its been a while since ive written in here, cecy keeps telling me i need to, anyways a few weeks agoa cecy and i had a small party with JP, Jackline, Julie, Scott, David, Aubrey, Casey and ourselves, well we watched a movie and the asians had way to hard of a time finding exit 340, go figure, well we caught up to them at blockbuster when i had picked up everyone besides david, he hadnt come over yet, well we watched a movie then jackline and julie left, so we picked up david, then drove over to jp's so he could drive aubrey and casey home, after that we all that were left went to walmart to play a game of tag, we got security called on us because some black bitch 30 yards away said we scared her and almost made her drop her baby, so i caught up with everyone and told them that security was after us and jp and scott headed to the car while cecy and i went to get david, while we were walking out the door the lady who called security asked us if we wanted to wait a second and we said no, then she started to talk to someone around the corner and Cecy looked at me and yelled RUN!!! so we took off and jumped in the car, i had to scoot back the seat start the car and drive at the same time because my legs wouldnt fit bc cecy drove there, ok then they spent the night and blah, the next weekend we went paintballing with Jp, we went down 6th street in austin and yelled at people, Jp gave some little kid at mcdonalds a cartiac arrest, and then we made the people at whataburger pissed at us, fun fun, then the next morning we played paintball and i got shot and it hurt like a mo fo, but ihad fun, i got shot in the head the chest the back the legs and alot in the ass, then we headed home the next day and last weekend jp stayed at our house and played on the internet all day, hes addicted, he says hes going through withdrawls, and now tonight is the punk show, we are heading home after this to get ready and get dressed in our costums, then to austin after we leave the concert for more paintball, yay!

lets see today after school Cecy and i are going home to pick up a cup and feed luna, then we are going to hot topic to pick up my check then to walmart to cash it then to the theatre to see a movie

I learned a few interesting facts today, did you know that the glass pyramid in front of the louvre has exactly 666 panes of glass? and that the governer or whatever of paris demanded it? or that the true name of god as it says in the bible is unsayable by any creature and has exactly 216 letters? did you know that 6 times 6 times 6 equals 216? think about that 666, meaning that the true name of god, must have something to do with the mark of the beast? i started thinking and i wondered, was the bible written by people who could have been under the influence of the devil? or possessed?, i mean you really have to think about that, what if the devil wrote the bible in order to steer us away from the real "god" if thats even what we are supposed to call him, one of the commandments says not to worship false gods right? what if the devil wrote the bible to cover up the real god, make us worship a god in the bible, the one he could have written, if thats true, then everyone is worshiping a false god, and we will go straight to hell if there is one. its got your mind racing or your so utterly confused at this point, so if this is true, what is the real god? or is there one? could the devil be messing with our heads or where the ppl way back then just so twisted that they decided to mess with the future humans mind? i read an article on the bible code, according to it there is supposed to be an atomic holoucast in 2006? could this be the real one? the end of mankind? if it is, thats it we lose, if theres a hell we go straight to it for worshiping a false god that the devil created, is there a true god? if so who is it, we cant just simply worship god, bc we dunno which one to worship, the true god, or the one depicted in the bible, and we cant call him god because then we dont know if we are praying to either one, we are doomed, the devil as almost won, hes got us so blinded, anyways write be back about this topic, im thinking about starting a wiki for it

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Also another thing that comes to mind at the moment is could the devil have possessed a man (Jesus) and given him supernatural powers in order to fool ordinary people into believing he was the son of "god" dooping people into false beliefs, creating the religions today, most religions have some sort of godly human figure, could the devil have done this in many cultures?

Cecy and i made sweet love from 6 a.m. and still going we will probably stop at 6 p.m.  i have a super penis

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hmm, the last few days i went to arkansas and had fun with Cecy, and my Mom, then i came back, had an asthma attack, Dad, diana and that thing, are moving to washington tomarrow, so i think its cool ill be the only one in waco, gives me more freedome, bc if i get in trouble at school what are they gonna do? fly down and beat me?, muahahahahahaha, anyways. ms. reigh is a fat bitch, and im hungry, i am still looking for a second job, but still love my job at Hot Topic, i cant wait until holloween. Cecy and i still live together working on the bills, we are getting better at saving money, we got 1 bill unpaid, yay! that less then last month, im going to apply to a few places later today after school then go home and relax with Cecilia, im going to watch a movie clean up a bit then mess with stuff. i wish i had more messages, a.j. moore is pissing me off now, it had 500 students last year and now it has 700 wtf? i cant even walk through the halls without some stupid freshmen saying some dumb shit, and theres more idiots who just stand in the middle of the hall thinking they are cool, i had some little 4ft shit trying to "roast" my green hair, i dyed it black bc of the fat bitch Ms. Riegher, god i hate freshman, just bc they are in high school they think they are the shit, i cant wait until they get their ass beat, some of them are cool, most of them need to be put on a boat and sent back to africa, then they should be sunk halfway there. if you vote me for president, forget the money that goes to prisons, the money will go to building boats that will carry prisoners with life sentences to the middle of the ocean and throw them in, hell why waste money on someone who is gonna be killed by the government anyways, its like flushing your goldfish down the toliet right after you bought it, why waste money feeding the fucker and just kill him right there, hes just gonna sit there and take up space anyways, drown him, make him fish food, flush that dumbass down the toliet, anyways vote for me, yea anyways ive got nothing to do in here but type so yea im typing, im trying to get my classes changed, i accidently took some stupid ham radio class, it was called communications systems so i figured it would be computers, i was wrong, anyways that one and economics and ap humangeography, i thought it was the human body, its not, i cant wait to get home, its boring but at least its somewhere thats not here, i dont have much to do anyways, ok im bored, i love Cecy, C+C

umm lets see, today i woke up around 3 and me and Cecy went to a concert at about 6, had some fun, went home made her some food, then went back, later that night they had a moshing competition for a guitar, so i tried it, i got my eyebrow piercing ripped out, so theres a big hole and its gross, so im going to try and get my mom to take me to get the other one pierced until the left one heals, then ill switch again, my mom is coming to texas tomarrow, sweet cuddie, ummm Cecy and i just looked through all the notes i had and talked about stuff, i took a journey under the bed to find luna's missing collar, its messy underthere, its Luna's "home away from home" she lives under there and anything she likes she drags underthere, so i found my missing shoe and a few other things, i almost got stuck, but my love came to the rescue and saved me from certain death, so now my eyebrow hurts and my nose itches and im writing my diary, im going to arkansas for about 2 weeks maybe, i get to show Cecy the hick town i come from, so umm yea thats about it for me, im just waiting for Cecy's diary entry....later C+C

i have been awesome lately, i moved in with my fiance in May, we have done plenty of stuff, we went to Mexico for a week, and we are about to head up to Arkansas to visit my mom for a week, Cecy and I took a walk at 11 last night and came home around 2, then watched white noise and fell asleep around 5, we have a swimming pool at the apartment that we havent even gotten into too. umm oh yea, i had a two day adventure, it started friday after work, i followed Eddy to the bank to drop off the deposit as usual, and i took the highway home, about halfway there the engine over heated, and it died in the far lane of the highway, so i put on the hazard lights and drifted to the other end of the highway and pulled over, i got out and checked the engine and it was smoking big time, so i said crap, i checked the water level and it was topped off, so i knew somethign was wrong, bc it is usually low by the end of the day, so i just waited it out, i waited about 30 mins and then tried starting it, it took some work and alot of foot pumping but it started up and i decided to exit the highway and take the side roads just in case, about 2 miles later it died again, in the middle of an intersection, and i had to get out and push the heavy fucker and it is way to damn heavy so i parked it as close as i could to the curb and waited for a sec, a nice black guy pulled up behind me and asked if he could help push the explorer to the heb parking lot, he put is bumper to mine and we rolled into heb gas station, at first i thought it was the oil, so as the black guy looked the engine over i went to get oil, i couldnt get it since it was closing, so i ran back and when i got there, this guy named "lunchbox", who is a regular at hot topic was talking to the guy and having a look at my engine, we pushed it into a parking spot and waited it out again, the black guy had to go so i thanked him and he was on his way, lunchbox and i sat there and talked for about 20 mins then he had to go, i waited another 30 mins and tried starting it, it didnt start, so i gave it another 10 mins and it worked, so i drove as fast as i could home and barely got there, it died as soon as i rolled in the parking spot. the next day i figured the over heating was just a fluke, so cecy and i drove to walmart, it made it, so i figured nothing was wrong, we got oil and filled the car up... it seemed to do the trick, until i was told i needed to pick up my insurance card from my dad in waco, so i drove to waco, when i got to 19th street it broke down, and i rolled into a liquer store and called my dad and my sister and her boyfriend martin brought it to me, but they didnt have time to grab a web cam and a blacklight like i asked her to, (i think its crap, im going to get that stuff back) ok i sat there for 30 mins and let it cool off, a doctor went into the liquer stor and made a stupid comment, he said "i guess it died", i told him "yea, i bet,i cant find a pulse" and then muttered "dumbass" i was frustrated
then i got in and started it, and drove about 3 miles, it broke down, i waited a guy named jerry helped me out and then told me if it didnt start in about 30 mins he would be back and give me a ride home, i waited, and started it, i got about another 2 miles and broke down, i waited, jerry drove by and picked me up, i locked up the car and got the ride home, it took me about 3 hours to pick something up and get home, so yea, thats my car adventure, it sucks yea, ok but i love cecy, and im bored and im going to go lay down with her, we are watching scare tactics then we will watch family guy and futurama

last night i couldnt sleep, from 11 to about 2:15 i was in a Constant staring contest with the wall, just very deep in thought, i heard a noise and turned around to see what it was and Cecilia had been messaging me, so i tryed talki to her until about 3, then couldnt sleep until 5 wgen i dosed off for about an hour an a half now im up i took a shower and realized i didnt eat yesterday at all, breakfast none, lunch none, dinner, didnt stop anywere for food, ive gotten so used to not eating, it doesnt hurt anymore, im not hungry and i kinda like the feeling my stomach makes when its yelling for food...anyways im going to school now

im so bored right now..i just kissed Cecilia bye on the steps two first period, i miss her already,, i got a craving this morning and called her..and she brought me a mcgriddle...yums i love her....she filled my morning craving, even if i will wake up in the middle of the night to fill her cravings when we live together, so yea...yay and yummm.....i worked yesterday and they let me off early again..not bc i was sick, just bc..i dunno..i get paid today, i have 80 in my pocket and more after school to come, i want to take Cecilia to Scarbourogh fair this saturday if she can go...i hope she can, either that or ill do something else special for her birthday, i have alot of things running through my mind...im so bored im just typing and typing, so yea...Cecy i know your going to read this so, i love you, lol anyways...im in Alegbra H 2 talking about the Fibanacci sequence yea...its boring, bc my teacher looks like a shemale, a have man have woman...she never fixes her hair and she always wears stuff that makes her look like she walked from her trailer to the school or something, i doubt shes married, i wouldnt marry her..ewww..not for a million dollars...besides im already engaged to a beautiful young woman......yay!...ok..im still bored...oh yea..ive been a lil sick for the past few days....but just in the mornings i dunno why..like i feel like shit when i wake up but then when i get to school i feel a bit better, then during the afternoon i get well again...then in the evening i just cough more, so yea...its just a stomach thing and cough thing or osmething i dunno..i havent been sick in years but this lil thing isnt going to stop me from seeing Cecilia, id have to die before i wouldnt see her, i hate my house anyways..i couldnt stay there all day..it would drive me nuts, thats why im a little glad im going to basic training this summer, so i wont have to stay home, but i will really really miss Cecilia for 9 weeks. i hope shes comes with me to the bus station or something when i leave and be there when i return, im going to write her alot, anyone else want me to write them then send me your address, i leave for basic in a month..and thats the bell so i g2g..byes c+c

im so bored right now..i just kissed Cecilia bye on the steps two first period, i miss her already,, i got a craving this morning and called her..and she brought me a mcgriddle...yums i love her....she filled my morning craving, even if i will wake up in the middle of the night to fill her cravings when we live together, so yea...yay and yummm.....i worked yesterday and they let me off early again..not bc i was sick, just bc..i dunno..i get paid today, i have 80 in my pocket and more after school to come, i want to take Cecilia to Scarbourogh fair this saturday if she can go...i hope she can, either that or ill do something else special for her birthday, i have alot of things running through my mind...im so bored im just typing and typing, so yea...Cecy i know your going to read this so, i love you, lol anyways...im in Alegbra H 2 talking about the Fibanacci sequence yea...its boring, bc my teacher looks like a shemale, a have man have woman...she never fixes her hair and she always wears stuff that makes her look like she walked from her trailer to the school or something, i doubt shes married, i wouldnt marry her..ewww..not for a million dollars...besides im already engaged to a beautiful young woman......yay!...ok..im still bored...oh yea..ive been a lil sick for the past few days....but just in the mornings i dunno why..like i feel like shit when i wake up but then when i get to school i feel a bit better, then during the afternoon i get well again...then in the evening i just cough more, so yea...its just a stomach thing and cough thing or osmething i dunno..i havent been sick in years but this lil thing isnt going to stop me from seeing Cecilia, id have to die before i wouldnt see her, i hate my house anyways..i couldnt stay there all day..it would drive me nuts, thats why im a little glad im going to basic training this summer, so i wont have to stay home, but i will really really miss Cecilia for 9 weeks. i hope shes comes with me to the bus station or something when i leave and be there when i return, im going to write her alot, anyone else want me to write them then send me your address, i leave for basic in a month..and thats the bell so i g2g..byes c+c

lets see today started out boring then Cecilia and me went skating and had lots of fun, i kicked her ass at streetfighter oh yeah, then we went to the mall i saw tiffany and avoided her bc i dont need someone following us around repeating i hate you over and over, iboight cecilia a new eyebrow ring then orange chicken and she ate more then me she fed me while i drove, then i went home i love my fiance C+C

funny stuff..i just read lisa's diary and shes mad about her not getting invited to a party...i find it funny..bc she really has no true friends....lots of ppl hate her bc of the way she is..and her attitude towards shit, i barely wanted to invite her to my birthday...i would have invited sandra 100 times before inviting her if i was that mean, but yea....i find that funny...not many people acually like her the way she is..she can be nice...but over all..shes just a bitch that whines about everything

im mad...shes with him again....i wish he would leave sooner..hes the only person who pisses me off this bad...anyways..i drove down to the park..to jacobs later and back to calm down..i had the stupid dog with me...i pulled over and let her out of the car to run around a bit..i was about to load her back up and drive away but a guy pulled up and asked if it was my dog..bc he wanted it...i said no..and gave her to him....his own big mistake..im happy..the dog is gone....but im still overly pissed...ill talk to her about it later if she even wants to talk....im not just going to drop it

i had a weird dream last night, Cecilia drove to school and we decided to skip..so somehow i guess we ended up on a parking garage with a bunch of other ppl skipping, she got a call on her cell phone about having to pick up her cousin..so she said she had to go..and i asked her if she would be coming back..and she said no she couldnt, then i asked her if she could take me back to school bc it was still first period she said she couldnt..and i asked what was the point in skipping if we werent going to do anything fun...she shrugged her shoulders and left me on a parking garage miles away from school...with a bunch of weirdos..it was a weird dream..very weird..i found it weird enough to put on here..doent sound weird..but the way it looked...was...anyways..i went to school today and didnt skip i never do without permission lol...well i saw Cecilia whom i love so dearly..she looked beautiful as ever...i had fun...thats all for now...C+C

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this week at school has been awesome!..my spring break kinda sucked though except for the first and last day..when i saw Cecilia, the last day i was talking to her online and she said she had to go....so i said bye...and 5 mins later, she shows up at my house, and i forgot all about spring break..i was happy, just as happy as the first time we kissed...i had the feeling all over again...i went from depressed to hyper in a short glance outside!...i was happy really really damn happy....spending the time with her on the couch..just being together was great....monday i was supposed to meet her at school at 7 but got there at 7:50, she helped me put the flags up and we sat and talked for a while, later that afternoon we went on a triple date to see the ring 2..it was Cecilia, me, Sarah, Raul, Diana and Martin. i had fun...lots of fun, tuesday i had school and saw Cecilia yet again! i love seeing her everyday, she told me over and over and over how much she loved me...it made me feel great...we had about 20 people telling us to get a room..today my morning sucked and when i go to school around 8:15 she wasnt there..and that got me a lil depressed, but she showed up about 3 mins before the bell and made me happy again!! she was testing for the next 2 periods so i didnt see her....then at lunch we had tater tots thrown at us..and had a small food fight that was fun as hell!!....we had 4th period and made fun of the substitue and talked about what we wanted to do on friday....during 5th period we switched bags and i drew something and wrote in her diary and then traded back with her bc i missed my book...after school..we gave our hugs and kisses and said goodbye...i love that girl! shes so damn perfect, better then anyone i have ever dated....when i say i love her..i mean it...she gives me a feeling no one ever has...and the best part of it all is that she feels the same way for me, i want a future with her, i want to be with her always..im never going to leave her....i do love her from head to toe, mind body and soul, i think..she was the one meant for me...my soulmate  

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i ran into cecilia's mom, cousin and rafa at the mall today...weird.....

Woke up at 7:50 a.m. tried getting online..but it didnt work..Cecilia called 8:10, said she was on her way..waited for her...she got here...we talked...i mowed the lawn..she watched....i took a shower..she waited....we left...went to the dam...went walking ..took a siesta....left...went to eat at chinese place...ate...went to the mall..walked around..went to bank..waited..went to circuit city..used bathroom..she ran and hid...i looked like a weirdo searching for her...verizon wireless lady noticed..and helped..went to barnes and nobles to see if she was there...didnt see her..went back to circuit city..she walked out laughing...we went to movies..saw national treasure....went home...wanted to go to mexico..dad said no...now im here..drinking pepsi..and shes not going either....maybe ill go hiking..if i can get her to come...im bored..playing with blocks.....C+C

Good day, bad day, i dont care...it was good at school...not bad or good when i got home..i had to clean my room and it took me hours....and an extra 20mins bc i got stuck under my bed....its clean though...im wearing all black tomarrow.....ummm....Cecilia and i skipped class and went to the library to hang out and talk about random stuff that was on our minds that we needed to work out....she says love doesnt exist...so i wrote out an equation

Love=heaven
heaven=hell
hell=life

if theres no love theres no heaven, hell or life..so..what are we?....theres nothing on the other side of the ='s, but Cecilia's answer was just what i wanted.....Nothing....
i like it how we think alike...alot..its weird and creepy, but i like it.....she decided to ripp out my arm hairs..and i quit making the ouch noise after a while and she just stopped...my arm is still red though, after the talk she seemed a little happier and after school we played around and boxed each other...i kicked her ass...muahahahaha...she will probably kick mine tomarrow when i dont expect it...i miss hanging out with her....its so much fun...we feel asleep on the couch friday night for about 30 mins..while my sister andher bf were in her room sleeping...then i took her home......ive heard so much crap this weekend about her....and found out so many things i would rather talk to her about then anyone else..we worked it out...we are happy....her and her fat drinks are taking a nap right now...........at 10..i call that sleeping....anyways..im going to go take a "nap" now..
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