dear diary, im tired of all the shit thats gone wrong, i hate everything losing it all, just to find myself going on, nothing in life has gone right, im dying im fading dissapearing into the night, i look for hope there is none,i stare at the bullets as i put them into my gun, this is my end, im tired of getting nothng in return for all the love i would send, all the beatings that would happen with out cause, to late to be saved for my will to live is lost, im fading now, im falling down, it in my intrest to end this, i look at my gun figuring i wont be missed, its loaded, i point it at my forehead, ten seconds later i have pulled the trigger and i am dead, no one cares no ones theres all the feeling stabbing, so ive ended it all this hopeless life i was grabbing it was my time, no one listened or paid attention to the signs, to the damn warning, now they stand over my grave all in mourning I SAID I WOULD DO IT WHAT ARE YOU THINKING NOW??? im stopping the pain i used to allow so be happy intsead becuse this worthless peace of shit is dead

dear diary today i mowed the lawn, unfortunately there were animals hiding in the tall grass i ran over a squrriel a snake a chipmunk and i cant tell what this one thing is, its head is stuck the the blade gah!!! im going to have to get a new oneso ive already killed something but im going to do it again

dear diary , today i got drunk again nothing unuasual i got mad at my cd player so i continuesly punched it untill my blood was all over it then i took my skateboard and started playing baseball with it, after that i ollied unto it stupid cd player, it shouldnt have scratched my Korn cd now ita hanging in my room if this happen again ill be even more pissed i still am, as im going now, i need to kill something,

dear diary i just got through trying to hold my friend as ransom nobody wanted her so i ended up untieing her damn this day has really sucked and i have no money im going to go kill something now

dear diary today i tried to end it all, it didnt work to bad, o well onward with the satanic ceremonies im tired of all the posers and this so called life im living, ill get over it when i die