Well after being gone for so long i am back.
In april i went through congestive heart failure due to complications of bronchitus.
i have lost 234 lbs and i am feeling great.lets talk.

THESE PEOPLE WERE IN MY HOUSE AND NEVER SAID "HI"
COME BACK AND LEAVE ME A MESSAGE NEXT TIME.
anrch1
Hone-Onna
Tickle Me Emo
Galatea
.Beautiful Dirt.
yaoiboi_1
~*LiL_ mIsS_ aTtItUdE_ 93*~
Undercover runner
Yncke

THAN YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR WISHING ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY.I WILL THINK OF IT ALL DAY AND MANY DAYS TO COME.

SOME KNUCKEL FACED CRACK HEAD TURNED THE POWER OFF ON MY HOUSE AND BROKE INTO MY CAR STEALING MY CD PLAYER AND TOOL BOX.THEN TURNED THE POWER BACK ON AND LEFT.
I FIND THIS MOTHER FUCKER AND IM GONNA MAKE HIM FEEL NOTHING,ABSOLUTELY NOTHING FROM THE TOP OF THE HEAD DOWN.
I HATE PEOPLE SOMETIMES.

MY LIL BOY CAT AND SOX WERE WRESTLING TWO WEEKS AGO AND SOX GOT A LITTLE ROUGH WITH MY LIL BOY CAT AND BIT HIM ON THE BACK LEG.
TWO DAYS LATER OUR LIL BOY CAT WAS NOT WALKING VERY WELL AND BY THE EVENING HE DID NOT WANT TO GET UP.
MY FIANCE NOTICED HIS SIDE WAS SWOLLEN AND SO WAS HIS BELLY.
THE FOLLOWING DAY HE COULD BARELY MOVE,SO OFF TO THE VET WE WENT.NOT LET ME TELL YOU I AM SIX FEET TALL AND THREE HUNDRED POUNDS AND I HAD THIS TWELVE POUND KITTY IN A TOWEL WRAPPED UP AND I WENT CRASHING THROUGH THAT VETS DOOR AND LET ME TELL YOU,PEOPLE MOVE WHEN YOU SOMEONE THAT SIZE COMES THROUHG THE DOOR.
THE VET RUSHED US RIGHT BACK AND AFTER SEVERAL SHOTS,MY LIL BOY WAS MEOWING UP A STORM.
I TOOK HIM HOME AND AFTER TWO WEEKS OF ANTIBIOTICS AND TWO WEEKS OF PAIN SHOTS HE IS UP AND GETTING IN TO EVERYTHING.
HE LOST 4 POUNDS DURING HIS SICKNESS.
BUT ALAS WHILE WE ARE HOME THE CATS ARE OK TO BE AROUND,BUT AT NIGHT OR WHEN WE WE LEAVE POOR SOX HAS TO BE LOCKED UP.
YOU SEE SOX IS A YOUNG MALE CAT AND IS READY TO COME INTO HIS PRIME AND WANTS TO BE THE BOSS.SOX IS ALSO UNALTERED.
SO UNTIL WE CAN GET MONEY TO ALTER THE POOR SOX HE WILL BE ZIGGY DOGS JAILBATE.DO NOT WORRY THOUGH THEY LOVE EACHOTHER.

I HAD A THOUGHT RECENTLY WHILE I WAS IN BED WITH ILLNESS.
I FEEL THAT DEEP IN MY HEART I MIGHT BE AN "urban gypsy"
AND A BIT OF A RECLUSE...HOW DOES ONE FEEL ABOUT THAT.

OK SO VALENTINES DAY WASNT MY BEST AS OTHER YEARS HAVE BEEN.
SEE I HAD TAKEN A HEART SHAPED DOILY AND WROTE A POEM ON IT.
THEN TOOK SOME GLITTER AND GLITTERED IT UP REAL GOOD.
WELL....HAD IT ALREADY TO GO AND MY CAT ATE IT...SHE LITERALLY SHREDDED IT TO BITS AND BITS AND MORE BITS.
ON TOP OF ALL OF THAT MY FIANCE AMANDA AND I HAVE COLDS.
SO.....LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT FEBUARY 14TH 2002
I TOOK AMANDA TO RED LOBSTER FOR NICE FEAST OF SEAFOOD AND STRAWBERRY MARGARITAS,WE HAD A GREAT TIME,SHE WAS WEARING THIS LONG RED SILK SKIRT AND SOME BLACK SUEDE HIGH HEELS AND THIS NICE SILK BLACK SHIRT THAT WAS SO SOFT AND SMOOTH BUT...I AM RAMBLING.
SHE HAD A LIGHT APPLICATION OF MAKE-UP THAT WOMEN WEAR AT NIGHT AND HER HAIR WAS DOWN AND SOFT AND SMELLED SO GOOD.
I WAS WEARING BLACK DRESS PANTS,BLACK DRESS SHOES AND DARK RED SILK DRESS SHIRT,WITH A LIGHT HINT OF "SMELL GOODS".
OUR MEAL WAS AWSOME,AND THE WAITRESS GAVE US 6 OF THOSE CHEESEY GARLIC BISCUITS TO TAKE HOME.
I WAS SO NERVOUSE IN THE RESTAURANT I WAS READY TO BURST...YOU SEE I HAD THIS RING...OH WAIT....
SO WE TOOK A LOVELY DRIVE THROUGH MY HOME TOWN AND IT WAS JUST GETTING DARK AND THE RAIN WAS SO LIGHT,JUST A MIST.
WE WERE WALKING THROUGH THE PARK AND I WAS SHOWING HER THE TREES AND THE TABLES MY NAME WAS ON AND THE NAMES OF MY FRIENDS.
WE STOPPED JUST UNDER THIS REALLY PRETTY BLUE LIGHT AND I PULLED OUT THIS TOWEL AND SET IT ON THE GROUND AND GOT DOWN ON ONE KNEE,AND LOOKED UP AT AMANDA AND SAID TO HER" IN A QUICK VOICE AMANDA,WILL YOU.....HELPMECLEANOUTTHECAR...SHE LOOKED DOWN AT ME IN THIS CONFUSED FACE AND SAID "OK" AND I SAID OH AND ONE MORE THING...YOU HAVE SOMETHING ON YOUR SHOE....AND JUST AS SHE HELD OUT HER HAND(I THINK TO SLAP ME WITH)I SLID THE 1/4 CARROT DIAMOND ON HER FINGER AND SAID"AMANDA WILL YOU MERRY ME" SHE OF COURSE SAID NOTHING... AND AFTER ABOUT 5 MINUTES SHE SAID YES.
WE KISSED, AND SHE CRIED, AND I GIGGLED, AND SHE GIGGLED
THEN SHE YELLED AT ME AND SAID,HOW DARE YOU PLAY WITH MY MIND.BUT AFTER THAT IT WAS OK.
WE WEND HOME AND SHE CALLED HER PARENTS,AND THEY ASKED WHAT SHE GOT FOR A VALENTINES DAY GIFT,AND SHE TOLD HER PARENTS AND HER MOM CRIED(THINK IT WAS TEARS OF SADNESS)AND HER DAD LAUGHED.
AND THAT WAS HOW WE DID OUR VERY SPECIAL VALENTINES DAY.

THE ITALIANS HAVE A GREAT LINE OF TIRES.
DAGO THROUGH MUD
DAGO THROUGH SNOW
DAGO THROUGH GRAVEL AND WHEN
DAGO FLAT
DAGO WHOP,WHOP,WHOP

SO NOW GOES THE WEATHER.
MY HOME STATE OF OHIO IS GETTING FANTASTIC SNOW RIGHT NOW AND THE GREAT STAE OF "COMEFUCKME" IS GETTING RAIN.
I AM HOME SICK.

I HAVE THE FACT THAT I CAN USE A COMPUTER TO NAVIGATE MY HAPPY AS AROUND THE WORLD WIDE WEB.BUT I CANNOT GET ON ELFTOWN AND MAKE A WIKI TO SAVE MY LIFE.
AND TO EVEN ADD FUEL TO THE FIRE I GO TO THE HELP PAGE FOR WIKIS AND STILL CANNOT FIGURE IT OUT.
YES ITS DISTURBING.

WELL THIS WAS THE FIRST HOLIDAY AWAY FROM MY FAMILY.
IT WAS STRANGE.
I SPENT THE HOLIDAYS WITH MY FIANCES FAMILY.
EVERYTHING WAS GOOD BUT NOTHING IS AS GOOD AS FAMILY.
NOW IT IS THE DAY AFTER CHRISTMAS AND I HAVE A NASTY HEADACHE.
I HAVE LOTS OF CHANGING TO DO IN THE NEW YEAR.

I ALWAYS TRY TO HAVE FAITH. FAITH IN ANYONE AND ANYTHING.
IF THE LIGHTS ARE TO BE TURNED OFF I HAVE FAITH.
IF PEOPLE STEAL FROM ME I HAVE FAITH.
IF SOMEONE DIES I HAVE FAITH.
IF I LOSE MY MIND I KNOW I STILL HAVE FAITH.
HAVING FAITH MEANS THAT AND SO MUCH MORE

WOW AS THE LINE OF STORMS MOVE DOWN REAL SLOW...

ITS A LINE FROM A SONG BY TOAD THE WET SPROCKET.
IT GOES
TAKE HER ARMS AND HOLD HER DOWN TILL SHE STOPS BREATHING.
TAKE HER ARMS AND HOLD HER DOWN TILL SHE STOPS KICKING.
TAKER HER ARMS AND HOLD HER DOWN HOLD HER DOWN HOLD HER DOWN.
(CHORUS).
AND THEY DONT KNOW HER BUT THE FUCK THEY GOT NOTHING ELSE TO DO AND I,I WOULD HAVE A HARD TIME LOVING YOU.
TAKE HER ARMS AND HOLD HER DOWN TILL SHE STOPS SCREAMING
TAKE HER ARMS AND HOLD HER DOWN TILL SHE STOPS CRYING.
TAKE HER ARMS AND HOLD HER DOWN HOLD HER DOWN AND HOLD HER.
CHORUS
TAKE THE NIGHT BACK ALL THEY'VE TAKEN
TAKE THE NIGHT BACK ALL THEY'VE TAKEN
TAKE THE NIGHT BACK ALL THEY'VE STOLE FROM.....YOU.
WHAT DO YOU THINK THIS SONG IS ABOUT.

Fatal Bliss
One last kiss,a moment i missed.
You drank my wine,and now it's this?


You took my soul,left me the fool!
I will get even, no more believing.


(Fatal Bliss, Fatal bliss.)


Saw you far,way over there.
Poured the wine,one last time.
Got my kiss,get ready for this.


(Fatal bliss, Fatal bliss)*whisper.


Pulled out the dagger, made you stagger.
Left your bed,cleared my head.
Walked away,no words to say.
Left your town,and you a frown.
(oooooooooh) (ahhhhhh)(Fatal Bliss)
Fatal Bliss,and now it's this.

BACK AFTER SO LONG.

OK.SO I BLEW ALL THE DUST OUT OF MY HOUSE....NOW
ON WITH THE JARGEN.
APPARENTLY...MY FULL NAME WRITTEN BACKWORDS SAYS SOMETHING ABOUT MY....HOW DID IT GO...MY LIFES DESTINATION.
SO.
CHAD ALLEN RYPIEN, BACK WORDS IS.
DAHC NELLA NEIPYR. WICH TRANSLATE TO...
MY SOUL IS HERE TO GUIDE THEE.
GREAT.

HEY.
GOT MY PICTURE ON MY PAGE....WHO HERE THINKS I AM HOT.OR NOT SO HOT.

HEY....GOT MY PIC.... TODAY WAS MY COUSINS WEDDING....BUT I WAS SO TOTALLY TIRED ...I DIDNT GO...BAD FOR HER.... GOOOD FOR ME....I GOT SLEEP....ANYONE READING THIS.....TELL ME HOW TO PUT MULTIPLE PICTURES UP ON MY PAGE.....THANKS ...BYE BYE.

I HAVE A DRAWING OF A DRAGON BUT HE AS A CLOCK ON HIS BELLY.I THINK IT MIGHT BE NIFFTY.
TIME DRAGON.

I HAVE A DRAWING OF A DRAGON BUT HE AS A CLOCK ON HIS BELLY.I THINK IT MIGHT BE NIFFTY.
TIME DRAGON.