Okay, it has recently come to my attention that I apparently cause a lot of drama... yeah... okay.
I offer friends a safe place to go if they feel threatened - Apparently that is causing drama
I defend someone that I have known for 10 years and I am polite about it - apparently that is drama
I tell someone who is newly single that I never cared for their significant other and now the significant other is raising a shit fit because they went into their ex's e-mail and snooped. I never said anything to anyone other than the newly single person. Apparently since they did not like what they saw, I am causing drama.
I tell someone I think they are acting unreasonably - That is causing drama
I offer to listen to people when they have problems - Apparently that is involving myself in drama.
You know what?
I offer friends a safe place to go if they feel threatened - That is not drama, is is helping a friend. Fuck off.
I defend someone that I have known for 10 years and I am polite about it - that is not drama, it is helping out a friend. Fuck off
I tell someone who is newly single that I never cared for their significant other and now the significant other is raising a shit fit because they went into their ex's e-mail and snooped. I never said anything to anyone other than the newly single person. Apparently since they did not like what they saw, I am causing drama. - That is too fucking bad for the person who snooped, maybe they should respect their ex's privacy and if they didn't like what they saw, not my problem.
I tell someone I think they are acting unreasonably - That is telling the truth, fuck off
I offer to listen to people when they have problems - That is what being a friend is - Fuck off
SO apparently to be a friend that will listen to their friends problems, offer support, defend their friends, and tell it like it is, one must be a drama queen... hrmm...
In that case,
hail to the queen baby.
God, FML.
So my car's engine seized because retards do not know how to make sure that the tubes supplying oil to the engine are not clogged. The engine seized like a week ago and Now I gotta fork over $1000.00+ to get the engine replaced. Thank goodness the warranty covered over half of the cost of the engine. JESUS MURPHY!
I seriously wanna just break down and cry right now, but I am not at home, so that would be awkward to say the least.
Breathe... just breathe.
So, here I am, In school and wanting to bomb it. Life is stressed, my friends and family are far away from me and I miss my room back in my hometown, but now college is my life. In Edmonton. Even though it is nice here, nothing beats the feeling of being home. I would give anything to be home right now, sleeping in, snuggling wit my puppy, and just enjoying my days. Christmas vacation isn't too far now and maybe, just maybe, I can survive my next term. That is of course if I pass all my classes. Ho Hum. SSDD. I wish I was a vampire, then I would not have to deal with this crapola! ^,..,^
I was bored in English and came up wit this.
Get rid of your inhibitions,
Your preconceptions about life,
For there is no life in my world.
Only the black of a moonless night comforts me while I hunt.
As I feel the blood draining away from its vital source I begin to feel warmth and light that was once always a part of me.
When the last drop is absorbed into my body,
I am cold once more,
for there is no warmth in my world.
I trudge through the night an outcast,
with no companion to share my sorrow or my pain.
The light I once shared with your kind is now extinguished,
and all the ones I loved are now departed from this world.
Get rid of your inhibitions,
your preconceptions about vampires,
for there is no light in our world.
Only the darkness.
So...how are ya?....Bored..
I am stressing people! I have papers due at the end of the month, I have projects I need to do, I am trying not to get homesick! College can be such a drag! So, people, whatever you do, don't apply for college unless you are truly prepared and motivated to work!
Shadows
So here we are, in the endless journey that we call life,
we are born, we grow, we live, and we die.
How many of us truly live? Only those that take chances,
Only those with the courage to stand out from the crowd,
Only those with the strength to be themselves can say that they have truly lived, unlike the others.
Conformity,
Conglomerate,
Copy Cat, all these words can be used, but we know where they will end up.
They will be the shadows behind the cemetary slabs waiting for nightfall,
When there is no moon in the sky,
for it is when they are free,
In the cold loneliness of the darkness.
So, yah. Life is slowly getting very stressful at this point. Lots of diploma exams soon, gotta go to college in the fall. I need to mellow out and I don't believe in drugs. I need a shitload of chai tea and some tai chi. Need to listen to some NIN. Need a life, need to talk to mature people. I need a fricken clue. URGH! Frustration is on the breaking point. I need to jump into some really cold water and collect my thoughts. I need to meditate. I need to let the good juju flow.
I hate stupid people. Stupid people should just die. That way the smart people could live on in happiness knowing that there wasn't some stupid idiot in Brazil burning down the rainforest, Knowing that illigitimate people cannot run the oil rigs near river systems and on the oceans and seas, knowing that there isn't some moron throwing toxic chemicals into the ocean and killing the sea creatures off. As you can tell, I hate stupid people, but then you have to think. If there were no stupid people, there would be no Smart people. Hmmm... I think I'll just crawl back to my underground lair, sip some iced tea and feel sorry for myself. Thank you very much stupid people!
I am so happy! I have lots of interest in my Rpg suspended in dusk and i am finding lots of NIN fans. If anyone messages me asking who NIN is, I am going to block them!If they don't know, they have to find out for themselves!