this is the longest time ive been away from ricky! 2 days! 2 fuckin days and i gotta put up with it untill wednesday! anyways weve been together 4 weeks today :D yayyyyy plus im seeing andy on tuseday! YAYYYYYYYYY and daveys coming down wednesday too! yayyyyyy

ok so i guess everyones fed up with hearing abour ricky from me. yeh? well heres summert new, ive decided what tattoo im gonna get for my 18th, Andys designing it. were both gonna design each other a tattoo and get it and put each others names at the bottom of it ^_^ yayyyy hehe. He mes the absolute world to me. seriously, i whould of killed myself in the past few months if it wasnt for him! i know i seam like a happy person, but deep down there alot of proplems and i can get very insecure. and the only one i can openly talk about them to is andy.
YAYYYYYYYY me go see him next tusedayyyy ^_^
hehe anyways ive been with Ricky like just over 3 weeks now, its so amazing, hes another person thats made my life happyer LOTS more happyer, im so happy to be with him, weve seen each other almost everyday since weve been going out ^_______^.
but the thing is why are people suddenly turning into compulsive lyers and lying all the time to me...... well i guess i cant say people. its just one person really. someone i thought i could trust. the they go and really hurt me....... Thanks alot!
but i dont care. i have the main people in my life, my boyfriend, my well...Andy and my parents. thats all i want and its all i need, so peace out

Rickys the best thing thats ever happend to me! i love him so much and i never wanna loose him!

i hate you so much right now!.......................



i LOVE you ricky
and i love you andy
you 2 are the only people i want in my life atm..... i hate some people i really do

I've been with Ricky 3 weeks today ^_^ and im the happyest ive even been. I love him sooooo much. todays been fun ... and cold :/ but ive had ricky to warm me up hehe. anyways ........ peace out

being with ricky is sooooooooo amazing, im so damn happy im with him ^_^ id be so lost without him now. i love him sooooooooo much and i really mean that i love him.

these are the people that mean something to me :-
Ricky
Andy
Sammy-jo
Callie
Sam
Mum
Dad
Sophie
Soph
Klee
Kelly
Leon
Daveid
Gracie
Milly
Annie
Auntie :-
Nikki
Peta
Caz
Anne
Steph
Tracey
Linda
Mel
Uncles:-
Tony
Tony
David S
Hayden
Chris
Sean
and i'll carry this on later........
Caio for now!

Thismorning i woke up to this song and sang it ^_^ it means so much to me cuz it reminds me of my cousin gracie

TINA ARENA LYRICS

"Chains"

Your arms are warm but they make me feel
As if they're made of cold, cold steel
A simple kiss like a turnin' key
A little click and the lock's on me
Can't move my arms, can't lift my hands
I won't admit to where I am
But I know baby, I'm in chains
I'm in chains

I pretend I can always leave
Free to go whenever I please
But then the sound of my desperate calls
Echo off these dungeon walls
I've crossed the line from mad to sane
A thousand times and back again
I love you baby, I'm in chains
I'm in chains
I'm in chains
I'm in chains

Should have known passing through the gate
That once inside I could not escape
I never thought this could happen to me
Never thought this is where I'd be
But baby, baby, baby, look at me
Baby, baby, look at me, I'm in chains
I'm in chains
I never thought this is where I'd be
Never thought this could happen to me


Also thismoring ive thought about Ricky... as i do every morning.... and probably every minuet im apart from him :/ i hate leaving him him and i love being with him . i

LOVE

its amazing how being with someone can make your life so happy, Rickys made me so damn happy over the past 2 weeks. I love him sooooooooo much!!!! i love spending time with him. i love my hugs off him. i feel safe when im with him, I just wish all my friends could be as happy as i am. i want them all to feel the love that i feel. i get so upset when my friends are unhappy :( but i know that there all there for me. and im so lucky for what ive got. i love you ALL every single one of you!

thats all for now....

Peace out (as aley whould say)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KLEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! hehehehhee pissed off yet very happy, because i have the bestest ever guy in my life ^_^ i love him sooooooooooooooo much, i dont know what id do if i lost him :/ which hopefully.... hang on a minuet.... i WONT :D hehehehehee <3 Rickyyyyy <3 my loves him lots n lots n lots. i also love Sammy-Jo. shes like the only one i can chat to about my shit ^_^ weeeeeeeeee so happy yet pissed off, i wish kelly n klee whould drop it *kicks them* hehehehhee im also hyper, sam just ate my chocolate and left..... (again) hehehehehhe anyways, school is yet again.... BORING. me n Steven were discussing in maths while i was stabbing a compass in my hand that the works so damn easy, esspeshally if you know the answers are in the back of the book. French was so damn boring today, we were on the computers. All me n Sam Goode did was sit and look at pictures of Brandon Boyd hehe. urmmm Science is piss easy aswell. it gets so boring after youve done everything about 100 times before, and yet ive got another year or so to go at school..... GREAT, yesh this is a ramble but the result is good cuz i get out alot of stress! hehe.
AND OMFG. Danni had the cheek to wolf whistle and say "awww bless" at me and Ricky today. fuckin bitch shouldnt dare fuckin look at me let alone speak to me, .... yeh you really cause shit about your 'best' friend and then fall out with em cuz ya boyfriends told you too.... then start being nice to em again..... well put it this way, she can FUCK OFF, and that way put in the nicest possible way...... ^_^
ive ran out of things to rant about so
bye for now and remember ...... Laura loves you!

hello everyone! today was great, i spent all my breaks with ricky! i love him ^_^ hes amazing! hehe you all better be nice to him else i'll beet your weany ass!

ok ^_^ so my life is great! hehehe im going out with ricky and its made me really happy :D weeeeeeeeeeeee cant think what else to put. talk soon!

OMFG i cant stop shaking, ive just been told the best thing ever!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEE love you sam (pay)!!!!! *cuddles and steals her hair*

ok school was boring, people should join The Indigo Storm cuz shes cute! and also join her wiki for ricky the virus of life hehe eeeeeeeeeeeee omg cant wait to meet andy, <3 i love him


OMG YOUR NIPPLES! are you cold?



XDD made you look made you stair made you loose your underwear ................

ok im retarded :/

Ok so its a saturday and im doing fuck all ...how boring is my life!!! lol nvm, ill live i should be goin to see my cousin tomoz! wah hey i love her soooooo much!
OOOOOOOOO oh oh oh yeh! new years eve non of you will guess where im going! ok so i'll tell you! im going round andys for his new years party :D omg fuck september and bring on december!!! i like soooo cant wait!! i love andy too bits!!! hes like the best friend anyone could ever have!
omg klee yesterday tottally embarassed me! she went up to ricky and poked him i was like arghhh it was really funny but really embarassing at the same time! hehe i have warped friends. klee and kelly were out of order on the way home yesterday. they were calling danni a slagg. that was so unfair :(  SOMEONES SCRATCHED MY NIRVANA CD! :( poop tis unplugged in newyork aswell! darn! weeeeee callie [Candy Coated Corpse] is cute, people you realy should tell her! and aswell as being cute shes a great friend too! anyways ima goona stop my ramble and get sorted! byebyeeeeeee

why is it when i change/like something sam has to do it too? i mean i changed to being alturnative ..she did too. i fancy a guy at school and suddenly shes hanging round with him linking arms. news for you sam. i dont like him no more so stick that up your ainal pipe!!! i like another guy :\ so yeh fuck you peopleeeeeeeeee, cept the coolios ones i wuvs ^_^, you know who you are

ok today was good me n john had like really long chats and were really close atm, as he is my dad. dan, vinny n john locked us outta the practise room at 'the big wheel' and then they couldnt unlock it and they broke the key in the lock XDD and then they tottally broke it, twas so funny. urm then we went outside and these 2 stoners came and sat with us, the guy was really FIT! hehe, i gave john my charlie red bodyspray cuz he likes the smell. hehe i smell of him lol. i also have one of his plectrums, as i stole it and put it down my bra XD vinny was really stink towards me today. but i felt good when i told him sam said he was dumped ^_^ he deserved that! 100% deserved it! anyways yeh ^_^ love yaz alllllllllllll WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe (long story about john being my dad. ask to know more)

ok so today was funny, i said hey to ricky lol and and and urmmmmmmmm people (nat, klee n danni) loved my sandwiches hehe then it started raining and i said " i am the one with all the answers" and put my unbrella up twas sooooooo funny. and then it stoped raining and joel told me off for wasting water then i made him tap-dance for me while singing 'im signing in the rain' hehe and walking home was crap but yeh ^_^ all round good dinner time

ok so today was the most boring day of my life. and some random guy shouted my name and asked me if i like ricky..... and when isaid what he just walked round the corner....... i was so confused! anyways last 2 days have been ok. hmmmmmmmmmm yeh! not much worthy of an update .......maybe later :\

ok saterday was so funny. it was just like the best ever time ive ever had! at first we went to sams and we just hung out for a bit. and then we all went to bowling, it was really funny i kept getting the gutter! XD and sam won and john came second then katy, vinny klee me then kelly. then we went to the cinima and watched the village i thought it was quite good but the rest thought it was shit. anywasy then we went back to sams and started to drink and then we all started stripping john and he ended up wearing kellys shirt sams trousers and my vans, then we got more drunk and just basicly played spin the bottle n stuff like that, anyways we ended up pulling an all nighter, well me kelly and john anyways and yeh, then later on in the day i started calling john dad, and i stole his lighter and pic and put em down my bra and he ended upgiving me all his stuff to look after...mainly just so id put it down my bra.... anyways then it moved on and im still gonna call john eaither justin or dad.... then i called him a pervert dad cuz he un-did my bra anyways the whole weekend was f'kin amazing thanxs sams for a great weekend and happy birthday if your reading this, anyways
bye'y'all

ok my poll about things happening for me today was worthless nothins happend and nothin will! but anyways i saw callie today weeeeeeeee, what a place to first say hi.... in the girls toilets at school LOL i saw her before she was hugging ricky i was gonna say hi to em both but like... danni smacked me on the back of the head for ignoring her (no not danni on my page the danni in my english group) maths was funny today me n steven had this funny argument things about windows.... yeh
i saw him today (yes his name will remain a secret and those who know must not tell anyone :P) i made a twat out of myself aswell i ran to kelly shouting her name and sam showed my up aswell lol plus i saw him at break ^_^ he lookd so damn sexy ^_^ weeeeeeeeeeeeee yeh. laters
Peace!