Okay so as everyone probably knows by now, I am off sick *blech* I have been bored shitless, been doing the work that has been emailed to me by my teachers so I won't fall behind and all that jazz. But today I couldn't be fucked to do any of the work that they sent to me today, it all bored me. So I went downstairs and spent the day watching TV ^_^

Whilst watching TV, I came across Pride and Prejudice with Keira Knightley in it, I was like ooooo...I have been wanting to see this film for a while now, so I sat and watched it and as soon as Mr Darcy came into the picture I was like he's cute *is now glued to TV* I loved the film and now want to read the book so will go and buy it tomorrow, even though I shouldn't leave the house...blarg...*sniffles*

I have seen some truely fucktarded things at my college but this is by far the most fucktarded thing....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aLdH_ASCOp8

Okay here is the story, broke my right arm and hand horse riding, am training again in jockeying as a result, hand is in cast and I am right handed so now having to write, draw and do everything else with my left hand...was home off ill today...so ended up doodling and thus comes the left handed drawing...

   

w00t! It is the 1^st December, that means 23 more shopping days till Christmas wheee! That means grabbing all my male friends to come shopping with me to help carry the pressies, teehehehe, they only reason they put up with it is that they know they will get their shopping done as well and they will have a pizza brought for them at the end of the day ^_^

Well I have presents and such for some of my closest friends online and have to bug a few people for addresses and such so I can send them a Christmas card :P

I get really hyper around Christmas as it means shopping for me ^_^

At the moment I am in an amazingly shitty mood...I have had the worst month ever and December and January are going to be none the better! I hate this time of year, I hate Christmas as everything goes bloody wrong this time of year for me, Gah!

I wish that just one year would go by where something just didn't go wrong, I mean how hard is that?

Anyway here is the list of things that have put me in this foul/depressive mood this year:

1) Arguement with Psychology teacher over attendance to his class = On the verge of being kicked out of college.
The reason I haven't been attending his lesson on a Friday is quite simple, I have both physiotherapy for my ankles and I have to see a psychiatrist for certain issues, both of these appointments are on a Friday and I have to travel to Exeter Hospital to do so and to get to Exeter I need to catch the train and miss his lesson, the minor problem with this is that I miss some notes which I catch up on anyway and have the notes ready for his lesson on Monday, issue here he thinks that I should not be making appointments during his lessons, NOT MY DAMNED FAULT THEY CAN'T FIT ME IN ANY OTHER TIME!!!

2) The family issue that my house is subsiding at the back after it had been bricked up by fucktarded builders who think that a building doesn't need foundations, thus we sue their asses but the downside to that is we have to move out for 2 months, I will be netless and we are moving through one of my crucial times of the year, a time where I have EXAMS!!!

3) My family are demanding £400 rent when I am only supposed to be paying £50 a month, so where the other £350 came from is beyond me and if I don't pay it, I am kicked out my house, so thus no net again and homeless and no christmas presents for family.

4) I have to revise shitless during christmas to pass my exams in January, so that is even more stress.

5) Exams in January.

6) Family holiday to Turkey in August 2007 has been cancelled because the company which we were booked to go with have stopped the contract with the hotel we were supposed to be staying with and we can't afford to go anywhere else. I am majorly pissed at this as I was looking forward to it, I am going to make sure the £2000 I put in is back into my account as I will most likely use it to go to the US for a few weeks to see [Ultiem] and other friends.

All my major stress issues at the moment and to be honest I am on the verge of a mental breakdown, I have had enough shit from everyone, I feel like getting a knife and killing everyone because I have had enough of people bitching about me in college as well as at home...

w00t! Get your bottoms into gear and check out secret santa 2006 if you feel in a christmassy mood already ^_^

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Um...today was rather...well odd...my psychology teacher who hates my guts has actually been really nice to me today which is kinda scaring me *sighs* I guess I can't win 'em all >.<

Anyway, does anyone know how to do the Mann Whitney U Test? Or even how to work out rank orders? I need help, don't understand the theory or anything so am completely stuck! Help!

I am not a happy bunny...coming into college was a complete waste of time today, I could have stayed home for the morning and come in this afternoon for my only lesson of the day since sociology was cancelled because bloody moronic never absent teacher Ms Cameron was surprisingly not in! *whines and moans about having to stay in college for 5 hours before only lesson of the day* I would have gone home for the day if it weren't for my psychology teacher cycling up the road as I was heading into town with my friend Hayley to go to Wetherspoons for breakfast and a cup of tea and to do the sociology work set, of course the work never got done as we ended up talking about past friends and school including a friend of ours who has died but we both agreed that the old primary school class should all get together again in a reunion sorta thing *sighs*

I am just annoyed at what is happening in college and am about an inch away from quitting and just saying sod it, had enough of the bullshit. It is bad enough having to come in after taking medication prescribed to me by my psychiatrist and feeling drowsy as shit in the mornings and not being able to concentrate...bah!

Now I am having to wait for my lazy ass mate to turn up so we can do this chemistry presentation ready for tomorrow...today is just not my day...

-EDIT-

That is it I have had enough with my retarded psychology teacher...he is the biggest pain in the arse in the entire world, an even bigger pain in the arse than all the emos on the internet moaning about their sad pathetic little lives. Why can't teachers just bugger off and not care why you are away it is not like I don't turn up to the lessons for weeks on end...I turn up to 80% of his lessons the other 20% I am in hospital or crashed out sleeping because of insomnia. Grrrrrrr...he just boils my blood.

Next house or message I see praising God or telling me to praise God, I will slaughter! I am in no way a religeous person, infact I find religion completely pointless, all it does is cause friction between people and in most cases wars, it is stupid what religions can do. Yes they can bring people together but once they are together, BOOM! They are at each others throats fighting over land.

I am a sceptic, a realist, if Gods or Goddesses really existed why is there pain and suffering in the world? Why is there immoral acts performed everyday? Why are there wars? If there were truely Gods and Goddesses, why don't they stop this turmoil? Or are they just not real and cannot perform such feats? If there were Gods and Goddesses shouldn't this planet Earth be a utopia?

People just don't start with me and religion, as it is completely pointless trying to get me started on it as you will just recieve one fat essay of why I think religion is a complete load of bollocks!

Also if you feel offended as to what I say, don't bother messaging me as I really do not care.

Need to find things to do am bored witless and it is deathly cold outside so I could but won't go outside taking photographs because:

a) I am ill, think it is the flu or this random bug thing that is going around.

and

b) I need to figure out what I need to delete on my laptop as it is too cluttered in the files.

Anyway I have grown bored of that and need to find something to do...can't be bothered to edit too many of my photographs otherwise I will have nothing to so later on *sighs* I am in such a predicament....

New photograph that looked boring so I edited it, to make it more purtyful and I came out with this...w00t!



Think I have some badging on EP to do, so might go and do that....

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Okay, I got bored, so I stole this off t3h Sequee....

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool... and a lot of the songs fit with the setting.

Here we go!

Opening Credits:
Oh My God - Kaiser Chiefs

Waking Up:
My Generation - The Who

First Day At School:
I'm just a kid - Simple Plan

Falling In Love:
If you're not the one - Daniel Bedingfield

Fight Song:
Battle in the forest - Composer Shigeru Umebayashi

Breaking Up:
Fuck it (I don't want you back) - Eamon

Prom:
I don't feel like Dancin' - Scissor Sisters (How ideal,I hate dancing)

Life:
Northen Star - Melanie C

Mental Breakdown:
My Immortal - Evanescence

Driving:
Kiss Me - Sixpence none the richer

Flashback:
Mad World - Gary Jules

Getting back together:
Beautiful - HIM

Wedding:
Every you Every me - Placebo (wtf?!)

Birth of Child:
Spirited Away Reprise - Japan Philamonic Orchestra

Final Battle:
Stockholm Syndrome - Muse

Death Scene:
The Music of the Night - Phantom of the Opera

Funeral Song:
Goodbye my Lover - James Blunt

End Credits:
Angels - Robbie Williams

Well today has been a ball of fun...NOT...Today has been crap! Today has been worst than crap it has been shit and I mean shit. For starters one of my closest friends who is practically family to me decided last night whilst staying at my house (we were meant to be going to the cinema but didn't because all the films that were on were boring and crap), that his melodramatic, sex franatic, stressed out bitch of girlfriend, who had sent him an text message totally bitching him out over him and another girl not meeting her yesterday at Decoy Park. They didn't meet her because she was over an hour late and she wasn't answering her God damned phone when they called her to ask when she was getting back. His girlfriend further bitched at him because 'apparently' she got in trouble with her mother over this stupid little matter. So my friend ditched me to go to Ashburton with her and try to sort things out, ditching our plans for a whiny emo bitch who needs to get a fucking life. So my day was bloody ruined...

My friend pissed me off further as well last night as he was a lazy bastard and would not help me clean the house up after he fucking trashed it. My parents came home today from France with my brothers and sisters and I had that house spotless on Thursday, scrubbed it from top to bottom just so it would be nice, then he comes along and fucks it all up. So I had to blitz the house again today before my parents arrived home for if my mother saw the state he left the kitchen in she would have hung me!

The last thing that ticked my off about his stay was that he made long distance phone calls to a more than good friend of mine in the USA. My friend told me not to ring him or text him unless dire! This was not a dire situation *screams* My friend is a fucking moron! He should not have touched my bloody mobile phone! ¬.¬

-Goes into a de-stressing period-

Now that I have calmed a little, I now have this pile of home work to hit, all due in Tuesday and Friday:

Sociology

-> Write an essay to answer the following question, 'Evaluate the view that the nuclear family is the ideal family for capitalism'

Due: Tuesday

My thoughts: Why in the fuck did I take this course? It is so dull I fall asleep in class and can write the essays in my sleep...

Psychology

-> Complete Project Brief, Introduction, Method and results of your coursework.

Due: Friday

My thoughts: Why did I stay at this college to do A2 psychology? The teacher fucking hates me that is why he gave me the most hardest topic in the damned class, 'A comparision between the short-term memory capacity of sixth formers and year sevens'. Mr Hartley is a twat and I hate him, I hate his lesson and I now hate psychology because all lessons are dictated and I don't learn fuck all, as I learn visually and semantically, NOT acoustically!

Chemistry

-> Complete Problems for 3.3 (The shapes of molecules).
-> EL 4.4 - Radon in the Rocks.

Due: Tuesday

My thoughts: This is easy as pie *goes and looks up last years notes*

Oh well now I feel much better, no need for me to stress ^_^