hmm, the last few days i went to arkansas and had fun with Cecy, and my Mom, then i came back, had an asthma attack, Dad, diana and that thing, are moving to washington tomarrow, so i think its cool ill be the only one in waco, gives me more freedome, bc if i get in trouble at school what are they gonna do? fly down and beat me?, muahahahahahaha, anyways. ms. reigh is a fat bitch, and im hungry, i am still looking for a second job, but still love my job at Hot Topic, i cant wait until holloween. Cecy and i still live together working on the bills, we are getting better at saving money, we got 1 bill unpaid, yay! that less then last month, im going to apply to a few places later today after school then go home and relax with Cecilia, im going to watch a movie clean up a bit then mess with stuff. i wish i had more messages, a.j. moore is pissing me off now, it had 500 students last year and now it has 700 wtf? i cant even walk through the halls without some stupid freshmen saying some dumb shit, and theres more idiots who just stand in the middle of the hall thinking they are cool, i had some little 4ft shit trying to "roast" my green hair, i dyed it black bc of the fat bitch Ms. Riegher, god i hate freshman, just bc they are in high school they think they are the shit, i cant wait until they get their ass beat, some of them are cool, most of them need to be put on a boat and sent back to africa, then they should be sunk halfway there. if you vote me for president, forget the money that goes to prisons, the money will go to building boats that will carry prisoners with life sentences to the middle of the ocean and throw them in, hell why waste money on someone who is gonna be killed by the government anyways, its like flushing your goldfish down the toliet right after you bought it, why waste money feeding the fucker and just kill him right there, hes just gonna sit there and take up space anyways, drown him, make him fish food, flush that dumbass down the toliet, anyways vote for me, yea anyways ive got nothing to do in here but type so yea im typing, im trying to get my classes changed, i accidently took some stupid ham radio class, it was called communications systems so i figured it would be computers, i was wrong, anyways that one and economics and ap humangeography, i thought it was the human body, its not, i cant wait to get home, its boring but at least its somewhere thats not here, i dont have much to do anyways, ok im bored, i love Cecy, C+C

umm lets see, today i woke up around 3 and me and Cecy went to a concert at about 6, had some fun, went home made her some food, then went back, later that night they had a moshing competition for a guitar, so i tried it, i got my eyebrow piercing ripped out, so theres a big hole and its gross, so im going to try and get my mom to take me to get the other one pierced until the left one heals, then ill switch again, my mom is coming to texas tomarrow, sweet cuddie, ummm Cecy and i just looked through all the notes i had and talked about stuff, i took a journey under the bed to find luna's missing collar, its messy underthere, its Luna's "home away from home" she lives under there and anything she likes she drags underthere, so i found my missing shoe and a few other things, i almost got stuck, but my love came to the rescue and saved me from certain death, so now my eyebrow hurts and my nose itches and im writing my diary, im going to arkansas for about 2 weeks maybe, i get to show Cecy the hick town i come from, so umm yea thats about it for me, im just waiting for Cecy's diary entry....later C+C

i have been awesome lately, i moved in with my fiance in May, we have done plenty of stuff, we went to Mexico for a week, and we are about to head up to Arkansas to visit my mom for a week, Cecy and I took a walk at 11 last night and came home around 2, then watched white noise and fell asleep around 5, we have a swimming pool at the apartment that we havent even gotten into too. umm oh yea, i had a two day adventure, it started friday after work, i followed Eddy to the bank to drop off the deposit as usual, and i took the highway home, about halfway there the engine over heated, and it died in the far lane of the highway, so i put on the hazard lights and drifted to the other end of the highway and pulled over, i got out and checked the engine and it was smoking big time, so i said crap, i checked the water level and it was topped off, so i knew somethign was wrong, bc it is usually low by the end of the day, so i just waited it out, i waited about 30 mins and then tried starting it, it took some work and alot of foot pumping but it started up and i decided to exit the highway and take the side roads just in case, about 2 miles later it died again, in the middle of an intersection, and i had to get out and push the heavy fucker and it is way to damn heavy so i parked it as close as i could to the curb and waited for a sec, a nice black guy pulled up behind me and asked if he could help push the explorer to the heb parking lot, he put is bumper to mine and we rolled into heb gas station, at first i thought it was the oil, so as the black guy looked the engine over i went to get oil, i couldnt get it since it was closing, so i ran back and when i got there, this guy named "lunchbox", who is a regular at hot topic was talking to the guy and having a look at my engine, we pushed it into a parking spot and waited it out again, the black guy had to go so i thanked him and he was on his way, lunchbox and i sat there and talked for about 20 mins then he had to go, i waited another 30 mins and tried starting it, it didnt start, so i gave it another 10 mins and it worked, so i drove as fast as i could home and barely got there, it died as soon as i rolled in the parking spot. the next day i figured the over heating was just a fluke, so cecy and i drove to walmart, it made it, so i figured nothing was wrong, we got oil and filled the car up... it seemed to do the trick, until i was told i needed to pick up my insurance card from my dad in waco, so i drove to waco, when i got to 19th street it broke down, and i rolled into a liquer store and called my dad and my sister and her boyfriend martin brought it to me, but they didnt have time to grab a web cam and a blacklight like i asked her to, (i think its crap, im going to get that stuff back) ok i sat there for 30 mins and let it cool off, a doctor went into the liquer stor and made a stupid comment, he said "i guess it died", i told him "yea, i bet,i cant find a pulse" and then muttered "dumbass" i was frustrated
then i got in and started it, and drove about 3 miles, it broke down, i waited a guy named jerry helped me out and then told me if it didnt start in about 30 mins he would be back and give me a ride home, i waited, and started it, i got about another 2 miles and broke down, i waited, jerry drove by and picked me up, i locked up the car and got the ride home, it took me about 3 hours to pick something up and get home, so yea, thats my car adventure, it sucks yea, ok but i love cecy, and im bored and im going to go lay down with her, we are watching scare tactics then we will watch family guy and futurama

last night i couldnt sleep, from 11 to about 2:15 i was in a Constant staring contest with the wall, just very deep in thought, i heard a noise and turned around to see what it was and Cecilia had been messaging me, so i tryed talki to her until about 3, then couldnt sleep until 5 wgen i dosed off for about an hour an a half now im up i took a shower and realized i didnt eat yesterday at all, breakfast none, lunch none, dinner, didnt stop anywere for food, ive gotten so used to not eating, it doesnt hurt anymore, im not hungry and i kinda like the feeling my stomach makes when its yelling for food...anyways im going to school now

im so bored right now..i just kissed Cecilia bye on the steps two first period, i miss her already,, i got a craving this morning and called her..and she brought me a mcgriddle...yums i love her....she filled my morning craving, even if i will wake up in the middle of the night to fill her cravings when we live together, so yea...yay and yummm.....i worked yesterday and they let me off early again..not bc i was sick, just bc..i dunno..i get paid today, i have 80 in my pocket and more after school to come, i want to take Cecilia to Scarbourogh fair this saturday if she can go...i hope she can, either that or ill do something else special for her birthday, i have alot of things running through my mind...im so bored im just typing and typing, so yea...Cecy i know your going to read this so, i love you, lol anyways...im in Alegbra H 2 talking about the Fibanacci sequence yea...its boring, bc my teacher looks like a shemale, a have man have woman...she never fixes her hair and she always wears stuff that makes her look like she walked from her trailer to the school or something, i doubt shes married, i wouldnt marry her..ewww..not for a million dollars...besides im already engaged to a beautiful young woman......yay!...ok..im still bored...oh yea..ive been a lil sick for the past few days....but just in the mornings i dunno why..like i feel like shit when i wake up but then when i get to school i feel a bit better, then during the afternoon i get well again...then in the evening i just cough more, so yea...its just a stomach thing and cough thing or osmething i dunno..i havent been sick in years but this lil thing isnt going to stop me from seeing Cecilia, id have to die before i wouldnt see her, i hate my house anyways..i couldnt stay there all day..it would drive me nuts, thats why im a little glad im going to basic training this summer, so i wont have to stay home, but i will really really miss Cecilia for 9 weeks. i hope shes comes with me to the bus station or something when i leave and be there when i return, im going to write her alot, anyone else want me to write them then send me your address, i leave for basic in a month..and thats the bell so i g2g..byes c+c

im so bored right now..i just kissed Cecilia bye on the steps two first period, i miss her already,, i got a craving this morning and called her..and she brought me a mcgriddle...yums i love her....she filled my morning craving, even if i will wake up in the middle of the night to fill her cravings when we live together, so yea...yay and yummm.....i worked yesterday and they let me off early again..not bc i was sick, just bc..i dunno..i get paid today, i have 80 in my pocket and more after school to come, i want to take Cecilia to Scarbourogh fair this saturday if she can go...i hope she can, either that or ill do something else special for her birthday, i have alot of things running through my mind...im so bored im just typing and typing, so yea...Cecy i know your going to read this so, i love you, lol anyways...im in Alegbra H 2 talking about the Fibanacci sequence yea...its boring, bc my teacher looks like a shemale, a have man have woman...she never fixes her hair and she always wears stuff that makes her look like she walked from her trailer to the school or something, i doubt shes married, i wouldnt marry her..ewww..not for a million dollars...besides im already engaged to a beautiful young woman......yay!...ok..im still bored...oh yea..ive been a lil sick for the past few days....but just in the mornings i dunno why..like i feel like shit when i wake up but then when i get to school i feel a bit better, then during the afternoon i get well again...then in the evening i just cough more, so yea...its just a stomach thing and cough thing or osmething i dunno..i havent been sick in years but this lil thing isnt going to stop me from seeing Cecilia, id have to die before i wouldnt see her, i hate my house anyways..i couldnt stay there all day..it would drive me nuts, thats why im a little glad im going to basic training this summer, so i wont have to stay home, but i will really really miss Cecilia for 9 weeks. i hope shes comes with me to the bus station or something when i leave and be there when i return, im going to write her alot, anyone else want me to write them then send me your address, i leave for basic in a month..and thats the bell so i g2g..byes c+c

lets see today started out boring then Cecilia and me went skating and had lots of fun, i kicked her ass at streetfighter oh yeah, then we went to the mall i saw tiffany and avoided her bc i dont need someone following us around repeating i hate you over and over, iboight cecilia a new eyebrow ring then orange chicken and she ate more then me she fed me while i drove, then i went home i love my fiance C+C

funny stuff..i just read lisa's diary and shes mad about her not getting invited to a party...i find it funny..bc she really has no true friends....lots of ppl hate her bc of the way she is..and her attitude towards shit, i barely wanted to invite her to my birthday...i would have invited sandra 100 times before inviting her if i was that mean, but yea....i find that funny...not many people acually like her the way she is..she can be nice...but over all..shes just a bitch that whines about everything

im mad...shes with him again....i wish he would leave sooner..hes the only person who pisses me off this bad...anyways..i drove down to the park..to jacobs later and back to calm down..i had the stupid dog with me...i pulled over and let her out of the car to run around a bit..i was about to load her back up and drive away but a guy pulled up and asked if it was my dog..bc he wanted it...i said no..and gave her to him....his own big mistake..im happy..the dog is gone....but im still overly pissed...ill talk to her about it later if she even wants to talk....im not just going to drop it

i had a weird dream last night, Cecilia drove to school and we decided to skip..so somehow i guess we ended up on a parking garage with a bunch of other ppl skipping, she got a call on her cell phone about having to pick up her cousin..so she said she had to go..and i asked her if she would be coming back..and she said no she couldnt, then i asked her if she could take me back to school bc it was still first period she said she couldnt..and i asked what was the point in skipping if we werent going to do anything fun...she shrugged her shoulders and left me on a parking garage miles away from school...with a bunch of weirdos..it was a weird dream..very weird..i found it weird enough to put on here..doent sound weird..but the way it looked...was...anyways..i went to school today and didnt skip i never do without permission lol...well i saw Cecilia whom i love so dearly..she looked beautiful as ever...i had fun...thats all for now...C+C

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this week at school has been awesome!..my spring break kinda sucked though except for the first and last day..when i saw Cecilia, the last day i was talking to her online and she said she had to go....so i said bye...and 5 mins later, she shows up at my house, and i forgot all about spring break..i was happy, just as happy as the first time we kissed...i had the feeling all over again...i went from depressed to hyper in a short glance outside!...i was happy really really damn happy....spending the time with her on the couch..just being together was great....monday i was supposed to meet her at school at 7 but got there at 7:50, she helped me put the flags up and we sat and talked for a while, later that afternoon we went on a triple date to see the ring 2..it was Cecilia, me, Sarah, Raul, Diana and Martin. i had fun...lots of fun, tuesday i had school and saw Cecilia yet again! i love seeing her everyday, she told me over and over and over how much she loved me...it made me feel great...we had about 20 people telling us to get a room..today my morning sucked and when i go to school around 8:15 she wasnt there..and that got me a lil depressed, but she showed up about 3 mins before the bell and made me happy again!! she was testing for the next 2 periods so i didnt see her....then at lunch we had tater tots thrown at us..and had a small food fight that was fun as hell!!....we had 4th period and made fun of the substitue and talked about what we wanted to do on friday....during 5th period we switched bags and i drew something and wrote in her diary and then traded back with her bc i missed my book...after school..we gave our hugs and kisses and said goodbye...i love that girl! shes so damn perfect, better then anyone i have ever dated....when i say i love her..i mean it...she gives me a feeling no one ever has...and the best part of it all is that she feels the same way for me, i want a future with her, i want to be with her always..im never going to leave her....i do love her from head to toe, mind body and soul, i think..she was the one meant for me...my soulmate  

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i ran into cecilia's mom, cousin and rafa at the mall today...weird.....

Woke up at 7:50 a.m. tried getting online..but it didnt work..Cecilia called 8:10, said she was on her way..waited for her...she got here...we talked...i mowed the lawn..she watched....i took a shower..she waited....we left...went to the dam...went walking ..took a siesta....left...went to eat at chinese place...ate...went to the mall..walked around..went to bank..waited..went to circuit city..used bathroom..she ran and hid...i looked like a weirdo searching for her...verizon wireless lady noticed..and helped..went to barnes and nobles to see if she was there...didnt see her..went back to circuit city..she walked out laughing...we went to movies..saw national treasure....went home...wanted to go to mexico..dad said no...now im here..drinking pepsi..and shes not going either....maybe ill go hiking..if i can get her to come...im bored..playing with blocks.....C+C

Good day, bad day, i dont care...it was good at school...not bad or good when i got home..i had to clean my room and it took me hours....and an extra 20mins bc i got stuck under my bed....its clean though...im wearing all black tomarrow.....ummm....Cecilia and i skipped class and went to the library to hang out and talk about random stuff that was on our minds that we needed to work out....she says love doesnt exist...so i wrote out an equation

Love=heaven
heaven=hell
hell=life

if theres no love theres no heaven, hell or life..so..what are we?....theres nothing on the other side of the ='s, but Cecilia's answer was just what i wanted.....Nothing....
i like it how we think alike...alot..its weird and creepy, but i like it.....she decided to ripp out my arm hairs..and i quit making the ouch noise after a while and she just stopped...my arm is still red though, after the talk she seemed a little happier and after school we played around and boxed each other...i kicked her ass...muahahahaha...she will probably kick mine tomarrow when i dont expect it...i miss hanging out with her....its so much fun...we feel asleep on the couch friday night for about 30 mins..while my sister andher bf were in her room sleeping...then i took her home......ive heard so much crap this weekend about her....and found out so many things i would rather talk to her about then anyone else..we worked it out...we are happy....her and her fat drinks are taking a nap right now...........at 10..i call that sleeping....anyways..im going to go take a "nap" now..
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im sitting here bored...i just got done playing pool with Cecilia...i will most likely be grounded after tomarrow so i wont be on for a while..my weekend has had its ups and downs...i went to military ball with Cecilia and had a great time..just got done fighting with my dad over the phone..the thinks i challanged him, bc i told him he didnt know shit about me or what i think, he said when he got home he would kick my ass up and down the yard and all that, he said something like " you think your dumbass step dad hurt david? your going to wish you were david when i get through with you..." yea...it doesnt scare me...i dont care...ill just leave and be done with it...i hate this place anyways, i already have someone who's offered me a place to stay if i leave, i could use this to my advantage when i move out, i didnt do shit today..i sat home all day bored, i heard about a party but had no way to get there...ill be bored tomarrow..but a slight richer...but im going to do my best to save it up...incase i decided to become a bum.....id live close to school..and wash my clothes in the river and hang them on the bridge...and hang out with my hobo buddies, and talk about..umm..which garbage bags hold more cans....and that kinda stuff..the stuff that really matters...i just cant wait until i get out of here....today i realized why i hate my family, its bc of my dad's genes...my brother abused me and my sister bc of my dads influence and his dna..i realized it today when my dad threatened me...it sounded exactly how david would have said it, and me i always assume things..which i hate, im blamed for everything in my house bc my dad assumes it was me...he came into the laundry room the other day and blamed me for something that happend to the stove while i was outside washing the car....i swear he tries to start cussing wars or something...i thought it was stupid when he said " i can fucking cuss better then you can fucking cuss"...the first thing i thought was "yea..your fucking stupid you fucking moron" he always asks the question "do you think your smarter then me?" like it means anything...i knwo i have more common sence then him....im going to move out and change my last name or something as soon as i get my license and a car..im gone...ill live in my car if i have to...just as long as im gone....by the way....Happy birthday diana, and happy 1 month Cecilia, i love you, but i hate life....my family is the brownie in the batch that went bad.........C+C

This weekend has sucked....all thanks to one person...the bitch...not my stepmom....but the one at school..ive been so damn bored..i want to run myself over with the car i just washed bc my dad said i nothing better to do then wash it... yesterday i had steel ambassador stuff..and our bus hit a bbq pit so we sat there for an hour....im pissed...alot....i have nothing to do..no where to go......im not used to this anymore...i had so much fun with Cecilia........this is worse then hell...i talk to her...but then she just has to go or leave....or something...then i cant say what i want to say because of her cousin.....its all alot of bullshit to me...i just cant wait until tomarrow..when school takes over half my day..and ill have something to do until i get home....then i just sucks again....i cant wait until its all over......im going to go put the car in neutral and lay in front of it...C+C

i hate sick and twisted people who try to break up a perfectly good relationship for no reason, i was happy..she was happy, what the hell was their problem? jealous? of what? i just hope they soon realized what the fuck they just did...now we must wait 3 months.........................C+C