Wenn der Tag ist, den ich mein Selbst töten kann, das ich wünsche, daß ich tot irgendwann ich hier war. Leben saugt, Mein Vater Saugt, warum nicht ich kann, bin tot. Ich bin tot, sage ich, daß diese Briefe DWCTUA bedeuten!

Days....sucks why am i here.......truely am i suppost to hold my dad back luck.....do i have to be like this i thought my dad beating the shit out of me was enough no......apparently because Saturday Night.....sara made out with her ex Andrew....(hope the fucker is happy) now after this point she might see him somemore notice that she still likes him and break up with me for him (Well i guess i deserve it completely) dont know why but i do.....then im going to just like my little duck Courtney wishing everyday i was fucking dead when i wake up.......Thank you so sorry piece of shit of a fuckin god.

Yet another day of bordom......never got to see sara miss her but didnt get to see her. She said that people write to her saying i go a little overboard with her.....like I write my mood and it has her name on it everytime....or i write something about her and she says "creepy". Maybe i am i dont know it hurt my feelings never met a girl that said i was creepy. I truely dont know.... I just like her alot....thats all. Maybe i should stay back a little....

Well it is another day where i didnt get to see sara....and yes i am a sad sad panda....but hopfully i will get to see her afterschool....school my own worst enemy...sara is at home sick i think....i hope she feels better. Not much to type but yea....

"Hey LoopHole don't be mad and kick me. All these people f*cking sit here and complain on how the game sucks yea... well it does have some turn downs but it also have some turn ups. I enjoy the game and i am at school right now. So i read and type things in the forum....see the reason i typed this is because all i read is This game sucks, or there cheaters that dupe(dont even think thats possible), also Char wipes (next person that suggest it im gonna kill) and last but not least the actual game Yes item are a little over priced for our level a broad sword shouldn't be 15k (not exact 15k more like 14,387 i think.) and it takes a century to get to just lv 10 but see people are still playing it, they want to better than everyone stuff like that is gonna happen. But people should just sit here and complain go out there and show those rich people whos boss. Just one more thing (because i don't think you people want me to keep talking) Quit being mean to Newbies god you people were newbies before in a life time give them a chance if there is someone in need of help you should help them. I dont care if yea they ask stupid questions. Its all because they don't KNOW WHAT THE HELL THEIR DOING. So they have every right to ask questions......From TheSethProject (And yes i do have a penis....so f*cking laugh for once.) a newbie expert......"

I wrote this today in 7th period for Lineage 2 http://boards.lineage2.com/tm.asp?m=152947&mpage=1&key=&#153289
i thought it was awsome so i decided to post it up.

Well today im at school missing sara as usual. Last night i played Lineage 2 till 10. I got a new sword broad sword that cost me 9k damn it took me forever. I met a these 2 guys they're were lv 7 & 6 and they said they would help me start a clan when i get to lv 10 which shouldnt take long....

Today.....im so fucking lonely i want to shekins to see my beautiful Sara. But she didn't even talk to much i think all shit said was hi. then bye. But hey im ok...its not like i had to sit there watching other people make out while she watches Love Hina (good anime) hey...im cool though
she was watching a good anime so it makes up for it....i guess......did i mention we didnt sit next to each other the whole time..Oh well can't wait to see her tomorrow ;-P but other than that i stayed up all night with my dad doing nothing. At 7:00 i went to bed and Tash and Cyn came and woke my up at 10:00 so i only had 4 hours of sleep. Its all good(real weird never used it before) we went to the mall and i play DDR*cheers* i love that game! Sara I MISS YOU ALREADY!!! there got that off my chest well there isnt much to say now. so ill end this now.....

Guess what....another bad day didn't get to see my sarah. No instead i work my ass off. Yup ALL FUCKING DAY!! I had a hammer chunched at my leg and it hit my ankle and its all hurts. But other than that matt came by and he chilled at my house till like 12:00p.m. but its pretty cool. Well i guess this is all i have to say........pretty much.

Today is a bad but awsome day, well i got in trouble and im grounded right now im not even suppost to be on here but i am. Bu other than that i got a new gf :-D

today was a pretty good day i guess just pretty boring

Today i went to the mall and played DDR all fucking day but other than that i did nothing