Okay, that was unessariliy rude of [SkyeDrake]'s dad... I don't need to take that shit from anyone.
But I guess he's right... I'm not a priority. =(

Why is everything so freakin' fxcked up?!

Tai swore he'd meet me on Friday-- and it's friday....
*sigh* Guess what, he can't go. Or more won't.... I guess. Whatever.

Shooter asked to hang out today, but I called and he's going to Joplin, to the theather, with his friends tonite. I can't go. Obvious reasons.
I saw him yesterday in his red car. Hard to belive he's guna be 17 so soon. Yipes... everyone's growing up, yeah?
Sucks.

Why do I feel like Tai-kun doesn't like me anymroe?? Everything feels real different. I still love him, but I think it's just weirder not being together than it is being together.
Gosh... I just wish someone would tell me everything and clue me in. I'm so confuzed now! I though everything was going so perfect until the other day!!!!
Why did Tai have to go and do that?????
Really unfair, man.... really unfair.

And he wants to know how come I never come over???
I'M OUT AND ABOUT EVERYDAY WITH SOMEONE OR ANOTHER!!! I could've gone over a zillion times this past couple months.
But... I'm not really welcome there.
He's dad has been quite obvious about that, and although his mom doesn't really show it, I get the feeling she isn't really too keen on me either. Because on some degree or another, the parents ALWAYS agree with eachother.

But what-the-fcking-ever, dood.

Eck. Life. Sucks.

I wish everything could go back to being normal!
Actually, I wish it was summer, last year, again! Where the good times never ended, the most complicated thing to deal with was having enough money to buy the food to throw at the cars that drove by, and my friends were my family.
That was so much fun.

Tai: Get over it and fix yourself soon, please??
((*scoffs* as if he'd ever read this anyways))
Let me guess, you won't be able to make it on my test day either, right??? =.=""

Tai-kun's back home, everyone!!!

I had the bestest time with him yesterday!!

While he was in Alabama, he got me this AWESOME ring! It's so cool! And I love it! I wish I could show it to you guys! It's really kinda cool.

And he got me this awesome hat! <3 My fave kind of hat. And it's black with my favorite state on it!! ...FLORIDA!!

I love him sho much!! I can't wait to see him again!
I wish (more than anything) that he could stay way longer, but I'm happy just spendin w/e time I can w/ him! ^___^V