eek <3

Mrs. Geffers braught in her daughter today. . . XD

her Daughter is a director.

we acted/rped the whole class (i looked at it like one big messed up and fragmented rp) <3 <3

a few weeks ago we read 'Mask of the Red Death', by poe, and had to 'create' a character to put in it. . . . i used 'Rosaline', Desya's ex.

so all of English class today, i was playing him. it was really fun. wooohooo it makes me wish we had a drama class somewhere in our school :/

gaaah i love Rosaline. the selfish bastard. *gnaws on him, but then breaks into laughter, sobers up, and does his swooshy bow thing* <3

sorry for all the journals lately. it's been an odd week. negative--->neutral---->positive!

hopefully i'll remain semi-positive or neutral. and stop bothering ye with my blather. mmmm blather.

i've been talking about myself too much lately. sorry. *shuts up* trying to start conversing more fluidly has bad side effects >.<

good Ren-faire today. . . XD

again, most of my friends didn't go in character. :/

BUT the actors were great, and i was in character (oi, if Desya can go into current times in the RP, he can in LARP, as well, right?!) it was rather fun. ^^

got three tails, and plan on taking them apart, and sewing them all together to form one longer one :3 probably won't work, but i'll try it anyway.

i got away for an hour or so, in which time i got REALLY in character. . . *_*

and. AND. *falls over with excitement*

during the super-IC time. . there was a preformance. not just any preformance. . .but Much Ado About Nothing!!!

i almost started crying. XD it was horrible. it was identical to the first scene of a story i wrote for Desya back when i was thinking of doing a manga of him for Grad. Prodject.

*melts* of course the play left out loads of the story (they had to fit it into half an hour, poor buggers)

i can't even begin to describe how awesome it felt to be that in character. yes, yes, i'm a freak. but I DON'T CARE! it was 'teh sex' >.<

...

the jousting was pretty bad, though. we didn't even watch the whole thing. :/

who cares though?! AAAH! i got a good hour. that's all that matters. mmmm.

consiquently i didn't draw today. . sorry >.<

sorry for being slow/not online lately. . .>.<
i'm so . . . out of it . . *shrugs*
not negative, don't worry. just kinda. . . deerintheheadlights??
(no, i'm not on drugs. i severely dislike the very thought of drugs.)

i wish i could draw something of worth :/ after i finish my current obligations, i think i'm gonna take a bit off. *nods* mayhap i'll be able to work something out with myself so i'm not procrastinating until i've got a bajillion things i should be drawing besides what i want. . . because i always do that.

:p don't worry, i'll get yer pics done. i'm just . . an idiot *falls over laughing and rolls away to sleep*

. . . . . .

*dreams about being giant. so giant that humans are the size of a bit of ground meat, and i've got them all smooshed together and cooked as one big hamburger. . .and i eat them all and live happily ever after wif the aminals and mysterious dissimbodied online folk* . . . *snores*

today in Chorus. . . our teacher broke off into a rant on how children need to be taught to accept differences. . . be them gay, lesbian, religion, race, gender, beliefs, looks, etc. .. 

i know it had apsolutely nothing to do with me, but the last few weeks have gotten progressively worse with harassment, and his speech. . .made me smile.

aaaaaand i found lotsa supporting sites that have just about braught me to tears with glee.

AND my mum showed me a article in the news, thinking i may be interested. . .but this is a topic she's told me i need to 'straighten out' with before. . .so maybe she's coming to accept?!?!

*floats about* oh-ho-ho i thought i was fluffed after tackling that boy in football today. . . *beeps* i think i'm a whole 1.2 positive!!

*melts*

of course tomarrow i'll have to do homework and will likely be mauled in the hallway or something. . XDD but whatever.

hah-pee-ne-sh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!

http://www.restrictedsection.org/boards/thread.php?thread=1094
for fans of Harry Shnotter with a sick side. . .it's not smut. . .it's the most funny bought of random factoids i've ever read. XDD

some of them are so real it's scary, while others are just funny as hell. such as:

1) Draco collects Pokemon cards.
2) This is because electronics won't work at Hogwarts and he can't play the game.
3) Harry knows this, and teases him about it.
4) Though Harry is secretly into Yu Gi Oh.
5) Ron knows about that, but doesn't tease Harry.
6) Because Harry knows about Ron's love for the Powerpuff Girls.
7) Hermione knows all their secrets, but doesn't tell.
8) Not because she's got a hidden vice, but because she uses it as leverage.
9) She uses this leverage to get the boys naked together.
10) Hermione is a slash fan.

<3 <3 <3

i certaintly don't think that's my favorite, but it makes me like Hermione a bit (despite the fact it's completely not cannon. ah-well.)

what ones are yer favorites??

OMGies. . . >.<
we were setting up. . .and this old guy came over, picted my 'Lesbian Dollies' http://www.deviantart.com/view/19068552/
up. . .and offered me 30 dollars for it XD
i was . . .well he got it, for 40 (because i didn't have any money to use as change)

and then. . . i got an honorable mention for my "Waiting" http://www.deviantart.com/view/12933125/ picture. . . and along with a large green ribbon, i got fifty bucks X3

*wriggles about* i made $80 without trying. . . <3 <3

but other than that. . .

my stand (holding EVERYTHING) fell over . . .twice. put a hole through my Fahrenheit 451 poster, and scratched up my poster-sized print of http://www.deviantart.com/view/21539638/ *cries*

but . . .ja. no other damage.

saw Eva, Carmen, and Ashley. who. . . go to my school. except Ashley, who has caused major trauma in my past. . .but seems to be lacking in the drugs department now, which is extremely good.

also, saw Neil (sp). who lives two houses down from me, and mysteriously dissappeared last week. we have been friends since young-child-like-years. . .and guess where he was??

the mental hospital. *sighs* why is it always my friends. . ?? ah well, can't say i didn't see it comming. poor boy.

there was also a funny story involving a christian and my waiting picture . . told him the whole story about Mo-chan being a whore, and then he turned to me with a scared face and said 'i do christian pictures' . . . *falls over laughing*

aaah i love it. and a little girl wanted to by it. .. and i told her mum it was a man, and she flipped out XDD

*hugs the art* i love being a bad influence. . .! <3 <3 <3

*beep*

the New York Ren-fair was. . unprofessional. *is dissappointed* but it was on very, very sexy grounds *drools over the lakes*

uh. . .ja. hopefully i'll go to the Lancaster (sp?) one again (the one where Desya came about) and. . . that will be better.

we had fun, but it wasn't a good in-character experience. . .it was like. . . for the tourists >.<

ah well. woof. Desya got love from a Jedi-ish Knight *laughs and is stupid*

*end beep*

dear RP-peoples!

. . . i won't be here tonight!
why?!
because, i'm going to a football game (WTF?!) . . .to support out band. then i'm sleeping over Haku's house. .

- this is where the fun starts -

we're going to the Ren-Fair tomarrow. . . this will be the first time i've RPed Desya in a live-action setting since he got his life here! how fun!

so Desya will have a field-day tomarrow :3

and then i have to work like hell to finish AR's pages for this week tomarrow night, so if i'm on, i'll be slow.

terribly sorry, but thus is the way of the procrastinator *laughs sheepishly*

i wish i had more time. . .

i've got 12+ stories. . .all open at the same time, and a novel in my hand. AND i'm role-playing here.

how the @#$@# amd i gonna read all of this tonight??!

don't get me wrong, i'm not complaining, on the contrary, i just wish i had more time. . .i want so much to read. . . GAH i'm a lit-whore. if someone writes me smutt. . .i will draw them whatever they want, i swear. . *joygasms*

none of that had relevence, i just think it's funny how many things i manage to read at the same time. *sighs and laughs*

OMFudgingGods!!

i. . . our. . . it's back.

if ye hadn't noticed my apsense (understandable and slightly expected) . . . our computer died.

.<

but. . .but. . . it's back! with a little messing around. . . it. . .was a really simple fix ^^;

but now i know. *cues that wierd 'now you know' voice* and i hope nobody's angry . . . cause if i could have been here, i would have!

*hugs DA, Y!H, ET, EP, etc. . .*

bweeeeeeeee! :dance:

wheeee i finished summer reading and all of the prodjects that go with it!

what? oh, as it turns out it was due friday. which. . . is appearantly today ^^;;

just finished the final report at 3:23 the morning it's due. is that sexy or what?

bwahahaha. now i'm going to finish reading this fic, then go upstairs and either draw or sleep. it doesn't matter because it's MY TIME again!

*cries*

i hate having chronic procrastination syndrome. . .!
yes, it's real, because i said so. and i have it so bad it must be real >.>

fooey. it feels nice to be free, though. i can finally draw again without feeling horrible about doing something i enjoy when i should be forcing myself into schoolbooks. and i can read stuff that's not school-related. . .oh yeah. this definately makes me appritiate summer more, the next two weeks are MINE!

*clings to remainder of summer*

screw The Jungle!!
. . i read five pages. that's all they're getting out of me.

but. . this shortens my summer reading load quite a bit. i think i'm going to work on coloring that AR header tonight, now. tomarrow i WILL read 'The Bell Jar', but untill then. . . damn it all!

raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~!

. . . chu. *puffy face*

this isn't fare. we got high-speed cable thing, and i can download stuffs. so naturally i went and got as much yaoi as i could lay claws upon. . . but. . . though they're downloaded under 'video/animation'. . . all i get is the audio!!

so now i have the audio of 10+ yaoi-anime. . . that sounds really spiffy. . . but i can't see anything!! *poro-poro*

fuu. i have to figure out what a 'torrent' file is, too. anybody know?? XD

ah well. it's nice to have something small and irrelevant to whine about. it makes the world seem quite fluffy, ne??

http://www.ranting-gryphon.com/Rants/

he makes me smile, and lifts the weight i throw upon my opinion of the human race. listen to his comedy, it's not the imature, racist crap one gets on basic cable. it's sexy, that's what it is.

i highly suggest that ye listen to some of his fluffy stuff.

we got a cable modem today. . . o_o;
it's really fast, and that scares me. i'm used to a friendly 42.3 modem. . . 

and of course, i'm using it to pirate music and look at art.
but. . . i found this really odd virsion of 'The Phantom of Opera' . . . the woman is more opera than in the movie (and i think she sings better than that fluffy femme they cast), but the male/phantom is really. . . hard-rock ish. he sounds like he's snarling. it's funny.

but. . . they blend together, and. . . it's odd o_o;;

anyway. we have a better connection now, so i'll be faster! zipping around and actually following some of the links people send me!! woo!! (i usually don't click unless it's really interesting, in fear of killing our compy)

mao~~

but it's only for a month, nanoda. . . which means of course, that we must steal all music possible within this month.

Ouka's such a bad little bug. >.> and it's not stealing. it's sharing XD

OK. Severus Snape is described as 'greasy haired with a large hooked nose' and pretty much ugly, too.

so why do people draw him as being a pretty, delicate boy with straight hair and a button nose?!?

even in profile veiws, they give him a completely normal nose! not large, not hooked. . . the opposite of being hooked, usually. . .!! and pretty?! he's. . . he's not s'posed to be pretty!! he's a greasy, ugly git, damnit!!

. . . terribly sorry, but pretty-Snape does not compute.

kitty kitty kitty

we got a 'ittle kitty.

he is a he and he's rather fluffy. super-smart with really oversized paws and whiskers so long they make arcs over his head.

mao~ i think we will name him 'Stag', but as of yet, we are not sure. maomaomao~~~~~

*wriggles tail happily*

. . . if anyone want's to chat about HP, i'd be happy. because. . . i finished the book yesterday, and nobody i know has . . and. . . and. . .AAAH!!!

now all these people are gonna open their eyes and see the S/M! hahaha. or not XD but. . but. . . AAAH!

it. . it broke through. . . !!

for those of ye whom don't know. . . i've been slowly tightening a toe-ring around my ear for a good two+ years now, tightening it every now and then.

well. . . just now, when i was brushing my teeth, i looked in the mirror, and thought something was caught on it, so i looked closer . . . nothing was caught, it was the two ends, pinched together, and rolled out of the hole. . . !!

i. . . officially have a 'peirced' ear!! 0_0 and it was done with a toe-ring (which has completely blunt ends, may i add) over a period of 2-3 years. . . o_o wow. i'm flabbergasted. i never expected it to actually break through. . . wow.

i can spin it all the way around. . .! woo *has fun spinning the earing around through hole in ear* wow. i thought i'd notice it.

o_o anthrocon rocked.

we met people.

here are some other events/signifigant-nesses?!

~the majority of people were homosexual. the majority of the other people were bi. some of the others were straight, and even the straight people were fluffy. . . sorry, i know that's not something to focus on, but it's not often i get to be around such an accepting group of people :heart: (something tells me that i didn't get that out right. ~_~)

~there were more females there than last time. . . but. . . that doesn't matter. because we met people. not as though it's likely that i'll communicate with them until next year, but hey, it was enlightening.

condensed socialization.

~got kissed by a random male who 'always wanted to kiss somebody with fangs' . . . o_o;;

~saw a comedian that made me laugh, and brightened my veiws a bit.

~got a new tail. it's like. . . three feet longer, so now i hafta figure out a way of keeping it off the ground. but it rocks.

~bought porn (because goodness knows that's essential ^^;)

~saw/experienced stuff not usually experienced.

~walked down the streats of Philli, PA at 2-3 AM, with a group of furrs, and scared the shit out of normal people.

~got badges of bug&fly. because i don't have a 'fursona', being that i'm not really a furr myself, just have a tail and like the art/people/fandom. . .

~took fun pictures.

~met people who are appearently famous/important in the anthro fandom

~had fun in general

lots more happened, and i'll post links to pictures eventually, but for now i have to find food. because. .. amidst all the fun, we kinda forgot to eat.

it's so awesome to know there are people out there who accept people no matter what. for a while, i think my veiws on humans have been fuzzied from anti-human, to semi-positive anti-human fluff. ja, Ouka's a screwed up thing, that's for sure.

oi! and i'm off again! this time to someplace much, much better!!

Anthrocon!!!

*wriggles about excitedly*

Josie-sama is taking meir! woohoo!

:] Ouka ish a happy camper. but sadly, Ouka won't be back until sunday/monday. sorry.

but. . . but it's anthrocon! so. . . good. if any of ye are going, mayhap we'll meet? but i doubt any of ye are going. . . XD

lalala *wriggles some more, just for good measure*

ah, fuu. . . i can't find my 'S&M' wallet. . . ;.;

ah-well. . . hehehehe *scurries off*