dear dad,

if you knew how much i missed you im sure you would be so sad but there is some part of me that says you didnt die you just left for a vacation and i know deep down inside you did realy die i just dont want to admitt it but it is hard for me to look at all those kids with thier fathers and me i will never feel that and on fathers day i know i come visit you at the grave yard but it isnt the same i cant talk to you the same way

i am kinda confused on what to believe right now

well lets see i didnt get any sleep last night and i went to the dark bar and had a drink and went to a party so ya you get the point

sometimes i wonder if the world i am in is real or if i am in a deep sleep .or why am i here.

sometimes i wonder if the world i am in is real or if i am in a deep sleep .or why am i here.

life is so boring sometimes