0:World History
1:Marine Science
2:Individual Studies
3:English2
4:Algebra 1
LUNCH
5:Careers
6:Individual Studies (im an aid-like person)
french lady wouldnt give me french >...<

i got my schedule!
0:World History
1:Pre Algebra (im changing that to algebra though...)
2:Individual Studies
3:English2
4:Marine Science
5:Compet. Debate &SP
6:Career Exploration

so thats what ish gonna look like...... hah i gots my locker too ^-^ ish next to Kat, Kiki, Min, Ray and Chris ^-^ yay!!!!! i gots locker 137 i might forget so remind me!

ICP kix ass ^-^ lalalalalalalalalalalala la la...narf
shiei looks all gothy......yay ^-^
well still havent seen HIM yet...and i got trickeded into dating some dude...>......< damnit!! and i saw jed today...hes cute-ish...*hums along to boogie woogie woo* ^-^ i wanna see corpse bride so bad lol hehe well anyways when are we supposed to go get our lockers anywayz...???

diedebidiedebidiedebidiedebidiedebidiedebidiedebi die debi just fukin die!

www.photobucket.com

...i so fukin hate my mom-shes been nothing but a bitch since she came back...everyone seems to hate me....i dont know whats going on anymore...I really hate aaron right now even though i should probably be upset with ben-.-' well anyways i should be okay.............maybe...ive been hurt so much in my life i just dont care anymore...i guess...i dunno
byebye...
-shiei...aka he doesn't love me

If you truly love him your very being will be shakin when you realize its really over. -from xiwang16's house....

oh and according to Ray- 'Holy crap Tau you look HOTT!!! You rock girl!' yeah....it was nice so shiei feels pretty ^-^

Mommy why don't you love me?
By: Mary , CA

Mommy why don’t you love me ?
Why can’t you hear my cry’s
Mommy why dont you see all the pain
you’ve done to my inside’s
Your love is so unreachable so distant
from me and yet you give it so Freely to
men you barely know
Remember Chrisman in 94
All I wanted was something to unwrap
But he was threatening to leave
so you bought him the present instead.
I’ve loved you always and helped you always
but you’ve always seen me as a threat.

Mommy why don’t you love me ?
Do you think it’s my fault that dad left?
Do you think it’s my fault your secound husband
turned out to be a fag
Or is it because you lost yourself with all
these games you play
Mommy why don’t you love me?
Is it because when you look at me you see
my father instead ?

this made me so sad X.X evil poem >.< well yeah....this has nothing to do with the other ones.......oh well X.x

why
By: Maddy , Australia


Why don’t you look at me?
When I call your name
Why don’t you talk to me?
Why do you pass me the blame?
I did nothing to hurt you
But you don’t really care
Why do you exclude me?
And make me feel I'm not there
Is it the way I dress
Or the way I talk
Why when I speak to you
You just start to walk
I know I'm loud and ecstatic
When I want to be
But why must I hurt myself
Before you’ll look at me?

well even if i hurt myself he still wont look at me X.x ...(coleman)

Questions Unaswered
By: kat , 14 , FL

Why dont he want me
Like he used to do?
Why dont he care for me
Like he always used to?
Why dont he Love me
Like he used to say he would?
Why dont he want me forever
Like i thought he could?
Why dont he want me
Like he used to do?.

yeah.....stupid pink cow >.< you know who9 you are! i j/k im fine....i think X.x