ok so im starting my diary over again. my life is sad and boring. ive just got back off holiday and i got fuck all to do. im fed up of being single and i think its my height that puts lads off. argh i hate being tall its sucks like fuck man. i need new cooler friends, not that the friends i have at the moment are lame its just that sam and klee are so fucking fake one min there townie next min there alturnative, i get so confused! and danni alothough shes a townie shes a great friend! but still i want people who are crazy and like the same stuff as me, yet i dont want to abandon my old friends cuz i love em so much. there always there for me wheneva i need em speshally klee when im upset or down and i really need to talk but nvm life kinda go's on..... happy or sad. i dont know if im happy or sad, i mean on min im fine having a laugh and enjoying myself then the next im really down and i feal isolated in my own little world and music just doesnt seam to help me anymore. i think i need to start education myself in more things other than just sitting around all day. take up a new hobbie like skating or maybe a band. if only i could play guitar better, plus i need a better singing voice but that will never come .... im so unlucky but so lucky in many ways. anyways on a higher note.... im getting my nose pierced sometime soon. and ive designed the tattoo that i want aswell soooo . i guess somepart of my lifes ok i just need to move on to better things im gonna end this now and say night night and i'll maybe update soon