umm..this weekend in my life..i um..didnt do anything friday..saturdy i spent 7 hours at the mall.then went to lisas..came home..went to church with Reena on sunday..came home and now im here

ok i havent written in awhile so umm......friday i went to the peprally and saw sandra and scott doin shit i didnt wanna see..so i got pissed...then i went to Kyndalls and got happy...got humped by a jew.....umm...played spin the bottle after crusing the valley with nic, kyndall, hope, and "my lil jew" morgan got some pizza. nic chased a guy she thought was hot...turned out he wasnt lol....ummm...then we went back to kyndalls..chilled out..ate pizza....matt and jonathan were there...then we went outside..played spin the bottle..i ended up kissing morgan..and thats how it all started..oh..she told me i didnt kiss right...i found that very funny....then some ppl got f'd up..and we watched tv after alot of making out..um....went to heb at 2 in the morn....got kicked out..after being to loud and jonathan sliding in the wax..lol...morgan and i were being videotaped alot by jonathan..who caught alot of funny stuff on tape...then we went back...morgan and i had our privacy...and fuzzy handcuffs and stuff..then we got a ride home at 4 am.....woke up at 8 am....went to the reicher game at 10:30 we won state..woooot!! i love that school..anyways...went to the after party had lots of fun....um..then lisa's......saw them pass each other out...got pissed at scott for doing it..when angel started freaking out..and acting weird..aand her spasms and stuff....she wouldnt wake up....scott left..i got even more pissed when he didnt come back fast enough.....ummm...then angels dad came in and she pullled it together at the last second....then she left..and we looked for baxter and raz bc they got out..then scott and i left and i went home..woke up at 8 then went to a christmas party i knew nothing about and slept..and now im here at lisa's helping her with spanish...a language i know very lil about

went to a real "mexican" wedding..my aunt got married in a small ass backyard between the see-saw and the swingset on a pair of crutches with the sweet melody of "the barking of the dogs"...it was so ghetto..the dj..was a single cd..with the wedding music on it..lol....umm...yea..then i calculated the time we would be home based on the speed we were going..distance away and then converted that into mins and added it on to the present time and added 5 grace mins.....i was only off by 2 mins

well..today was fun, hell i havent written in this thing in a while....i went to school had fun..got my ass grabbed by some black chick, found out one short cute mexican girl has a crush on me, umm.....i went home.....then talked to lisa for a little while.....then went to the football game..had fun....hung out with Lisa and Aaron...drank water with something weird in it....got my hat jacked a few times...hung out with Reena, Ty, Ryan, Josh, Angel, "Leggo", and some dude who shot himself in the eye with sperm....oh and another chick who Reena doesnt like and didnt know the meaning of masturbation.......well game ended with a massage orgy...lots of fun...lisa bit me a few times..she cut my hand with her nails..its all good though....umm...i had alot of fun....got a ride home with Ryan...found out the guy who lived in my house was called " Chester Chester the Child Molester" creepyness...that would explain all the writing on my ceiling...so..he went to prison for life....im guessin he was white.....damn krackers.....

p.s. Lisa's Black, Angel has a ghetto booty, Ty" Rita!!", Reena " whats epidermis?", Ryan " AHHH!! my eye..hahaha", Zoe "Leggo" " it doesnt say leggo!!!" Me " if i had a borrito for everytime i masturbated to a pair of womens shoes, i'd be pretty hungry"

p.p.s. CHECK YOUR ZIPPERS!!! DO THEY SAY YKK?

i could possibly get a mountainboard that goes about 20mph today...weee..funn..i cant wait until i get it..its got a motor ont eh back of it..and ijust might ride that thing to school..its gas powered..not electric so it can climb the hills..and its got some good wheels so i can go through grass and shit like that..well it better go through tha if its a mountain board!

This thing is getting to complicated for me..i have to sacrifice to gain something back...i honestly do want Lisa back..shes my bestfriend..my acuall first one too...and hell i dont want to lose her over this. its only wensday and its gotten 10 times as worse as it was... the only thing missing is more knifes..even if i do somehow get Lisa's forgivness she will still hate me, she tells me she hates me all the time..even before all this happened....it wont ever be the same..and i dont really want to give anyone up...this so sucks ass...Carls a real help..he messages me..and then messages Lisa..saying to different things, im going to find a way were lisa can go to the dance and not have to see me there....ill just disappear

somethings Lisa says and does i dont get

i dont want this to fucking happen i hate it...i love lisa to death..and i really really fucked up yesterday...and its ruined everything...why cant i fucking think before i act? nothing i ever do will ever be right to anyone...im not even living right..i hope someone kills me or something....i am really fucking sorry about what i did and i dont want to lose Lisa..shes been there for me for a long ass time and now im losing her...i dont want this to happen...i cant do a fucking thing right.....i would do almost anything to get her back..i dont care if shes pissed at me or not..its just her that i want back...ive suffered for her and i will continue to, just so i know shes still there....death would be appreciative right now

though: what the fuck was i doing?
mood: watchin the blood flow down my arm and off my fingertips
music: death song

ok well today started innocent enough...then it got worse and worse and i fell like shit

GUESS WHAT!!! I GOT IN LISA'S PANTS!!!! WOOOOT!!! they are acually kinda comfy, oh! and her boxers too, well the whole night went like this.....
1. Got to Lisa's house
2. Talked to Tiffany while Lisa got ready
3. Left for the game in an extremely good mood!
4. Adored Lisa's beauty (Lisa is thinking "Sappy Bastard" right now)
5. Got to the game
6. Ran into Josh..(kinda annoying)
7. Drizzled!!
8. Watched people run for there lifes as a few drops of water fell from the sky!
9. Doged the rain (failed attempt)
and Attacked KB who i love so much and broke her mum
10. Went to concession stand for Lisa's "Clown Juice"
11. Got "Clown Juice" while Lisa talked to people
12. Rained Harder.
13. Big Huddle of people around the concession stand
14. Sang in the rain!
15. Got Soaked
16. Matt- "Hey!! your not supposed to wear black!! your supposed to wear white when it rains!"
17. Called Liz
18. Watched old people slip and fall
19. Got in the car, Soaked
20. Squishy..Squishy noises
21. Watched Lisa feeze
22. My nipples got harder
23. Attacked Tiffani
24. Striped
25. Stole Tiffani's shirt, Lisa's boxers and pants
26. Got into Lisa's boxers and pants!!(i like how that sounds)
27. Attacked Tiffani
28. Went to Dance
29. Sat outside for an hour
30. Got into dance and damn arm didnt set off metal detector
31. Made fun of black people dancing
32. Watched Lisa laugh at black people dancing
33. ATTEMPTED to dance like a black person with Lisa
34. Discovered that Lisa is Black
35. Walked away
36. Got drug back by Lisa
37. Tried to Salsa
38. Found out my nachoes dont have the right dip
39. Danced like a white person
40. Tried having the D.j. wish Lisa a happy b-day.
41. Got drug back
42. Got rape danced by three black chicks
43. Lisa laughed her ass off
44. Tried dancing with Lisa.
45. Lisa laughed her ass off
46. Slow dance with Lisa (weird but soothing feeling)
47. Enjoyed having Lisa in my arms
48. Called Liz
49. Became delivery man for a black dude
50. Left
51. Got home
52. Stripped off the shirt
53. Threw it at Lisa
54. Hugged her goodbye
55. Got inside wronte my diary

im bored, im talking to lisa about homeocming tickets, and blowing up birds...umm..just fed the dogs..my day was good...some ppl at a.j. moore still think my name is either bob..or robert shilling...its funny....so i awnser to both

im fed up with life..it sucks, it just takes all the bad shit and shoves it in your face...im not perfect enough for anyone...everything i do is wrong...i get constant critisism by my father for teh simplist fucking things...it makes me feel like a mistake..im sure he critizises me for living...am i doing that wrong to? someone end my fucking life for me..so i dont have to...i would..but i see no rope..my knife isnt fucking sharp enough and i would burn myself but i cant find a damn lighter...id stick a penny in the socket but ive done that before and i obviously survived..so thats a waste of time...some one just fucking kill me

well..2nd day at a.j. moore complete....i got my note from my stalker this morning..and got a surprise hug..i had fun..at the bus stop..well its my old school..so yea..idhave fun..anyways...got to school..ate breakfast, sat next to Carra who is about the cutest girl in the school..and yea i know shes taken so dont bother telling me that..i can still compliment, anyways..went to tmy classes..ran half a mile, push ups, pull ups, lifted about 210lbs with my legs...yada yada yada..wrote Rachael a 3 page note..and umm...school ended..big woop...got on the bus after walking and talking to carra outside..tried getting my notebook to rachael but my dad was being an ass and honking uncontrollably like hes important or something..so i had trent to it..still honked...anyways..i dont know if trent got it to her or not..but i hope he did..if not..ill get it to her tomarrow...if trent still has it that is...and i hope he does..or im fucked...anyways..didnt do much else today..played final fantasy x-2 for a few hours..then got on the pc...lisa might be transferring to a.j. moore, its cool i guess, well im going to homecoming with her..after that i dunno..i dont feel so much like i have an obligation with her anymore...not like a.j. moore as any cute girls..i only know one..and havent seen anyothers...its a sorry ass school...when ppl try to shuot papers into the trashcan they always miss..no wonder they have no sports...they suck! anyways..yea..the blacks try to be niggers..but its funny bc they dont know how....well im bored and waiting for lisa to get back so ill have someoent ot talk to

WWWWWOOOOOTTTTT fun fun!!!...i had an interview today at mr gattis..got hired..ya ya..anyways..went to lisa's, met Tiffany..shes awesome...happens to be kayla vela's lil sis..didnt know that.....umm..yea...then sam came over and we went to the park..had alot of fun...Tif. tried beating me up alot..it was fun...we got back from the park and chilled out..wrestled on the trampoline..then watched a lil moulin rouge..and then angel got there..i will add more in here later...then i went home...and lisa got mad at me...bc i kicked everyone out of the car and shes the only one that left..it sucks..but yea..now we are having an arguement about the difference in tu and vous in french..she says theres none..i say there is..the convo is followed below..anyone with input into it..write me....thank ya

Hells666Rose: Voulez vouc couche avec moi?
Hells666Rose: vous**
Nevinzz: umm..of course lisa
Hells666Rose: lol
Nevinzz: tu sexe
Hells666Rose: lol
Nevinzz: vous sexe
Nevinzz: vous= all of you, or they
Nevinzz: sexe = sexy
Hells666Rose: no
Hells666Rose: vous is you
Nevinzz: no
Nevinzz: well yea
Nevinzz: you as in plural
Nevinzz: as in...like..all of vous
Nevinzz: or all of you
Hells666Rose: Hells666Rose: translate you from english to french
SmarterChild: Translated from English to French, "You" becomes "Vous."
Hells666Rose: Ahe,
Hells666Rose: Ahem
Nevinzz: plural you!!!
Hells666Rose: vous is pronounced without the s
Nevinzz: nous is we vous is you plural
Hells666Rose: vous is you
Hells666Rose: sam took french dude
Nevinzz: je is, i or me tu, is singular you,
Nevinzz: il or elle is he or she
Nevinzz: nous is we
Nevinzz: vous is you plural
Nevinzz: ils, elles, ons is.. he she or they
Hells666Rose: Hells666Rose: Translate voulez vous couche avec moi from french to english
SmarterChild: Translated from French to English, your text becomes:

"Want lie down with me."
Hells666Rose: im right youre wrong, accept it
Nevinzz: theres more that one meaning of vous in french
Hells666Rose: no theres not
Hells666Rose: its pronounced voo
Nevinzz: SmarterChild: Translated from French to English, "Vous" becomes "You."
Hells666Rose: pronounced voo spelled vous
Nevinzz: SmarterChild: How would you like me to translate "je, tu, il elle on, nous, vous, ils elles ons"?

1 English to French
2 English to German
3 English to Italian
4 English to Portuguese
5 English to Spanish
6 French to English
7 German to English
8 Italian to English
9 Portuguese to English
10 Spanish to English
11 French to German
12 German to French
Nevinzz: 6
SmarterChild: Translated from French to English, your text becomes:

"I, you, it it one, us, you, they they ons."
Hells666Rose: vous = you
Hells666Rose: stupid ass
Nevinzz: i know how you say it..im in frinch
Nevinzz: french*
Nevinzz: i didnt say it wasnt!!
Nevinzz: damn
Nevinzz: its plural you
Nevinzz: as in more than one you
Nevinzz: tu is singular
Hells666Rose: tu is spanish
Nevinzz: tu is french also
Hells666Rose: Hells666Rose: translate tu from french to english
SmarterChild: Translated from French to English, "Tu" becomes "You."

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Hells666Rose: translate vous from french to english
SmarterChild: Translated from French to English, "Vous" becomes "You."

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Hells666Rose: means the same thing
Nevinzz: i didnt say it wasnt damnit..whats your damn argument?
Hells666Rose: vous means you singular.
Nevinzz: no
Nevinzz: vous means you plural damnit
Hells666Rose: no
Nevinzz: tu is singular
Nevinzz: you can say..you get the dog..your you (as ina group) get the dog
Hells666Rose: mhm
Nevinzz: it will be the same
Hells666Rose: *shrugs*
Nevinzz: and why the hell are you argueing about it?
Nevinzz: i take french..i know im right
Hells666Rose: i know im right because im stubborn
Nevinzz: no..your not..tu = you, singular, unproper, vous = you, plural, proper
Nevinzz: you use vous when talking to a person of power

ok..well..had psat this morn...it was ok...i hate english....its dumb..if i can read..im fine....i dont need to know whats wrong wtih a sentence....if i can understand it..then its right.....anyways.....doing nothing at all.....bored as fuck...not a good day...just getting more pissed by the min.....contemplating an event this weekend...dont know exactly what to do..i have an interview friday...it depends on taht....hmm...what else?...talking to lisa...not much of any progress there..she says im being impossible...i dotn see how..

the earth shattering tale of getting a homecoming date!!:

Nevinzz: howdy
Nevinzz: how are you?
Nevinzz: that picture on your elftown scares me
Nevinzz: LIIIIIIISSSSSSAAAAA?????
Nevinzz: ok...leave a message at the beep
Nevinzz: this is chris..im here to talk to you..and ask you things..message me back as soon as you can....*click*
Lisa: hi
Me: howdy
Me: whats up?
Me: this is lisa right?
Lisa: yea
Me: ok..just checking....
Me: what are you doing?
Lisa: nothing
Me: what are you doing...on the 22nd?
Me: ?
Lisa: umm
Lisa: idk
Me:
Me: Lisa...umm...i know this is dorky and stuff...but...would you like to be my homecoming date?
Me: i was thinking about it..and rob and amber told me i really should ask you
Me: and i cant think of anyone as good as a candidate as you
Lisa: when is it?
Me: 22nd
Me:
Lisa: hmmm
Me: ohhh..the anticipation
Me:
Me: .......*whimpers*
Lisa: hang on
Me: k
Me: *dies*
Lisa: *giggles*
Me: your doing this on purpose!!
Lisa: so?
Me: oh..not to change the subject..but your going to get your gift late..i decided to do it the honest way..and work for it
Lisa: lol
Me:
Me: must you kill me?
Lisa: yes
Me: you just cant answer?
Lisa: i could
Me: but?
Me: you would rather me wait?
Lisa: si
Me: torture
Me: why dont you just tie me up..and make me wait? you masochist
Lisa: lol
Me: E-V-I-L
Lisa: yea
Me: how much longer do i have to wait?
Lisa: idk
Lisa: maybe till 8
Me:
Lisa: im about to have to go at 6:15
Me: oh..yea..thats true...are you really having to think about it?
Lisa: you'll neverknow
Lisa: *smileS*
Me: the answer or about you thinking?
Lisa: hehehehe
Me: your mean...
Lisa: yea...
Me: i think i will tie you up..and make you watch me play with your gift
Lisa: lol
Lisa: what is it?
Me: i told you a while back..
Me:
Lisa: NOO!
Me: yes i did
Lisa: tell me again
Me: i cant
Me: until you tell me an answer
Lisa: ok
Me:
Lisa: if you
Lisa: tell me i'll tell you
Me: you have to tell me right after i tell you..promise?
Lisa: yes i swear
Me: its a game..for your pc..one we talked about..and you expressed plenty of interest in
Lisa: ooooooob
Lisa: hoohhh
Lisa: :-D
Me: lol
Me: and your answer?
Lisa: ....
Me: thats no answer!
Lisa: ....
Lisa: *smiles*
Lisa: so who were these people that told you to ask me
Me: i was talking about homecoming with rob and amber..and i mentioned you..and amber told me i should..and i was thinking about it anyways..so i decided to
Lisa: who's amber
Me: cervantez
Me: or something like that..we played twister on your trampoline
Lisa: ooh yea
Lisa: amber
Me: soooo....(fill in blank with answer -->) _______
Lisa: if i say yes, are we going to do the whole mum/garter thing?
Lisa: :-\
Me: i dont know anything about those
Lisa: lol
Lisa: how can you not?
Me: its me lisa....chris remember?
Me: i never went to homecoming
Lisa: neither have i
Me: but if you want to we can..i would be glad to make you a mum..or a garter..or which other one it is
Lisa: mum
Lisa: if we do i dont wanna wear it to the game. theyre annoying
Me: lol ok
Lisa: ask your mom about it. she'll know
Me: lol ok..
Me: so is it a answer or a answer?
Lisa: hang on
Me: k
Me: bout time for you to get changed isnt it
Lisa: 'tis what im doing
Me: ohs...ok..
Me: dont forget your promisee
Lisa: what promise
Me: to answer
Lisa: oh
Me: yup
Lisa: *thinks*
Lisa: umm
Lisa: umumumum
Lisa: *thinks more*
Me: =-O
Lisa: im sorry....but
Lisa: ok
Lisa: i'll go
Me: WOOT!!!!
Lisa: lol
Me: to homecoming right? not to b-ball pracice?
Lisa: lol
Lisa: yea
Me: WOOT!!!
Lisa: lol
Lisa: no im just kidding.
Lisa: i dont wanna go.
Lisa: kidding again!
Me: !!!
Lisa: AHAH!
Me: LISA!!!
Me: YOURKILLING ME!!
Lisa: CHRIS!
Me: BUT I LOVE YOU!!
Lisa: *petpet*
Me: yay..no go to practice
Lisa: do you know my answer?
Me: it was a yes
Lisa: no..
Me: !?
Lisa: noim kidding
Lisa: 'twas a yes
Me: woot!!
Me: no more torture!!
Me: just go to practice!!
Me:
Lisa: ok bye
Me: bye
Lisa is away at 4:17:19 PM.

ok..hmmm..its 8am and im in the computer lab..im bored and it was a bit chilli and theres no one out side..so im in here....writing my diary....well..hmm...Shauna and i officaly split yesterday..and i feel better..ive been tryingto for a while but never got a hold of her...well...hmm..then i was talking to lisa after she got back from basketball practice..it turns out that..larry was talking to casey on the pc..and just spit out eminem..over and over...Larrys a lil wigger...Lisa and Angel will agree...so..Lisa got grounded right after we made plans...pissed me off..another arguement..it ended on slightly good terms...unlike someof the others were we just drop teh whole thing...i might start working at mr gattis soon..need to find $ for lisa's bday gift..then 12 days until six flags with angel..woot fun...anyways...talked to carl, matt, chris, angel, lisa, salem, casey, kb, jackie, myself, and probably some others yesterday on the pc...i really have not much of alife...it basically revolves around..hanging out with lisa..school....eat and sleep..i hope i can add a job and some money in there somewere it seems like ihave a "busy" schedule...well i think i may go back outside now..peace nigga!@!

Well sitting in the library again..messing with the network configurations...im going to learn how to hack sooner or later..i sent some messages to Lisa..and we need to have a party or something this weekend....do something different....so yea..the bell rings in a few mins..and im bored..and lisa is not checking her elftown..i wish she would sign out when shes down with it..so i know im not talking to myself..anyways..talked to matt today about weird shit..i think..i really cant remember..stole a burger for him..or acually carried it in my pocket..i completely forgot about it until he asked for it..anyways....still bored..i have about 3 mins to the bell..and have nothing better to doe thatn to type in this damn thing.....still trying to get past all the blocks which will not work.......bell

Well sitting in the library again..messing with the network configurations...im going to learn how to hack sooner or later..i sent some messages to Lisa..and we need to have a party or something this weekend....do something different....so yea..the bell rings in a few mins..and im bored..and lisa is not checking her elftown..i wish she would sign out when shes down with it..so i know im not talking to myself..anyways..talked to matt today about weird shit..i think..i really cant remember..stole a burger for him..or acually carried it in my pocket..i completely forgot about it until he asked for it..anyways....still bored..i have about 3 mins to the bell..and have nothing better to doe thatn to type in this damn thing.....still trying to get past all the blocks which will not work.......bell

Well sitting in the library again..messing with the network configurations...im going to learn how to hack sooner or later..i sent some messages to Lisa..and we need to have a party or something this weekend....do something different....so yea..the bell rings in a few mins..and im bored..and lisa is not checking her elftown..i wish she would sign out when shes down with it..so i know im not talking to myself..anyways..talked to matt today about weird shit..i think..i really cant remember..stole a burger for him..or acually carried it in my pocket..i completely forgot about it until he asked for it..anyways....still bored..i have about 3 mins to the bell..and have nothing better to doe thatn to type in this damn thing.....still trying to get past all the blocks which will not work.......bell

Well sitting in the library again..messing with the network configurations...im going to learn how to hack sooner or later..i sent some messages to Lisa..and we need to have a party or something this weekend....do something different....so yea..the bell rings in a few mins..and im bored..and lisa is not checking her elftown..i wish she would sign out when shes down with it..so i know im not talking to myself..anyways..talked to matt today about weird shit..i think..i really cant remember..stole a burger for him..or acually carried it in my pocket..i completely forgot about it until he asked for it..anyways....still bored..i have about 3 mins to the bell..and have nothing better to doe thatn to type in this damn thing.....still trying to get past all the blocks which will not work.......bell