I figure..the morning of the the day before new year, or rather the last morning of this year, maybe I should start a Diary..I wonder how long I can keep this up and it always seems like such a good idea to start with..

So what will this new year bring for me? well.. a lot's changed thats for sure.. and like most people, and like I told some friends, I want this next year to be a new start, completely devoid of so many of the thing sI let cloud my mind and get me down beforehand, heh, in 17 years I've never made a new years resolution I believed in..but I guess now.. I have a lot of reasons to believe in good again..

I owe a lot of people a lot of things, and I'm always going to be there for them as much as I can be, and I'm never going to forget..

So, as far as this morning goes.. I spend most of thes emornings with my one hope for my life and future, My angel Monica..Yuo make me so happy.. nothing can ever get me down so long as we're together, and we're gonna be together forever..

I think about my past, and it's full of bad memories, little black books and sadness..from here on out..me and Monica are going to write our future with our present, with little white books an d happy memories.. thats what i wish for ths new year, for most of those who care for me tha tI care for in return.. theres not many people out there who diserve a new start like you guys do..Here's wishing you a good new years eve, and the best of the years to come..goodnight