Thismorning i woke up to this song and sang it ^_^ it means so much to me cuz it reminds me of my cousin gracie

TINA ARENA LYRICS

"Chains"

Your arms are warm but they make me feel
As if they're made of cold, cold steel
A simple kiss like a turnin' key
A little click and the lock's on me
Can't move my arms, can't lift my hands
I won't admit to where I am
But I know baby, I'm in chains
I'm in chains

I pretend I can always leave
Free to go whenever I please
But then the sound of my desperate calls
Echo off these dungeon walls
I've crossed the line from mad to sane
A thousand times and back again
I love you baby, I'm in chains
I'm in chains
I'm in chains
I'm in chains

Should have known passing through the gate
That once inside I could not escape
I never thought this could happen to me
Never thought this is where I'd be
But baby, baby, baby, look at me
Baby, baby, look at me, I'm in chains
I'm in chains
I never thought this is where I'd be
Never thought this could happen to me


Also thismoring ive thought about Ricky... as i do every morning.... and probably every minuet im apart from him :/ i hate leaving him him and i love being with him . i

LOVE

its amazing how being with someone can make your life so happy, Rickys made me so damn happy over the past 2 weeks. I love him sooooooooo much!!!! i love spending time with him. i love my hugs off him. i feel safe when im with him, I just wish all my friends could be as happy as i am. i want them all to feel the love that i feel. i get so upset when my friends are unhappy :( but i know that there all there for me. and im so lucky for what ive got. i love you ALL every single one of you!

thats all for now....

Peace out (as aley whould say)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KLEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! hehehehhee pissed off yet very happy, because i have the bestest ever guy in my life ^_^ i love him sooooooooooooooo much, i dont know what id do if i lost him :/ which hopefully.... hang on a minuet.... i WONT :D hehehehehee <3 Rickyyyyy <3 my loves him lots n lots n lots. i also love Sammy-Jo. shes like the only one i can chat to about my shit ^_^ weeeeeeeeee so happy yet pissed off, i wish kelly n klee whould drop it *kicks them* hehehehhee im also hyper, sam just ate my chocolate and left..... (again) hehehehehhe anyways, school is yet again.... BORING. me n Steven were discussing in maths while i was stabbing a compass in my hand that the works so damn easy, esspeshally if you know the answers are in the back of the book. French was so damn boring today, we were on the computers. All me n Sam Goode did was sit and look at pictures of Brandon Boyd hehe. urmmm Science is piss easy aswell. it gets so boring after youve done everything about 100 times before, and yet ive got another year or so to go at school..... GREAT, yesh this is a ramble but the result is good cuz i get out alot of stress! hehe.
AND OMFG. Danni had the cheek to wolf whistle and say "awww bless" at me and Ricky today. fuckin bitch shouldnt dare fuckin look at me let alone speak to me, .... yeh you really cause shit about your 'best' friend and then fall out with em cuz ya boyfriends told you too.... then start being nice to em again..... well put it this way, she can FUCK OFF, and that way put in the nicest possible way...... ^_^
ive ran out of things to rant about so
bye for now and remember ...... Laura loves you!

hello everyone! today was great, i spent all my breaks with ricky! i love him ^_^ hes amazing! hehe you all better be nice to him else i'll beet your weany ass!

ok ^_^ so my life is great! hehehe im going out with ricky and its made me really happy :D weeeeeeeeeeeee cant think what else to put. talk soon!

OMFG i cant stop shaking, ive just been told the best thing ever!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEE love you sam (pay)!!!!! *cuddles and steals her hair*

ok school was boring, people should join The Indigo Storm cuz shes cute! and also join her wiki for ricky the virus of life hehe eeeeeeeeeeeee omg cant wait to meet andy, <3 i love him


OMG YOUR NIPPLES! are you cold?



XDD made you look made you stair made you loose your underwear ................

ok im retarded :/

Ok so its a saturday and im doing fuck all ...how boring is my life!!! lol nvm, ill live i should be goin to see my cousin tomoz! wah hey i love her soooooo much!
OOOOOOOOO oh oh oh yeh! new years eve non of you will guess where im going! ok so i'll tell you! im going round andys for his new years party :D omg fuck september and bring on december!!! i like soooo cant wait!! i love andy too bits!!! hes like the best friend anyone could ever have!
omg klee yesterday tottally embarassed me! she went up to ricky and poked him i was like arghhh it was really funny but really embarassing at the same time! hehe i have warped friends. klee and kelly were out of order on the way home yesterday. they were calling danni a slagg. that was so unfair :(  SOMEONES SCRATCHED MY NIRVANA CD! :( poop tis unplugged in newyork aswell! darn! weeeeee callie [Candy Coated Corpse] is cute, people you realy should tell her! and aswell as being cute shes a great friend too! anyways ima goona stop my ramble and get sorted! byebyeeeeeee

why is it when i change/like something sam has to do it too? i mean i changed to being alturnative ..she did too. i fancy a guy at school and suddenly shes hanging round with him linking arms. news for you sam. i dont like him no more so stick that up your ainal pipe!!! i like another guy :\ so yeh fuck you peopleeeeeeeeee, cept the coolios ones i wuvs ^_^, you know who you are

ok today was good me n john had like really long chats and were really close atm, as he is my dad. dan, vinny n john locked us outta the practise room at 'the big wheel' and then they couldnt unlock it and they broke the key in the lock XDD and then they tottally broke it, twas so funny. urm then we went outside and these 2 stoners came and sat with us, the guy was really FIT! hehe, i gave john my charlie red bodyspray cuz he likes the smell. hehe i smell of him lol. i also have one of his plectrums, as i stole it and put it down my bra XD vinny was really stink towards me today. but i felt good when i told him sam said he was dumped ^_^ he deserved that! 100% deserved it! anyways yeh ^_^ love yaz alllllllllllll WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe (long story about john being my dad. ask to know more)

ok so today was funny, i said hey to ricky lol and and and urmmmmmmmm people (nat, klee n danni) loved my sandwiches hehe then it started raining and i said " i am the one with all the answers" and put my unbrella up twas sooooooo funny. and then it stoped raining and joel told me off for wasting water then i made him tap-dance for me while singing 'im signing in the rain' hehe and walking home was crap but yeh ^_^ all round good dinner time

ok so today was the most boring day of my life. and some random guy shouted my name and asked me if i like ricky..... and when isaid what he just walked round the corner....... i was so confused! anyways last 2 days have been ok. hmmmmmmmmmm yeh! not much worthy of an update .......maybe later :\

ok saterday was so funny. it was just like the best ever time ive ever had! at first we went to sams and we just hung out for a bit. and then we all went to bowling, it was really funny i kept getting the gutter! XD and sam won and john came second then katy, vinny klee me then kelly. then we went to the cinima and watched the village i thought it was quite good but the rest thought it was shit. anywasy then we went back to sams and started to drink and then we all started stripping john and he ended up wearing kellys shirt sams trousers and my vans, then we got more drunk and just basicly played spin the bottle n stuff like that, anyways we ended up pulling an all nighter, well me kelly and john anyways and yeh, then later on in the day i started calling john dad, and i stole his lighter and pic and put em down my bra and he ended upgiving me all his stuff to look after...mainly just so id put it down my bra.... anyways then it moved on and im still gonna call john eaither justin or dad.... then i called him a pervert dad cuz he un-did my bra anyways the whole weekend was f'kin amazing thanxs sams for a great weekend and happy birthday if your reading this, anyways
bye'y'all

ok my poll about things happening for me today was worthless nothins happend and nothin will! but anyways i saw callie today weeeeeeeee, what a place to first say hi.... in the girls toilets at school LOL i saw her before she was hugging ricky i was gonna say hi to em both but like... danni smacked me on the back of the head for ignoring her (no not danni on my page the danni in my english group) maths was funny today me n steven had this funny argument things about windows.... yeh
i saw him today (yes his name will remain a secret and those who know must not tell anyone :P) i made a twat out of myself aswell i ran to kelly shouting her name and sam showed my up aswell lol plus i saw him at break ^_^ he lookd so damn sexy ^_^ weeeeeeeeeeeeee yeh. laters
Peace!

weeeeeee hello everyone, i saw him today once thismorning and at break and on my way to english *droooooooooooooools* yay *does the happy dance* and and and apparntly sam sawd me and i nearly walked into her ... oopsy! sowwie sam! and and callie said she saw me but forgot to say hi bless her! urmmm also i saw ricky but i was too busy trying to keep kellys mouth shut to say hi. urm urm urm stuff? ok so todays been good, most of it has been drool-worthy XD hehe anyways dudes n dudettes ...laters!

ok so today was the first day at school....omg i could not stop drooling when i say him (not nameing no names:P) twas a fun day i guess. but i finally found out that blazers are fuckin annoying but the pockets are usefull. everyone likes my nose stud. health and social care was like the funnest it was like westfeild reunited ^_^ there was me, nicola thornber, becki buswell, reianon delo and becci patty OMG we had such a laff none of us could stop laughing and there all so funky ^_^ i mean reianon's just like uber gothtard, then theres me, who i just cant lable and becki the ...turning skater girl and nicola whos like not changed :P and becci with the only change of her grown her hair which looks unber crap but oh well shes still kool anyways we all had a laugh ive decided its like the most funny/best lesson so far ^_^. omg today was the best with fit guys and how much laughing i did.... school rocks! maybe not....its just ok...(ok proper retard)WHEEEEEEEEEEE omg kellys gonna be a bitch and talk to him (nameing no names again) i dunno weather i want her to or not.... omg omg omg anyways yeh laterz!

ok i found the meaning of life. its love, none of us can live without it.... you have your family. they all love you for who you are. then we have our close friends. and then we have our relationships.... which i dont have so there!.... anyways i had fun with sam today i fixed her msn ... YAYYYYY and urm urm urm i went round dannis and she filmed me (not in a perverted way thank you!) shes crazy! anyways yeh! love you all
Peace out :P \m/--(^_^)--\m/ rock on

ok so todays been fun, i woke up from an amazing dream, then i like had a shower n got ready and went round sams. i havent stoped laughing since but now ive stopped cuz shes gone home ....ohhhhhhhhhhh poop! and and and me n her are real good friends again, but not best friends noones replacing danni. also somesones told kelly (cuz i spoke to her on the fone round sams) that im not her friend i mean i am! just like i wasnt ages ago! and kellys gonna do me a big favour :P hehe ^_^ we alllll love kelly for things like this :P and sam i guess and yeh im gonna shut up and be bored now! talk soon

today has been the best. except for the dentist! well i woke up got ready n stuff and my auntie caz came round (yesh ive been very close to my auntie caz atm!) then she took us up my nans ans we stayed there for a while then me n my mum went up to the dentist, it went fine, but i still hate going! cept he said i clean my teeth really well... what a weirdo.... i really regreat the fact that i dint bite him now :( i came back and serched in the cupboard under the stairs for my guitar folder which resulted in me tidying the bloody thing out! and end result.....no folder which ment no guitar lesson off my dad! then sam came round and we went out n sat in the carepark at the park and just talked about loads like friends, boys, clothes, her up and coming party (which i cant wait for) and other random stuffs! she really cheered me up!!!! me loves mah sam! anyways we had a right laugh. and i havnt laughed like that in ages! so yeh im a pretty happy bunnie ^_^ yeh sop im gonna say goodbye for now and love to you all..... CHEERIO!

ok weeeeeeeeee good day today .... i think. well i went shopping with my mum. yeh wasnt that fun, all i got was stuff for school so yeh. got back did stuff. i decided to be alone in my garden and it just kinda cleared my head and like...... it started raining and it was like a sign to me........ or maybe ive smoked something and not realised it XD. nargh im just on a mayjor high ^_^ ....maybe the black coffee. fuck this i cba i'll update later when ive calmed downa nd i can type.....