah
Chris (10:34:13 AM): i wanna be there!!
Whiitnie(10:34:17 AM): kristen.. lemme call grandma real quick
Kristin (10:34:24 AM): lol
Kristin (10:34:25 AM): kk
Chris (10:34:32 AM): are you telling ppl you got married?
Chris (10:34:44 AM): they are going to think we are messed up?
Yvonne (10:34:49 AM): lol
Kristin (10:34:57 AM): haha
Kristin (10:35:02 AM): whats ur name?
Chris (10:35:05 AM): bob
Yvonne (10:35:05 AM): how can u say that about ur marriage sirhc
Yvonne (10:35:14 AM): lol
Kristin (10:35:15 AM): whats ur name?
Chris (10:35:18 AM): its Chris
Kristin (10:35:19 AM): i wanna know ur name
Yvonne (10:35:24 AM): who?
Whiitnie(10:35:25 AM): lol
Kristin (10:35:27 AM): u
Yvonne (10:35:32 AM): im a girl lol
Yvonne (10:35:34 AM): yvonne
Kristin (10:35:40 AM): oh
Kristin (10:35:44 AM): lol
Yvonne (10:35:48 AM): lol
Chris (10:35:52 AM): hey weres our honey moon?
Whiitnie(10:35:57 AM): lol
Whiitnie(10:35:59 AM): i dont know
Kristin (10:36:03 AM): sowwy
Kristin (10:36:10 AM): WHITNEY
Whiitnie(10:36:15 AM): what!
Whiitnie(10:36:16 AM): lol
Yvonne (10:37:15 AM): lol
Whiitnie(10:37:21 AM): he aint right!!
Kristin (10:37:23 AM): high
Whiitnie(10:37:24 AM): why did i marry him!!
Whiitnie(10:37:25 AM): ahh!!
Kristin (10:37:29 AM): i was talkin to muh mama
Kristin (10:37:35 AM): cuz u love him
Chris (10:37:35 AM): bc..you cant resist my sexymuss
Kristin (10:37:41 AM): like i love all 4 of my bfs
Kristin (10:37:44 AM): lol
Kristin (10:37:46 AM): im a whore
Whiitnie(10:37:47 AM): lmfao
Whiitnie(10:37:49 AM): oo yeah!! sexy!!
Yvonne (10:37:50 AM): lol
Chris (10:37:54 AM): lol..i only have 3 gf's
Kristin (10:38:01 AM): i have 4
Chris (10:38:01 AM): and 1 wife
Kristin (10:38:03 AM): bf's
Whiitnie(10:38:03 AM):
Kristin (10:38:08 AM): i have a lil nose
Chris (10:38:12 AM): no!!!1
Kristin (10:38:17 AM): lol
Chris (10:38:17 AM): i didnt marry them
Kristin (10:38:19 AM): hahahaa
Kristin (10:38:23 AM):
Chris (10:38:34 AM): i lvoe the way you talk!!!
Kristin (10:38:38 AM): i was a pastor
Kristin (10:38:40 AM): haha
Chris (10:38:49 AM): funnnnniest
Kristin (10:39:01 AM): life fuckin sux
Chris (10:39:08 AM): why?
Kristin (10:39:29 AM): cuz muh fuckin knee hurts
Yvonne (10:39:31 AM): is that u singing
Chris (10:39:42 AM): ummmm noooo
Chris (10:39:46 AM):
Yvonne (10:39:47 AM): sure
Chris (10:40:00 AM): yea..its horrible
Yvonne (10:40:10 AM): not really
Yvonne (10:40:11 AM): lol
Chris (10:40:18 AM): i cant believe she married a dork like me!
Yvonne (10:40:33 AM): hey she luvs u
Kristin (10:40:40 AM): yeah she does
Chris (10:40:47 AM): i told you they would think your nuts!!
Yvonne (10:40:58 AM): who?
Chris (10:41:04 AM): shes telling them about the wedding
Yvonne (10:41:08 AM): oh lol
Yvonne (10:41:14 AM): i know i can hear her
Chris (10:41:28 AM): can i wear your clothes?
Kristin (10:41:29 AM): KISS MY ASS WHITNEY
Kristin (10:41:35 AM): lol
Kristin (10:41:38 AM): haha
Chris (10:41:53 AM): hey ive seen whitneys ass..sorta..it
Kristin (10:42:03 AM): lol
Yvonne (10:42:11 AM): lol
Kristin (10:42:41 AM): thats fuckin great Chris
Chris (10:42:43 AM): no i didnt
Yvonne (10:43:07 AM): lol
Chris (10:43:17 AM): bite me you fat ugly biotch!!
Kristin (10:43:19 AM):
Kristin (10:43:33 AM): im so lonely
Chris (10:43:42 AM): i loveth you Whiitnie!
Chris (10:43:53 AM): you must be like brittany spears
Kristin (10:43:59 AM): ill be the judge at the divorce
Chris (10:44:00 AM): expet our wedding was shorter than 1 day
Kristin (10:44:19 AM): IM THE JUDGE
Chris (10:44:19 AM): ok...what if you cheat on me?
Chris (10:44:31 AM): i need to sue yvonne
Yvonne (10:44:52 AM): why? what
Chris (10:45:02 AM): ew...i kissed her and she had throw up in her mouth...thats worse them burping in it
Yvonne (10:45:10 AM): lol
Kristin (10:45:21 AM): hahaha
Chris (10:45:35 AM): want me to kill him?
Chris (10:45:40 AM): ill do it
Chris (10:45:44 AM): ok
Chris (10:45:47 AM): wait...i cant
Chris (10:45:55 AM): im going to the movies with Mandi at 2
Yvonne (10:46:03 AM): who's mandi?
Chris (10:46:14 AM): no..im not dating her
Chris (10:46:22 AM): im going on a date..but im not dating her
Chris (10:46:29 AM): ill pretend like its you
Kristin (10:46:33 AM): i wanna call somebody
Yvonne (10:46:46 AM): lol
Kristin (10:46:53 AM): im bored
Chris (10:46:54 AM): shes mad after a joyess occasion
Kristin (10:46:55 AM):
Kristin (10:46:58 AM):
Chris (10:47:03 AM): lol
Kristin (10:47:04 AM): monkey
Kristin (10:47:05 AM): lol
Chris (10:47:11 AM): im a monkey
Yvonne (10:47:14 AM): lol
Kristin (10:47:18 AM): haha
Kristin (10:47:24 AM): im the
Kristin (10:47:44 AM): lol
Chris (10:47:52 AM): so you rhorny?
Chris (10:48:02 AM): no..kristin
Kristin (10:48:03 AM): who?
Kristin (10:48:15 AM): WHAT
Kristin (10:48:20 AM): MAN IM NOT HORNY
Yvonne (10:48:24 AM): lol
Chris (10:48:24 AM): hey baby!! do you wanna make out
Kristin (10:48:28 AM): IM NOT A FUCKIN HORN DOG LIKE WHITNEY
Kristin (10:48:29 AM): lol
Chris (10:48:36 AM): lol...thats what i love about her
Yvonne (10:48:40 AM): lol
Kristin (10:48:44 AM): lol
Chris (10:48:54 AM): lol ok
Kristin (10:48:59 AM): shit fire
Kristin (10:49:00 AM): brb
Chris (10:49:06 AM): hot wild pic sex on the dance floor!!
Chris (10:49:14 AM): pig
Chris (10:49:18 AM): if you want
Chris (10:49:34 AM): put those things on elftown
Chris (10:49:50 AM): the pictures of our hot wild pig sex
Chris (10:49:55 AM): well then put it on there
Chris (10:50:12 AM): im sure if we recorded it we could make millions on that porno
Kristin (10:50:15 AM): what
Kristin (10:50:16 AM): ok
Kristin (10:50:19 AM): well look chics
Kristin (10:50:23 AM): imma go lay down
Chris (10:50:25 AM): lol
Yvonne (10:50:27 AM): lol
Kristin (10:50:29 AM): if u wanna talk call the cell
Kristin (10:50:31 AM): love ya
Chris (10:50:32 AM): byes!!
Kristin (10:50:34 AM): later dayz
Yahoo! Messenger (10:50:42 AM): Kristin has left the conference.
Chris (10:50:52 AM): so..were do you wanna go for our honey moon?
Yvonne (10:50:59 AM): i guess i'll leave yall alone then
Yvonne (10:51:01 AM): ok
Chris (10:51:07 AM): im not cheatin on you
Yvonne (10:51:14 AM): nice meeting u
Chris (10:51:27 AM): i didnt have sexual relations iwth that woman
Yahoo! Messenger (10:51:27 AM): Yvonne has left the conference.
Yahoo! Messenger (10:52:09 AM): Whiitniehas left the conference.
i had a sorta good day...exept for that fact that Angel hates my guts and would rather me bleed to death than ever forgive me....i spent the day with Lisa....even when in pain..i still have fun with her....i was attacked...it hurt...Angel broke a nail..and did something else to her hand in the process of choking and digging her nails into the back of my neck....i didnt try to stop her...i know i deserve every bit of it for what i had done to Lisa....i love her..and im sorry for what i did....but sorry will never be enough in this world we live in...someone i love hurt themselves today..i will add to their pain...by causing my own.
Yesterday was one of the most amazingly odd days...i expected not to come home in one piece...of all the things i was thinking..i wanted Lisa to take out all her anger on me...i caused her alot of pain...and i didnt want to be teh cause and not get my own....i tried to get her to take it out on me....i put her hands around my throat..and she kissed my forehead....i put her hands on my mouth and nose so she could smother me...she carrassed my cheek...i had her hands beat me up...and she laughed....i wanted her to guage my eyes out...and she held me....i love her alot...it hurt when she first told me she hated me....and she has a reason too....i made a big mistake.....i took what i had for granted...and i dont ever want to do that again...Lisa means alot to me and i dont want to lose her...it confuses me that she would rather hold me..than killl me...for what i did...i truly do love her....
Today i woke up and scott ran into me in the hallway..i guess he woke up about the same time..anyways.
i had a lot of fun today...we went to hero records for a concert and it got cancelled by the fire marshal..so i had some peoples come over to my house...we had a small party...it was Mandi, Briana, Hannah, Kb, Chris, Scott, Trent, and i..we had alot of fun...we pooled our money together and went on a food run..watched jeepers creepers and some other stuff...cant really say...i dont remember much..
yea...so Angel told me to write in here so i am...Scotts over at the moment..and hes talking to Angel on the phone..im washing clothes for the show tonight.....an
talked to Lisa from 12:30..to 3..combine that with the time before is about 6 or 7 hours...woot!!
hmm...Today i woke up..washed the car..and then was left home alone until sunday..with virtually no food..or money!!! so..its a game of survival...i talked to Lisa for a little over 3 hours tonight...blah
yea so today i woke up around 12...went to scotts...hung out and talked to angel for a few hours...left with mick and scott and rode to the mall to meet angel..she could go..so we walked around...meet up with Mary..and brendon and porto-matt..an
ok so..im bored nuts agian..the only person keeping me sane at the moment is Angel...shes entertaining to talk to...and yea..i still miss Lisa...i ran out of o.j. and peanuts.....i went to see Anchorman today with vincent....umm
Im sitting here drowning myself in orange juice and peanuts....i tried calling Lisa today around ten..but shes probably out having fun in Padre...so ill try again tomarrow....i miss her like crazy..i hope shes having fun and im going to try to see her as soon as she gets back..
going nuts..missing Lisa....going even more nuts
Last night was the last night i would see Lisa for about a week..she went to south padre for vacation...im going to miss her alot..we had fun last night...we went to alburtsons and shopped..and i said alot of old lady's were sexy and wrinkles turn me on lol...Lisa elbowed me in the ribs..and that really hurt..but im still alive..we talked to an old guy at the register who thought we werent old enough to drink fu fu berry soda....it was good...then we went back to her house and chilled out..attacked each other..flirted
love her
i really dont know what to think or do right now...The fling Lisa and i had is over....she still has feelings for Dale..and i dont know what to do or how to act around her now..its like..there wasnt a limit..and now theres a big brick wall.....Yeste