Wow I'm so confused... Some body give me some advice on this situation...PLEAZE!!!:

Last night my boyfriend and I *for the first time*"dry fucked" or for people that don't know what that is, he didn't penetrate...*that sounds so disgusting* and anyway, He said, during this "You have no idea how much I love you right now" And he had told me before that he loved me...But after that I asked him if he only told me that because of what we had been doing and he said "No, I just said it then". And then he said "You don't believe me do you?" and I said no, because I don't trust guys that easily. And he said "ok fine, from now on until you believe me, no more physical stuff, holding hands, hugs, and little kisses is the only thing we'll do until you believe me that I really love you and it's not just a physical thing"
The next day he came with my mom when she picked me up from school and on the ride home he held my hand like normal but he looked kind of sad/mad. I asked him what was wrong and he said "I've been mad at myself today and last night about what i said. I shouldn't have said it that way" I told him I wasn't mad and he said "but you don't trust me!" and pulled his hands away from me. I looked away from him and started tearing up a bit and he told me that he wasn't worth crying for. Well instead of coming to my house he said he wanted to go home so we dropped him off. He got out of the car and so did I so i could get in front and I was taking off his sweatshirt to give it back to him and he told me to keep it. He just stood there so I grabbed him and hugged him, he did hug me back. He told me to call him later so I did. At first his phone was off, then he answered but told me he'd call me back later....And he still hasn't called me. I don't know what's going on, What should I do? Should I be mad? or what? all i have done is cry, so im just confused

Thanks for the help : )

i havent written in one...two...three...four...five days!! jeez-o! *hangs head in shame * i was at the Elgin stampede which was MAJOR fun. you shoulda seen jess at the parade she looked PuRdYfUl lol i gots pictures of her so hahahahhaha lol but yeah theres to many things that happened this weekend to go into detail but yeah i had an absolutely EXCELLENT weekend!!! too da loo

still doing good on the everyday thing! So yeah im just um....sitting here lol. nuthin to do, i'm waiting for Garret to call..(of course) and trying to get a hold of jessica...SEE THAT JESS??? anywho, last night i didnt watch any fireworks becuz blaze was sick and i fell asleep with him outside... oh well, they're just a bunch of lights anyway. so yeah thats it for now

              ~Later Dayz~