MUWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Must. Find. That. Job. Form!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMGosh. Need it! Need it! Need it!!!!!!!!!!

Har.

Here:

sip_this_rawr_514: no kidding???
redheadedterror: lol
sip_this_rawr_514: so have u got 1 in the oven?
redheadedterror: Huh?
redheadedterror: What are you talking about?
sip_this_rawr_514: u know have u packed a basterd boomer?
redheadedterror: WTF!?
sip_this_rawr_514: lol
redheadedterror: What are you going on about?
sip_this_rawr_514: R U pregnet or something?
redheadedterror: Oh!!!!
redheadedterror: lol
sip_this_rawr_514: u don't hav to tell me jw
redheadedterror: Haha... i just thought you were possesed.
sip_this_rawr_514: that's what im wondering.
redheadedterror: You are possesd matty.

KKs.... LOL Here's some cool neat stuff that 1) I found and 2) Matt wrote! ^___^
1) I wrote this up From: The Quiet Things that No One Knows.
Whatever poison's in this bottle will leave me broken sore and stiff.
But it's the genie at the bottom who I'm sucking at. He owes me one last wish.
So here's a present to let you know I still exist.
I hope the next girl that you kiss has something terribly contagious on her lips.

But I got a plan (I got a plan)
Drink (drift) for forty days and forty nights.
A sip for every second-hand tick.
And for every time you fed me the line, "you mean so much to me...".
I'm without you.

So tell all the English girls you meet, about the American girl back in the states.
The American girl you used to date.
Who would do anything you say.

And even if his plane crashes tonight he'll find some way to disappoint me,
by not burning in the wreckage, or drowning at the bottom of the sea.
"Boy, I still taste you, thus reserve my right to hate you."
And all this empty space that you create does nothing for my flawless sense of style.

It's 8:45. The weather is getting better by the hour.
I hope it rains there all the time.
And if you ever said you miss me then don't say you never lied.
I'm without you.

No more songs about you
After this one, I am done
You are, you are, you're gone

And from Matt.... we were chatting online yesterday, and he's been well since the motocycle wreck a while back. ^__^

Haven't seen him in FA.....EVA!
"Roses are red
Violets are blue
I can not believe
I got so attached 2 you
You were like barbered wire
Wrapped around my heart
With ever breath i took
You Ripped me apart
Each little beat Is another small cut
I dont know what it takes
To sew it all shut
Losing my trust
Watching my broken memories
Fading to dust."

He says that's his 'juggalo pledge...'
LOL
The trust/dust thing was my idea! WOOOT!

KKS.
Kinda cool.

So I saw Mike yesterday. GRRR! He's guna be driving before meh! I swear!!!!!
Gah.
Hate it.
But it's cool. It's cool.

Life is FANTASTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gawd.
Not nearly as miserable as I was yesterday.

So I applied for a $7/hr job, and HEEEEEELLLLLLLLZ yeah.
It's awesome.
Just a couple hours a day.
Wicked siked.

Well, peace and chunks. Meeting Jess and Matty at the library.
Matt's blonde now. He's funny lookin!!!!!!!
0_o
He looks like a prep, sorta. LOL
Cept for the black bandana and the led zepplin tees-- you'd beive he was, too!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, that was unessariliy rude of [SkyeDrake]'s dad... I don't need to take that shit from anyone.
But I guess he's right... I'm not a priority. =(

Why is everything so freakin' fxcked up?!

Tai swore he'd meet me on Friday-- and it's friday....
*sigh* Guess what, he can't go. Or more won't.... I guess. Whatever.

Shooter asked to hang out today, but I called and he's going to Joplin, to the theather, with his friends tonite. I can't go. Obvious reasons.
I saw him yesterday in his red car. Hard to belive he's guna be 17 so soon. Yipes... everyone's growing up, yeah?
Sucks.

Why do I feel like Tai-kun doesn't like me anymroe?? Everything feels real different. I still love him, but I think it's just weirder not being together than it is being together.
Gosh... I just wish someone would tell me everything and clue me in. I'm so confuzed now! I though everything was going so perfect until the other day!!!!
Why did Tai have to go and do that?????
Really unfair, man.... really unfair.

And he wants to know how come I never come over???
I'M OUT AND ABOUT EVERYDAY WITH SOMEONE OR ANOTHER!!! I could've gone over a zillion times this past couple months.
But... I'm not really welcome there.
He's dad has been quite obvious about that, and although his mom doesn't really show it, I get the feeling she isn't really too keen on me either. Because on some degree or another, the parents ALWAYS agree with eachother.

But what-the-fcking-ever, dood.

Eck. Life. Sucks.

I wish everything could go back to being normal!
Actually, I wish it was summer, last year, again! Where the good times never ended, the most complicated thing to deal with was having enough money to buy the food to throw at the cars that drove by, and my friends were my family.
That was so much fun.

Tai: Get over it and fix yourself soon, please??
((*scoffs* as if he'd ever read this anyways))
Let me guess, you won't be able to make it on my test day either, right??? =.=""