[BLack Sheep 666]'s diary

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Written about Wednesday 2005-04-06
Written: (7174 days ago)

Till death do us part,

Real love is feeling,
like being a part of that person's
life almost isn't enough.
It's more like a feeling that
you would live in the same skin,
with them if you could
and share every thought,
heart beat, and emotion as one.

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Written about Saturday 2005-02-26
Written: (7212 days ago)
Next in thread: 542757

Im bored. All praise Hachet. ICP IS THE SHIT MY FRIEND!!! Listen to a jokers card today!!!

My Personal fav. would be a tie. Hell's Pit and Ringmaster . ═

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Written about Sunday 2005-02-20
Written: (7219 days ago)

Wow Im so bored Im writing in this fucking thingy. Ok Check out my site.
www.freewebs.com/juggaletterydas

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Written about Thursday 2004-10-21
Written: (7340 days ago)

The rain.




I can’t run from my pain,
It’s like staying dry in the pouring rain,
I wish I could run and be with only you,
For the things I feel are strong and true,

Crimson drops fall on the wet grass,
She made you break my heart into shattered glass,
How deep do I cut or how hard to I try,
The memory of us will not let me die,

Falling, falling, until im gone,
Nothing but a crimson stain on the lawn,
You kept me safe, dry and sane,
I was alright until she made the rain.

by Megg Piccone Oct, 20, 2004

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Written about Friday 2004-10-08
Written: (7354 days ago)

[Rehashme],
tahnks for the back rub at lunch today. my back doesnt hurt anymore. ^.^ i love you. i guess i always will. I realy wish mccall would just step off or get a clue.
Megg

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Written about Tuesday 2004-09-28
Written: (7364 days ago)

Sadness. A funny thing for me. Makes me Angry, Not eat or sleep. Maybe some day I'll be happy again... Maybe not. Who knows.

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Written about Saturday 2004-09-04
Written: (7387 days ago)

A FUNNY SONG

"You Don't Love Me Anymore"

We've been together for so very long
But now things are changing, oh I wonder what's wrong?
Seems you don't want me around
The passion is gone and the flame's died down

I guess I lost a little bit of self-esteem
That time that you made it with the whole hockey team
You used to think I was nice
Now you tell all your friends that I'm the Antichrist

Oh, why did you disconnect the breaks in my car?
That kind of thing is hard to ignore
Got a funny feeling you don't love me anymore

I knew that we were having problems when
You put those piranhas in my bathtub again
You're still the light of my life
Oh darling, I'm beggin', won't you put down that knife?

You know, I even think it's kinda cute the way
You poison my coffee just a little each day
I still remember the way that you laughed
When you pushed me down that elevator shaft

Oh, if you don't mind me asking, what's this poisonous cobra
Doing in my underwear drawer?
Sometime I get to thinking you don't love me any more

You slammed my face down on the barbecue grill
Now my scars are all healing, but my heart never will
You set my house on fire
You pulled out my chest hairs with an old pair of pliers

Oh, you think that I'm ugly and you say that I'm cheap
You shaved off my eyebrows while I was asleep
You drilled a hole in my head
Then you dumped me in a drainage ditch and left me for dead

Oh, you know this really isn't like you at all
You never acted this way before
Honey, something tells me you don't love me any more, oh no no
Got a funny feeling you don't love me anymore

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Written about Tuesday 2004-07-13
Written: (7441 days ago)

a good song
working with meat by jack off jill
we are desensitized
television did not break me
been broke since I was born
I'm breaking up with you
we are desensitized
shove comfort up my nose
I feel dysfunctional
but numb enough for two
we are desensitized
I've lost my only friend
left here alone again
they left me here alone
we are the meat you work with
this is your sense of failure
if you work me way to long
the failure stains your hands
we are the meat you've eaten
cut us with your sharpest knife
you've been away so long
the maggots eat away
we are desensitized
television does not hate me
had hate for way too long
and hate you very much
we are desensetized
shove comfort up my nose
I feel dysfunctional but numb enough for two
we are the meat you work with
this is your sense of failure
you worked me way too long
the failure stains our hands
we are the meat you've eaten
cut us with your sharpest knife
you've been away so long
the maggots eat away
we all are new wave faggots
digesting old drug habits
we've been away so long
the maggots eat the maggots eat away

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Written about Friday 2004-07-09
Written: (7445 days ago)

2 - j.
love -lucy

Real love is feeling,
like being a part of that person's
life almost isn't enough.
It's more like a feeling that
you would live in the same skin,
with them if you could
and share every thought,
heart beat, and emotion as one.

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Written about Monday 2004-07-05
Written: (7449 days ago)
Next in thread: 276458

Hello All. Im tired and Very confused. Jay all i can say is im sorry and i miss you. i hope you miss me too.
Lucy

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Written about Sunday 2004-06-20
Written: (7464 days ago)

im sad very very very sad. i miss my bf justin very much. he wont talk to me. right now im waiting only 10 months and 4 days left.... til april 22 2005. justin if you read this. you have until my 15th bday to call me or whatever. if you dont i just give up. im waiting for you now. i love you with all my heart. i have something for you.

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Written about Friday 2004-04-23
Written: (7522 days ago)

nothing has come to mind. so im going to bitch out my vice bye

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Written about Wednesday 2004-04-14
Written: (7531 days ago)
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ok tonight grumble is guys who think they own their gf's. that makes me soo mad. ok i know a girl who put something on her site and her bf got mad over it. or my friend who's bf treats her like shyit she takes it cause he says he loves her. love is great and yet it can kill you. sometimes justin thinks he can tell me what to do but he knows better than to try. i can be a cold frigid lil wrech.i speak my own mind and personaly if he doesnt like what im saying then he doesnt have to listen. yes i love him and i would die for him but he just cant tell me what to do. ive been in too many relationships where the guy ran things. and he told me when to breathe im not geting into another one of those. so justin if you looking for a girl like that then you better keep on looking i would hate to lose you but im tired of keeping my mouth shut. from this moment on i refuse to let whats on my mind pass i speak everything now in the blunt truth. thank you and good night

blessed be,
megg
ps i love you baby

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Written about Monday 2004-04-12
Written: (7533 days ago)

screams< this sums up todays grumbles
http://www.illwillpress.com/rant.html

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Written about Saturday 2004-04-10
Written: (7535 days ago)

ok ok sorry i havnt been on my mum had a heart attack. but anywayz. my grumble is sex. yes sex. i like sex scratch that i love sex. its just people. people say im a slut because i enjoy sex. so what. if you have a great guy who is AWESOME at sex you would enjoy it too. i love justin and i believe we are strong enough in our minds and in our relationship to be having sex. many couples have sex and then break up. that to me isnt love. the girl if she loses her virginty to a guy and then they break up she will do anything to get what they had back. a guy he loses his virinty to a girl and they break up he doesnt care once in a blu moon he will but ladies dont expect him too. so becareful. i would hav elove to lost my virginty to justin but i didnt find him in time. im never letting him go. so wait and find the perfect guy. it should be special.

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Written about Tuesday 2004-04-06
Written: (7539 days ago)

ok since you all want it you get it tonights grumlbe is my theory on goths
okpeople who say im so gothic arnt. if they say im not gothic im me and they are kinda morbid and dress in all dark colors its makes them appear gothic. to be truly gothic you musnt claim to be gothic. and when you do claim you arnt goth you are truly gothic. if in your mind you say im not goth but you do like the sound of it. well idk take it where you want it. people lable me a freak so be it deep inside i know im megg. so be yourself and dont judge.

blessed be
megg
i love you justin

186735  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2004-04-06
Written: (7539 days ago)

GRUMBLES GOLORE

ok i have lots of grumbles tonight
ok lies i hate them people who lie *grr* i cant trust anyone. people have to ruin it for all. girls are such back stabbing lil witches. you cant trust a girl. there is nothing meanie and crazier than a tennage girl. they lie steal and cheat. they will rob you blind if you dont watch out. ihave had so many bf's stolen by my best friends than anyone. and rule #1 dating you best friends ex is never ok. EVER!!!ok not that i care ive gots the best guy of them all. and now girls are trying to steal him right in front of my face.>screams< i hate you people. now my bf's best friends gurl says she's kewl with mme right in front of my face. behind my back she tell my bf i was telling people he treats me like crap. and i love him with all my heart i would never say that so yeah lots of grumbles tonight.

megg
love you baby

185689  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2004-04-04
Written: (7541 days ago)
Next in thread: 186034

ok no grumbles tonight im to much in love with mr fancis. so tonight is going to be all lovey dovey. get out before you throw up from all the sweetness.ok justin i love you and yes i want to be yours forever. yes im ready for our dreams i would have told you but i was bing stupid. but yes yes yes yes i am ready for our dreams. and i cant wait till july 22, 2007 then we can be together forever.and i cant wait to have the family i see in my dreams. we will be perfect. all of us you sean and me. forever.

love
megg

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Written about Sunday 2004-04-04
Written: (7541 days ago)
Next in thread: 185687

ok today is how to ask out a girl

do you ?
a. say wanna go out wit me?
b. wanna hang out and have coffee?
c. wanna leave this palce and go have some real fun?
d, hey sexy. i wouldnt mind hitting that shit tonight
e. >weeze< hi... will you be my gf?
f. are we going out lets flip a coin.

ok before me and justin  got together we acted like it so everyone thought we were. so we were talking on the phone and he asks" are we like dating?"
i said " i dont know"
he said i dont either gots a coin?"
i said "yes why?
he said "heads yes tails no"
and after that night weve been together since and plan on being togerher for a long long time. also i had been thinking in my mind. "i would really love to marry justin and have children with him"
i got trashed out my ass and it slipped. you can figure out the rest of the story.


megg

ps
 i cant wait for sean.

184407  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2004-04-03
Written: (7542 days ago)

today i ask myself.....Have you ever looked at a person and said wow i could spend the rest of my life with them?
yes . the day i saw justin i knew there was something special about him. as i started talking and listening to what he was saying i knew that he might be the one. i was afraid to love again. i had just gotten out of a horrible relationship with one of my close friends it ended badly. so i was hurt. but justin made me feel like there was hope. without him i wouldnt be here now. i owe my life to him next time you look at your special someone ask your self "wow i could spend the rest of my life with them?" because i would could and want to be with justin forever. but im afraid thats not what he wants.

i love you justin.
megg

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