Today is going GREAT, last night I got to see Randall. I didnt think mom and kenny would let him come over 2 days in a row but oh well. I love him

Last night was awful, Randall and I fussed as usual..But we talked about it w/ o fussing and everything is fine now, My day sucks right now because I gotta wait till 3 to talk to him.

Well I am in Keyboarding Class doing nothing. My weekend was ok, i got to see Randall last night. We always fuss and it kills me. I put the blame on myself because I'm always afraid he'll find someone better than me. I'm afraid I'll lose the love of my life. I love him so much.....