I had this friend, he was once a close and dear friend of mine, he now blames me for all that goes wrong, he blames me for what he does to himself, he blames me for what people think of him when in truth the the reason people think of him like they do is because of his temper and how easily he gets hurt by people. I do feel immensely sorry for him and I try to be nice and reasonable with him and console those he hurts when in a temper because they hurt him. He tries to make out he is hard when in truth he is as soft as anything, I trust that one day he will see the light for if he doesn't he surely will live in an age of darkness...

I saw the light in him now all I see is darkness, hatred, hopefully he will find someone that will show him the light, that will love him and never leave him and will understand that he is a sensitive person...

Anyone out there interested in roleplaying?

Check out The Vampires Apprentice if you are and if you want join up and rp...it is a new one so please help out...

Right I took this personality disorder test on www.similarminds.com and the results I got were like OMG! I AM NOT SELF-ABSORBED! Grrrrr...dumb test.

Well this is the results:

Extraversion  ||||||||||  33%
Stability |||||||||||| 46%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic |||||||||||| 43%
Religious |||||| 23%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Narcissism |||||| 30%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||| 63%
Need to dominate || 10%
Romantic  ||||||||||||||||||||  90%
Avoidant |||||| 23%
Anti-authority |||||||||| 36%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 63%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Individuality |||||||||||| 43%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical security |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical fitness |||||||||||||| 57%
Histrionic |||||| 23%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Vanity |||||| 23%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Female cliche |||||||||| 36%

Stability results were medium which suggests you are moderately relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were high which suggests you are overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense too often of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.

Extraversion results were moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

trait snapshot:
clean, secretive, does not make friends easily, observer, hates large parties, risk averse, perfectionist, reclusive, solitude loving, more practical than abstract, does not like to stand out, high self control, intellectual, mind over heart, very cautious, takes precautions, respects authority, irritable, emotionally sensitive

Hey ^_^

Just to let you all know where I am, I am currently going to be in Wellington, Somerset, England from 11^th April 2006 till 18^th April 2006 staying with my Uncle Philip as the rest of my family are in France in the middle of no where but then again staying at my Uncles house is like living in the stone age as he does not believe in having the internet in the home and I only just managed to persuade him to get sky TV *sighs* So yup a week at his house is going to be a lot of fun.

In the meantime check out my 3 roleplays if you are interested in roleplaying, I know they aren't that good but they are good enough to understand and roleplay. The 3 roleplays are as thus: Two Worlds Apart, Light in the Darkness and The Vampires Apprentice.

Also could you possibly take a look at Firenze for Whatever!, it isn't much but it is something ^_^

Speak to you all soon.

Kelly

Hello all ^_^

Right just to let you all know I probably won't be online until late on Wednesday night as I am going to London for the day on a trip with school (visiting a newspaper headquarters and going to be watching Prime Ministers question time, so I am going to be on TV ^_^). This may not seem like a big thing but still this is my second time to London and is in truth a special occasion for any student in Devon ^_^

Laters

Kelly ^_^

I am going to apologize now for any delayed replies to messages, forum postings and whatever! The reasons I am delayed are as follows:-

- I have [Ultiem] bugging me to earn a patrollers badge, lol, which I am happy enough to work for.

- I am making godless amounts of grapics to add to Elftown Graphics Firenze

- I have homework/coursework to do.

So sorry...

YAY GOT NET BACK AT HOME ^_^

I only have access to the internet at school at the moment as my mum is accusing me of being online in the early hours of this morning which I was not as I was downstairs watching television, stupid parents, so until further notice I will only be online for a few hours of the day.

I start 6th form on Monday yay!! lol!!! Lots of hard work, yep I'm looking forward to it (if you can't tell i'm being sarcastic) I am really nervous in actual fact, but hey isn't everyone on there first day of yr12!!

Life sucks ass, and I hate technology teachers, and I want to kill them all, hahahahahahaha. [Jez] comforted me when I was upset about someone prick stealing half my technology folder, and then my tech teacher going off on one at me, I hate her.