*sighs*
so life hasnt really improved since my last entry...becky's ok, now..but since one horrid little dream I had last nite, my feelings for a certain someone (names i cannot disclose...) have slowly crept back. And i hate it. I won't go into great detail..i don't want to have anybody who shouldnt find out do so, but I think that if I do anything about it, there's a chance i lose two of mai dearest pals..but, if i dont do anything, then i have all these feelings stew inside of me until god knows when...
also, another pal is having some probs...I wont say..its not my place to, but it just seems we're crawling behind in the life race, while everybody else is going for gold...or silver at the least...ok, so thats a really corny, terrible anagram, but how else do i describe? Anyway, one good thing happened...[Madzeri] and I were in Norwood today and saw one of our favourite wrestlers...quite a humourous experience...hm. so there you go...

FUK!!! why can't life just be good for once???
tonite I found out that mai pal overdosed on alcohol nad nurofen and yeah...shes had a hard time lately, but i alds ofound out another frind of mai mums has cancer which sucks. it seems that everyone good in this world is having shit kicked in their faces. last year mai grandma died of cancer so there you go. Hopefully next year wont be so gay. I HATE LIFE RITE NOW!!!!
ps..soz if this is a lil bit illegible, im a tad pissed rite now... it helps...I MISS NICK!!!!! *sobs* why wont he come back on???? *NIC KIF UR OUT THERE!!!! COME BAK!!!*

Heeeeeyyyy!!!!
Wow, this whole diary thing is completely new to me, so I have NO IDEA what I'm doing! Sorry if it sucks...
anyways, not much has happened today....life is boring...my mum's peeling garlic and my uncle's over-that's about it...
Argh! School was sooooooooooo tedious....maths went forever! None of my pals were there...slack bloody KELLY went home early.
I'm gonna ring Vera <VeraAda> tonite...she's my paaaaaalllll.....hehehe...well, I'm going to get boreder now (or however you spell it... je ne sais pas....) Wait! I'll listen to Muse and the gods of the universe, THE WHITLAMS!!!!!!!! A local band from Sydney for those of you who don't know what the hell I'm on about...
well, keep smiling!! :D