.....SHINY THINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!0.0 MINE!ALL MINE!!!!! *hiss hiss*

ummmmm.......i wanna die...but not before i see ethan and i go sing in front of the school! but then i want to cut but i don wanna.......this is fucked up! oh yea i gots internet at home now!

ummmm.......shit

ummmm....sumbody kill me?

the pain is coming up again.....that feeling oh so familiar...the thin metal across my wrist....how i long for the blood....i wanna watch it drip....i want this to end...the cost isnt a problem....i dont like this life anyway....


i dunno....its just a ramble that popped in my head *evil guilty grin*
and no max im not cutting....*yEt*.....so stop worrying! XP

poem:
you hug me
pull me to safety
you qoute your love
i reply with a shove

I dont want you here
i dont want you near
i want you to go away
i never asked you to stay

i dont want you anymore
go, get out get off the floor
you can try to comfort me
but its time for you to be free

im addicted to drugs
fukkin thugs
theyre better than you
me and you are through

ummmmmm.........pain.......its good

damn the world! damn you and you and....oh yaeh...you!
damn the world and its caring people! i want them to care but i also hate it when they do.......damn im fucked up!



oh yeah.......your my bitch if you read this!