I wish i had some freaking friends to hang out with, but im not allowed to have any, just my wife. i wish i had a job to, so i could make some money and go have fun.

im falling in love with my wife all over again! i have made alot of stupid decisions in my life but im not going to lose my wife and my son. The last few days have been great, Cecy and i are working things out and we have some really good ideas to better our relationship. i really hope we can be happy again... like we used to be...thats what i want..its what i dream....there is no one in the worl like Cecy, and ive taken that for granted, i wont do that again, I love her, and i married her for a reason, we are meant to be together...and we will be together..forever


I love you Cecy.

Hey if you guys want to work as a ChaCha Guide let me know, what a chacha guide does is the same thing as google, except its a live search engine, meaning someone (you) will searching for results for the customer, it starts out at around 5 and goes up to 20 dollars an hour, there are no set hours and you can work as much or as little as you want, let me know if your interested

people from Norway are fun to talk to

Cecy is in labor if you want to know how she is doing add me to yahoo

Nevinz111

at work..bored....bout to get off lunch break....trying to get car loan or financing.....

Thank you for those who came to the wedding party:
Lori and her mom
Jen
Eric
Kristin and Amanda
Craig
Angela for stopping by to congratulate us

the mexican families that were there with us who DIDNT know us at all, thank you for your support

and thanks to matt.. the only one thats not in our family who showed up at the actual ceremony unexpectedly

BIG THANKS TO THE 7 OUT OF 60 INVITED FRIENDS WHO CAME FOR CECY AND I

this is the only wedding Cecy and I have together so thank you so much for making it a special evening for us both!

-Our Wedding-
We are finally getting married!!!
I will make a list of who is invited, because everybody wants to know who is going be there... if your name is not in the list and you wish to come, please tell me, or Chris, so we can add it, We haven't asked everybody in the list if they are able to come, so don't feel obligated to come. Anyone who talks to us is invited. And you can bring someone too... and if you do tell us, anyone from your family is invited too. oh and try to dress black.


If anyone is interested to come to the court house to watch, let us know and we will give the info.


-Address and time for After party-
August 3rd
2112 Windsor ave.
After 6:00pm


If your able to come, please let us know as soon as possible, if able please try and contribute something to the afterparty, we are not rich so we cant feed everyone so if you can bring food, music, movies, games, drinks, anything of the sort please feel free to let us know....please NO ALCOHOL OR DRUGS...
remember....gifts!..no pressure....but seriously...i want gifts..thats me...chris...need gifts!...but you dont have to....but you should!...but you dont have to...; )


if you need directions or any info contact me or chris[Nevinz] 254-230-8066


Mayra G.
Bri    
Bush
Trent
Andre
Mary
Ashlee  
Sarah
Rachael P. 
Tracee
Jimmy
David F. 
Chris S.
Steven  
Aubrey
Erica  
Casey
Angelo  
Alisha
Zoe
Dylan  
Tiffany V.
Eli   
Julie T.
Frank  
Jackline
Jin   
Jacob
Lore  
Blake
Nick P.  
Augustine
Dotti  
Heather
Raul  
Ivonne
Sean E.  
Kyndall
Stephen
R.J.  
Roxie
Lisa  
Julian
Scott  
Jp
Kara
Audrey  
Amanda
Michael 
Craig
Naomi  
Angie
Kristen 
Whitney
Angela  
Shannon
Lauren  
Emily
Maryellen 
Stormy


ps. no messages saying that you aren't comming because some other person is comming too, make a better excuse.

Its a boy!! go to this link http://s18.photobucket.com/albums/b117/nevinz/?action=view&current=thebabywmv.flv to see the ultrasound of our baby boy!

Today i took off work to accompany my love to the hospital for a checkup, when we were in the doctors office, the doctor decided to try and find the baby's heart beat, when he found it, Cecy and i almost cried...it was a very very strong heart beat, the heart beat sounded kind of like when you put water in your mouth and shake your head.something like that, but it was awesome..i cant wait until i see the ultrasound on monday

not much has been going on lately, Cecy and i got back from mexico at the start of january, then we went to school, i might be getting accepted at an aviation college in tulsa, ok. hopefully ill be getting a haircut soon, ill cut everything but the front, i like that part long, ive got an appointment with the college advisor today, i hope it goes well, nothing exciting has happend lately, hopefully cecy will write her diary soon, i do love her, no matter what mood i am in, i do care about her despite what some might think....im bored of typing,..back to making a drinking bottle in 3d, i made an entire train in 3d, why have i been reduced to a bottle

This is the worst birthday i have ever in my entire life had, all i wanted to do today was have a good day, and i did for about an hour this morning, then it went downhill from there.. i have recieved nothing today, not even kindness from the one i love. i wish a simple im sorry would make things better but it never does.. i guess this is what i deserve in my entire life, no one knows how i think, feel, or mean by the things i say, no one ever believes my truths, im always just the liar, the untrustworthy

cecy and i went to leander with jp and his mom to play paintball again, i shot cecy twice once in the wrist the other place i dunno, then i snuck up on jp, his mom, and cecy and listened into what they were talking about, then i took out jp and cecilia then grabbed the flag and headed back to the base. we went down sixth street again and saw alot of weirdos, then i had to work yesterday as soon as i got back from austin, i had fun this weekend 

C+C

its been a while since ive written in here, cecy keeps telling me i need to, anyways a few weeks agoa cecy and i had a small party with JP, Jackline, Julie, Scott, David, Aubrey, Casey and ourselves, well we watched a movie and the asians had way to hard of a time finding exit 340, go figure, well we caught up to them at blockbuster when i had picked up everyone besides david, he hadnt come over yet, well we watched a movie then jackline and julie left, so we picked up david, then drove over to jp's so he could drive aubrey and casey home, after that we all that were left went to walmart to play a game of tag, we got security called on us because some black bitch 30 yards away said we scared her and almost made her drop her baby, so i caught up with everyone and told them that security was after us and jp and scott headed to the car while cecy and i went to get david, while we were walking out the door the lady who called security asked us if we wanted to wait a second and we said no, then she started to talk to someone around the corner and Cecy looked at me and yelled RUN!!! so we took off and jumped in the car, i had to scoot back the seat start the car and drive at the same time because my legs wouldnt fit bc cecy drove there, ok then they spent the night and blah, the next weekend we went paintballing with Jp, we went down 6th street in austin and yelled at people, Jp gave some little kid at mcdonalds a cartiac arrest, and then we made the people at whataburger pissed at us, fun fun, then the next morning we played paintball and i got shot and it hurt like a mo fo, but ihad fun, i got shot in the head the chest the back the legs and alot in the ass, then we headed home the next day and last weekend jp stayed at our house and played on the internet all day, hes addicted, he says hes going through withdrawls, and now tonight is the punk show, we are heading home after this to get ready and get dressed in our costums, then to austin after we leave the concert for more paintball, yay!

lets see today after school Cecy and i are going home to pick up a cup and feed luna, then we are going to hot topic to pick up my check then to walmart to cash it then to the theatre to see a movie

I learned a few interesting facts today, did you know that the glass pyramid in front of the louvre has exactly 666 panes of glass? and that the governer or whatever of paris demanded it? or that the true name of god as it says in the bible is unsayable by any creature and has exactly 216 letters? did you know that 6 times 6 times 6 equals 216? think about that 666, meaning that the true name of god, must have something to do with the mark of the beast? i started thinking and i wondered, was the bible written by people who could have been under the influence of the devil? or possessed?, i mean you really have to think about that, what if the devil wrote the bible in order to steer us away from the real "god" if thats even what we are supposed to call him, one of the commandments says not to worship false gods right? what if the devil wrote the bible to cover up the real god, make us worship a god in the bible, the one he could have written, if thats true, then everyone is worshiping a false god, and we will go straight to hell if there is one. its got your mind racing or your so utterly confused at this point, so if this is true, what is the real god? or is there one? could the devil be messing with our heads or where the ppl way back then just so twisted that they decided to mess with the future humans mind? i read an article on the bible code, according to it there is supposed to be an atomic holoucast in 2006? could this be the real one? the end of mankind? if it is, thats it we lose, if theres a hell we go straight to it for worshiping a false god that the devil created, is there a true god? if so who is it, we cant just simply worship god, bc we dunno which one to worship, the true god, or the one depicted in the bible, and we cant call him god because then we dont know if we are praying to either one, we are doomed, the devil as almost won, hes got us so blinded, anyways write be back about this topic, im thinking about starting a wiki for it

Chris
C+C

Also another thing that comes to mind at the moment is could the devil have possessed a man (Jesus) and given him supernatural powers in order to fool ordinary people into believing he was the son of "god" dooping people into false beliefs, creating the religions today, most religions have some sort of godly human figure, could the devil have done this in many cultures?

Cecy and i made sweet love from 6 a.m. and still going we will probably stop at 6 p.m.  i have a super penis

C+C

hmm, the last few days i went to arkansas and had fun with Cecy, and my Mom, then i came back, had an asthma attack, Dad, diana and that thing, are moving to washington tomarrow, so i think its cool ill be the only one in waco, gives me more freedome, bc if i get in trouble at school what are they gonna do? fly down and beat me?, muahahahahahaha, anyways. ms. reigh is a fat bitch, and im hungry, i am still looking for a second job, but still love my job at Hot Topic, i cant wait until holloween. Cecy and i still live together working on the bills, we are getting better at saving money, we got 1 bill unpaid, yay! that less then last month, im going to apply to a few places later today after school then go home and relax with Cecilia, im going to watch a movie clean up a bit then mess with stuff. i wish i had more messages, a.j. moore is pissing me off now, it had 500 students last year and now it has 700 wtf? i cant even walk through the halls without some stupid freshmen saying some dumb shit, and theres more idiots who just stand in the middle of the hall thinking they are cool, i had some little 4ft shit trying to "roast" my green hair, i dyed it black bc of the fat bitch Ms. Riegher, god i hate freshman, just bc they are in high school they think they are the shit, i cant wait until they get their ass beat, some of them are cool, most of them need to be put on a boat and sent back to africa, then they should be sunk halfway there. if you vote me for president, forget the money that goes to prisons, the money will go to building boats that will carry prisoners with life sentences to the middle of the ocean and throw them in, hell why waste money on someone who is gonna be killed by the government anyways, its like flushing your goldfish down the toliet right after you bought it, why waste money feeding the fucker and just kill him right there, hes just gonna sit there and take up space anyways, drown him, make him fish food, flush that dumbass down the toliet, anyways vote for me, yea anyways ive got nothing to do in here but type so yea im typing, im trying to get my classes changed, i accidently took some stupid ham radio class, it was called communications systems so i figured it would be computers, i was wrong, anyways that one and economics and ap humangeography, i thought it was the human body, its not, i cant wait to get home, its boring but at least its somewhere thats not here, i dont have much to do anyways, ok im bored, i love Cecy, C+C

umm lets see, today i woke up around 3 and me and Cecy went to a concert at about 6, had some fun, went home made her some food, then went back, later that night they had a moshing competition for a guitar, so i tried it, i got my eyebrow piercing ripped out, so theres a big hole and its gross, so im going to try and get my mom to take me to get the other one pierced until the left one heals, then ill switch again, my mom is coming to texas tomarrow, sweet cuddie, ummm Cecy and i just looked through all the notes i had and talked about stuff, i took a journey under the bed to find luna's missing collar, its messy underthere, its Luna's "home away from home" she lives under there and anything she likes she drags underthere, so i found my missing shoe and a few other things, i almost got stuck, but my love came to the rescue and saved me from certain death, so now my eyebrow hurts and my nose itches and im writing my diary, im going to arkansas for about 2 weeks maybe, i get to show Cecy the hick town i come from, so umm yea thats about it for me, im just waiting for Cecy's diary entry....later C+C

i have been awesome lately, i moved in with my fiance in May, we have done plenty of stuff, we went to Mexico for a week, and we are about to head up to Arkansas to visit my mom for a week, Cecy and I took a walk at 11 last night and came home around 2, then watched white noise and fell asleep around 5, we have a swimming pool at the apartment that we havent even gotten into too. umm oh yea, i had a two day adventure, it started friday after work, i followed Eddy to the bank to drop off the deposit as usual, and i took the highway home, about halfway there the engine over heated, and it died in the far lane of the highway, so i put on the hazard lights and drifted to the other end of the highway and pulled over, i got out and checked the engine and it was smoking big time, so i said crap, i checked the water level and it was topped off, so i knew somethign was wrong, bc it is usually low by the end of the day, so i just waited it out, i waited about 30 mins and then tried starting it, it took some work and alot of foot pumping but it started up and i decided to exit the highway and take the side roads just in case, about 2 miles later it died again, in the middle of an intersection, and i had to get out and push the heavy fucker and it is way to damn heavy so i parked it as close as i could to the curb and waited for a sec, a nice black guy pulled up behind me and asked if he could help push the explorer to the heb parking lot, he put is bumper to mine and we rolled into heb gas station, at first i thought it was the oil, so as the black guy looked the engine over i went to get oil, i couldnt get it since it was closing, so i ran back and when i got there, this guy named "lunchbox", who is a regular at hot topic was talking to the guy and having a look at my engine, we pushed it into a parking spot and waited it out again, the black guy had to go so i thanked him and he was on his way, lunchbox and i sat there and talked for about 20 mins then he had to go, i waited another 30 mins and tried starting it, it didnt start, so i gave it another 10 mins and it worked, so i drove as fast as i could home and barely got there, it died as soon as i rolled in the parking spot. the next day i figured the over heating was just a fluke, so cecy and i drove to walmart, it made it, so i figured nothing was wrong, we got oil and filled the car up... it seemed to do the trick, until i was told i needed to pick up my insurance card from my dad in waco, so i drove to waco, when i got to 19th street it broke down, and i rolled into a liquer store and called my dad and my sister and her boyfriend martin brought it to me, but they didnt have time to grab a web cam and a blacklight like i asked her to, (i think its crap, im going to get that stuff back) ok i sat there for 30 mins and let it cool off, a doctor went into the liquer stor and made a stupid comment, he said "i guess it died", i told him "yea, i bet,i cant find a pulse" and then muttered "dumbass" i was frustrated
then i got in and started it, and drove about 3 miles, it broke down, i waited a guy named jerry helped me out and then told me if it didnt start in about 30 mins he would be back and give me a ride home, i waited, and started it, i got about another 2 miles and broke down, i waited, jerry drove by and picked me up, i locked up the car and got the ride home, it took me about 3 hours to pick something up and get home, so yea, thats my car adventure, it sucks yea, ok but i love cecy, and im bored and im going to go lay down with her, we are watching scare tactics then we will watch family guy and futurama