[General]'s diary

459737  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2004-12-30
Written: (7081 days ago)

Little Princess in a terrible mess,
A Kingdom alone with no love to confess,
Dreams of a prince on a tall white horse,
Runs like the spirit by the castle walls.

[Gotta steal from the rich when they don't know I'm comin'
Gotta give to the poor, no time for lovin'
My oh my, don't you cry, 'cause there's no way I'm stayin'
I will leave, say "bye bye", I'm going my way...
]

Mystery deep in the royal heart
Crying at night, I wanna be apart
Prince, oh prince, are you really sincere?
Bet you one day you're gonna disappear

[Gotta steal from the rich when they don't know I'm comin'
Gotta give to the poor, no time for lovin'
My oh my, don't you cry, 'cause there's no way I'm stayin'
I will leave, say "bye bye", I'm going my way...
]
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*Sigh* Painful, No?


456717  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2004-12-27
Written: (7084 days ago)

Can you see me now?
Can you see me now?

All this weeping in the air
Who can tell where it will fall?
Through floating forests in the air
'Cross the rolling open sea

Blow a kiss, I run through air
Leave the past, find nowhere
Floating forests in the air
Clowns all around you

Clowns that only let you know
Where you let your senses go
Clowns all around you
It's a cross I need to bear

All this black and cruel despair
This is an emergency
Don't you hide your eyes from me
Open them and see me now

Can you see me now?
Can you see me now?

Can you see?
Can you see?
See me here in the air
Not holding on to anywhere
But holding on so beware
I have secrets I won't share

See me here pushing you
If I then deny I do
Contemplate or wish away
If I ask you not to stay

Clowns that only let you know
Where you let your senses go
Clowns all around you
It's a cross I need to bear

All this black and cruel despair
This is an emergency
Don't you hide your eyes from me
Open them and see me now
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Can you see now, what you've done to me, Spike?

454868  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2004-12-25
Written: (7087 days ago)
Next in thread: 455878

"From The Inside"

I don’t know who to trust no surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

[Chorus]
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

Tension is building inside steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

[Chorus]
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

I won’t waste myself on you
You
You
Waste myself on you
You
You

I’ll take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

Everything from the inside and just throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
You
You
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"Easier To Run"

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

[Chorus]
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler than change

[Chorus]
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made)
It's easier to go
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)
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Hurt..Hurt...So very hurt... *She retreated into a corner, and held back tears...*

239331  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2004-05-31
Written: (7296 days ago)

Dear diary,
Hello, it's me again. Well, I'm sure I can tell you what's happened in the fast two days. I had a huge arguement with Spike (someone I love) and....He made me cry. I then listened to "E-mail my heart/Britney Spears", "Stronger/Britney Spears", and "From the Bottom of my Broken heart/Britney Spears". Those songs made me cry even more, because I thought I'd lose him. He means everything to me.

239328  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2004-05-30
Written: (7296 days ago)

Another entry! Yes! this is...a poem..I wrote...about Death <.<;; And Yeah...It's..................Depressing....kinda.....But that's how I feel! Soooo Sue me.
>.>
"Death, when will it come? Will it come in my sleep? Will it come unto me? Oh Death, you used to frighten me. But I have surpassed you. I now only fear of you taking those I love. Oh Death, Death come unto me. I know it is my blood you seek, so come. I walk through your garden of blackened and blood stained roses, as I search for you. Here! Here is my blood! I have been waiting for you, Death. Why won't you come? Time is running longer, but my patience is running thin. Oh Death, I will wait"

203995  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2004-04-24
Written: (7332 days ago)
Next in thread: 204953

Hmmm Lets see v.v *thinks* Ah! Yessum!

I wil execute great vengeance upon them with furious rebukes; and they shall know that I -am- the Lord, when I lay my vengenange upon them
Ezkiel 25:17

.....Taken vengeance with a dispiteful heart, to destroy it for the old hatred.
Ezkiel 25:15


No...I'm not Mormon, Catholic or part of any religion. I got that out of the Bible 'cause a friend of mine said I should read it. And I did it, and I found it really cool :)

*bounces around* ^^

Bai bai ^.^ v

180391  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2004-03-29
Written: (7358 days ago)
Next in thread: 180442

Hello! Again! I'm writting...yay...lol

*I drive all the way to the White House. I sneak into Pres. Bush's room, and pull a Silencer out of my jacket. Suddenly I hear footsteps and take cover. The President's guards check for any sign of anything suspsious, when they find nothing, they take leave. I got back to the President, and point the Silencer at Bush's head. Then suddenly, Bush gets out and we Kung-Fu battle. I win and assaninate the President. I drive off in my Cadailac and speed of towards where I live.*

*Next day as I watch the news, I hear of the president's assaination, and the Veto of the law surpassing that gays can't get married....THEY CAN BE MARRIED AGAIN!*

*Wakes up in bed* "Oh damn..it was only a dream" *sighs*
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
*proudly wears a badge* Pure Supporter of Gay Marriages.
^^

160038  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2004-03-06
Written: (7381 days ago)
Next in thread: 160955

Here is a sample of a letter I would write to Bush:

Dear President Bush,
    Hello, I am an 8th grade student at South Davis Junior high, but the reason I am sending you this letter has nothing to do with school. The reason is thus of the gay marriages. Yes, you are the President, and have certain powers, but you have absolutely NO RIGHT stopping gay marriages. We the people of the United States are entitled to our own rights, you have no power what-so-ever to bring a stop to this. It's almost like putting a stop to a religion, which you CANNOT do. The gay people should have EVERY right to get married, just like the straight people! Heck, would you ban the right for me to marry my dog? No, I don't think so, and like I said before, you have absolutely no right to ban gays from getting married, they are humans and should be treated like one! They have their own rights on which you cannot destroy! I demand you lift the Law against gays getting married! They should have every single right to get married when they want, where they want, and how they want, you can't rule over mankind, and love is NOT just between a man and woman, it can be between woman and woman or man and man, you don't make love, the people do, so, I again demand that you lift the law.
              Sincerely,
                 Sabrina "Angel" C.

158441  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2004-03-04
Written: (7383 days ago)
Next in thread: 158442

Gah, x.x;;
"Lo! Death has reared himself a throne
In a strange city lying alone
Far down within the dim West,
Where the good and t bad and the worst and the best
Have gone to their eternal rest.
There thrines and palaces and towers
(Time-eaten owers that tremble not!)
Resemble nothing there is ours.
Around, bo lifting winds forgot,
Resignefly beneath the ski
The melacholy waters lie...."- Edgar Allan Poe.

*beats Bush in the head......again......* >:)
lol

158180  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2004-03-04
Written: (7383 days ago)
Next in thread: 158226, 158231

Gah!!! x.x;;;; *beats Bush in the head with a dead cow* DIE DIE DIE!! HOW DARE YOU BAN GAYS FROM GETTING MARRIED!!! THEY SHOULD BE HAPPY!!! *beats Bush again* Grrrr...Stupid piece of horse crap!! *coughs* Ahem...anyway...I think it's retarded that Bush banned gays from being married, they're humans! WE HAVE EQUAL RIGHTS!! IF STRAIGHT PEOPLE CAN GET MARRIED, THEN GAYS SHOULD BE ABLE TO GET MARRIED AS WELL!!!...............ahem......Sorry about that....That's just my opinion >.>;;

157287  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2004-03-03
Written: (7384 days ago)

I'm..listening to a weird song....It's called In Da Tub by 50 Bent....yes...weird..I know... >.>;;

156879  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2004-03-02
Written: (7385 days ago)

I'm at school at the moment >.> I'm bored lol. :^P well, gotta go for now! bai!!

154368  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2004-02-28
Written: (7388 days ago)

*yawns* I just woke up, I think I'll go and role play at http://geocities.com/bakaneko29/index.html heehee.
My hyperness is all gone ;.; lol ^_^ Eh heh....whee! G'day now! ^^

153964  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2004-02-27
Written: (7388 days ago)

*bounces around* I'm so hyper right now >.>.....<.<..I was walking home..and and and....I said to my friends "Ima go home, get hyper and type real fast" And my friend thought I said "Ima a go home, get high and grab my ass"
o.O.........-^_^- Eh heh heh >.> *runs around in circles* bai bai now!
*runs into a pole and KO's herself* *anime swirly eyes*

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